BPOV
''Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay with Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've built My World around You
And I don't wanna know what it's like is Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay with Me"
Danity Kane
BPOV
I was halfway asleep, maybe more, when I realized what his kiss had reminded me of: last spring, when he'd had to leave me to throw James off my trail, Edward had kissed me goodbye, not knowing when-or if- we would see each other again. This kiss had the same almost painful edge.
I shuddered and froze, knowing Edward had felt it. My heart rate and my breathing picked up and Edward started to get anxious.
"Bella?" he asked with real alarm in his voice. "Bella, are you alright?"
It took me a second to actually speak, and when I did finally get words out, it sounded truly pathetic.
"Y-yes…" I said, trying to get my breathing back to normal, "I just n-need…a human moment."
I quickly jumped out of bed and ran to bathroom. I closed the bathroom door with a little too much force, and slid down the back of it until I was on the floor with my knees pulled up to my chest. The tears started to flow and I started hyperventilating, and there was no way of controlling it.
I knew exactly what he was doing. He was planning on leaving me.
'No, no, no, no. He won't! He promised back in Phoenix he wouldn't leave!' I thought to myself. He couldn't leave. It would kill me if he did, he is my life! And he promised.
I finally got my breathing to slow, but the tears were no where near stopping; just the thought of him leaving hurt.
"He couldn't. He wouldn't." I said quietly to myself.
I slowly stood up and walked over to the sink where I splashed cold water on my face. I looked at my face in the mirror and then back at the door.
'I have to convince him not to leave,' I thought as I walked back towards my bedroom where Edward was hopefully still waiting.
EPOV
After crossing the line with our kiss, I finally got Bella to close her eyes and go to sleep. She tried to be sneaky as she placed her injured arm up against my cold skin.
After a few seconds of silence Bella suddenly shuddered and froze. I thought it had something to do with her injured arm until her heart rate picked up, along with her breathing.
'She can't be having a nightmare already,' I thought to myself as I looked over at her. Her eyes were wide open in shock and her heart rate and breathing were showing no signs of slowing down. I started to get anxious.
"Bella? Bella, are you alright?" I was alarmed and I didn't know what was wrong or what I should do. I hated not being able to read her thoughts.
"Y-yes…" she finally said, as she let out a staggered breath, "I just n-need…a human moment."
I was starting to get worried. She never stuttered unless she was truly frightened. She suddenly jumped out of bed and practically ran to the bathroom. I stared after her in shock, not knowing if I should go to her or not. I heard her shut the bathroom door with a little too much force, and then slide down until, what I assume, she was on the floor.
Her breathing picked up until she was hyperventilating and she started to cry. I was horrified. I didn't know what was wrong or what caused her to have this strange reaction.
Her breathing finally slowed, but she was still crying as I heard her quietly mutter to herself:
"He couldn't. He wouldn't."
If I wasn't already frozen in shock, I would have frozen even more.
'Did she know what I was planning?' No, she couldn't.
I heard her turn off the sink and it was a few seconds later when I finally heard her walk out of the bathroom and back towards this room where I was still anxiously waiting.
A/N
Sorry about the shortness! I'm a terrible writer but I had this idea in my head and I just felt like putting it down on paper...or in this case, the computer. :P If you have any suggestions put it in a review! Just don't be too harsh! :)