A/N: Here is a sneak peek of my new story that I want to write... but I don't know if I am going to yet. So... give me some reviews on what you think about this.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything

Sneak Peek

"Four years! It's only four years Bella and then I will be back. I'll be back in your arms, and you'll be back where you belong, in my arms." Edward begged, trying to reason with me.

I knew I was already crying, I knew I couldn't take any of this. "Edward, four years isn't four days! Four years is a long time, how do you expect me to sit here and wait for you to come back? And you know if you do go, we can't see each other for four years."

Edward pulled me into his arms and wrapped them tightly around me. "Bella, I don't care." My heart sunk when I heard those words. "I'm still going to go. This is an opportunity for me, for us! If I make it, it's going to be our future Bella." I tried to push myself away from him, not wanting to even be close to him right now. "Are you going to wait for me?" He asked, in a tone where he sounded desperate and he knew that I couldn't take it and would easily give in.

And I did.

I nodded my head, and wrapped my arms around him tightly, not wanting to lose him. "Yes…yes I will." I said softly, burying my head into the nape of his neck and cried.

After a few more minutes, Edward began to pry himself away from me, "I got to go Bella…I still have to pack."

I shook my head, wanting him to put his arms around me again, that was when I felt safe, that was when I felt I was always at the top of the world. "Please…Edward…"

"I'm sorry Bella, I got to go." With that he quickly moved and left my house.

"No!" I shouted, and then suddenly shot up from my bed. I took a deep breath and looked around, realizing where I really was. My first instinct was to turn to my left, and I quickly turned and notice that he was still there. I smiled softly and stroked his hair from his eyes and then kissed him softly on the forehead. "I love you Ryder,"

A/N: By the way, this is part of chapter one. Tell me if you like it or not, becasue it kind of depends on you whether I continue it not.