Hello peoples, this is the forth chapter of my story so pleez read and review!
Also this is not beta so all of the mistakes are mine
Thanx to all the peoples who reviewed it makes me smile :)
"Sara," Gil said turning her face towards him "Don't ever think that I could ever live one day without you,"
"Thank you Gil, I needed that,"
"Anything for you my dear," and with that they both fell asleep thinking happy thoughts.
Soon after that Sara woke up from a nightmare. She saw that Gil was still sleeping peacefully so she decided to just let him sleep and handle her own problem by herself. She tried to get back to sleep but nothing she did worked she got up and walked around, started cleaning then went back in bed and started to count sheep. But when she got into bed she saw Gil wake up.
"Hey what are you doing up?" Sara asked
"I could ask you the same thing," Gil replied
"Oh I just got up to get a drink," Sara said lying through her teeth. Gil looked at her for a second then said "Sara I love you I know when something's bothering you so what is it?"
"Grissom I'm so sorry I had a nightmare please don't be mad at me," She said
"Sara why would I be mad at you?"
"Because when I was little my mother would always get mad at me when I had nightmares," Sara said quietly
"Oh Sara don't worry I would never do anything like that to you, would you like to talk about it?"
"Umm… no but if you could hold me I would feel a lot better," She said with a small smile.
"I can do that," Gil said as he moved closer to Sara and held her in his arms until they both fell asleep.
The next morning Sara woke up and apologized to Grissom over and over and Grissom kept telling her it was fine. On the way to work Sara turned on the radio the song had just started after the first few seconds she knew what the song was. "Hey Gil listen," As she turned the music up higher.
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
After the song ended Sara turned over to Grissom and said "this is the song I thought of when you were pushing me away. There's also a song that I listened to day in and day out when I left. It's also by the same artist." Grissom hadn't said anything up till now
"Hey Sara I am really sorry about all the pain a caused you and I'm glad you forgive me,"
"Well as a great man once said," Sara said "don't look at what you have done look at what you're doing now,"
"Thanks Sara," He said "Hey I didn't know I was that great,"
"Of course you are why would I have said yes if you weren't absolutely fantastic," Sara smile her famous smile and then said "Gilbert Grissom I think I'm addicted to you,"
"Is that necessarily a bad thing?" As Grissom and Sara both smirked there own special smile.
"No way in hell is that a bad thing," as Gil and Sara rode to the crime lab in a comfortable silence.
Hey all my readers thanx 4 reading and hopefully reviewing crossing my fingers so just hit that little blue box and review pleez!!!
The song that I had in this chap was "Addicted" by Kelly Clarkson I luv Kelly! I'll probably have at least another song by her in my story. If anyone can look into which song I might put in this
story aka the sequel 2 Addicted there might be a prize 4 you so pleez review and make my day!!!
P.S I would totally recommened you listen to the song at the same time I think both songs discribe GSR to a tee :)
Amy