Author's Note:So, long time no see, huh? Sorry it took me so long to update but I've been so busy. The chapter isn't the longest but I think a lot happens in it. Just to let you know now, sad ending. L Cars will be on hiatus because I can't muster up a good second chapter, I really can't. Saw will probably not be continued cause I'm not demented and I can't do it. I have an idea that came to me though, a little on the scary side, supernatural type thing in mind, but I want to finish a story before I start a new one. I also still want to do a vampire type story for Spashley cause that's hot lmao. Anyway, before I forget, I've had a few complaints about Kayla's name and how it's too close to Kyla, so I changed it to Stacey. So when you see Stacey in here, remember that she use to be Kayla, okay? Okay J

All right, that's it.

Hope you enjoy

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Chapter Nine

Ready When You Are

The brunette softly stroked Spencer's hair as she watched the gorgeous blonde sleep. They had been in that position on the couch for about an hour now. They went straight to Spencer's house right after cheer practice and since nobody was home, they decided to cuddle. The day went normally; Madison bitched, Rae and Haley were still being gross after a week of being out to the school, Stacey had stayed with them with cheer practice and made fun of them, and Ashley longed to hold Spencer like this all day.

No girl had ever, ever did that to her like Spencer did. She could honestly say she was in love with the girl and she had known her what? A week and a few days. It scared Ashley, but at the same time, she loved it. She trusted this girl with stuff she couldn't trust people she knew her whole life. Take it, half of those people hate her and would spread rumors about her in a heart beat, but that's besides the point. She was falling for this girl, and she was falling for her fast.

The Nickelback concert turned to be a fabulous event. Ashley was dreading it, having Stacey, herself, and Spencer in the same room, she thought it'd be the weirdest thing in the world, but it turned out it wasn't. It was fun, funny, and inside jokes were made between the three of them. Though, Spencer and Ashley did get their quality time together because Stacey and her 'not' girlfriend were off doing god knows what in the bathroom. It's not like Ashley's never done it before in a bathroom, but not at a concert. It seemed fun but she rather watch the show.

The two danced to Ashley's absolute favorite song 'Far Away' while she sang the lyrics in Spencer's ear. A heated make out was exchanged and it was nice. She was just glad nobody from school was there because her girlfriend was far from ready to come out yet.

Girlfriend? Though the two had more then enough alone time, they had never talked about what their relationship was. Ashley would love to ask her, but she was never the one to start up a conversation like that one, but she wanted too. What better way do it by waking the sleeping beauty this very second?"Spence…" she said as she lightly shook the girl, kissing her jaw line to help wake her up.

"Hmmm?" it was a half hum, half moan kind of thing since Ashley had made her way to the blonde's neck and was lightly nibbling it.

Ashley pulled back and bit her lip as she looked at the blonde in front of her. "Be my girlfriend," she said looked stunned for a few seconds, before her mouth twitched into a smile and she nearly decapitated Ashley by hugging her so tightly. "Of course!" she yelled and kissed her. Ashley kissed her back, smiling into it.

The brunette deepened the kiss, she straddled Spencer and ran her hands along Spencer's sides before making her hand her fingertips. She placed her hand at the end of Spencer's shirt, and hesitantly let it stay there, not knowing how to ask if she could slip her hand under. She didn't want to go to far, she just wanted to feel Spencer's exposed torso.

Spencer pulled back and looked at Ashley, raising her eyebrow. Ashley didn't know what to say but before she could, Spencer talked. "What are you waiting for?" that wasn't what Ashley expected to come out of her mouth.

This girl is just full of surprises. She bit her lip as Spencer watched her pull Spencer's shirt up a little, looking at the girl's flat but toned stomach. She gulped a bit as she let her fingers trail lazy lines up and down her stomach. She traced Spencer's tattoo. It wasn't the first time she had actually seen it outside the library the day they had met, but still. She loved it. She glanced up at Spencer, wondering if she thought it was weird, but she smiled at her, before grabbing Ashley and turned her over so Spencer was now the one on top, straddling Ashley.

She instantly lifted up Ashley's shirt and did the same thing. She traced Ashley's toned abs and messed with Ashley's bellybutton ring, making the brunette laughed cause it tickled her. Spencer smirked and was about to tease Ashley with her tongue, but the door opened and the two flew as far as they could from each other on the couch."Madison is such a fucking needy, clingy girl! I'm not even dating her but she needs me to go pick her ass up. I refuse to do it, I am not whipped!" Glen yelled to no one. He didn't know the girls were in the house.

The two started laughing, and Glen looked over at the two of them, caught off guard that somebody heard his loud ramble. "Madi getting on your nerves?"

He looked at his sister before caving in as he walked over, sitting in between the two girls, going on and on how Madison expects him to do everything a boyfriend did just because they were sleeping together. The two girls tried not to laugh as they burned a good thirty minutes hearing the blonde boy ramble. "How do I get her to stop?!"

"Turn gay?" the brunette suggested, raising her eyebrow.

Glen gave her look before shaking his head. "I am not turning gay.""Why? You and Aiden can totally get it on," Ashley said with a shrug, acting like she was serious but on the inside she was cracking up.

Both of the Carlin siblings made a face before shivering. "Ew," they said at same time.

"Don't start with the Double Mint Twins thing cause that scares me. I make sure me and Ky don't do that," the brunette smirked, but the two blonde's still had a look of disgust.

"Aiden tried to hit on me the other day. It was life scarring," Spencer said and looked at Ashley.

Ashley raised her eyebrow, jumping over Glen so she could be next to Spencer and wrapped her arms around her girlfriend. "Want me to get Haley to beat him up?" the brunette suggested. The girl she was holding slowly nodded before tilting her head up so their lips met.

Glen's mouth went a ajar and he flew up. "That's not even cool! I'm right here! And I'm pretending to be your boyfriend so… numph," he groaned as he heard the two snicker while they kissed but didn't part. "Fine, be disgusting losers. I'm going to go commit suicide," he didn't leave his spot so he could see what the two were going to do.

"Have," kiss. "Fun," the brunette mumbled to Glen as she slid a hand down to Spencer's thigh.

The blonde boy turned around without another word, his eyes wide with fear as he walked up the stairs to his room. "I'm never hanging out with them together anymore," he muttered to himself when he got up to his room. The thoughts of his sister and her girlfriend wouldn't leave his mind so he did what any other guy would do if they were stuck in his situation. He walked to his computer and went to a recent website links he was on, going to the lesbian porn site he had found. Hey, at least it'd be two other girls making out… maybe three.

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The two girls laughed when Glen was out of sight, but didn't move from their position from each other."We probably should harass him less. He is doing something for us," the brunette said as she leaned into Spencer's arms.

"Yeah, but isn't a little sister's life dedication is to harass her big brother?" she pointed out.

The brunette thought about it for a few seconds before nodding. "True," she smirked and intertwined their hands. She brought the blonde's hands up to her mouth and lightly kissed it.

"You're just a romantic at heart aren't you, Davies?" Spencer teased her new girlfriend."A little, but I can also be the girl that's a freak in the sheets," Ashley said and turned her head so she could see Spencer's reaction. It was an eye roll and a small smack on Ashley's arm. That was something she had been earning a lot recently. The brunette pouted and rubbed her arm. "What it's true.""I'm better then you," Spencer pressed with a smirk.

Ashley looked at her with a raised eyebrow and then matched her smirk, turning her body so she was on top of Spencer face to face and grabbed her hands, pinning them just above Spencer's head. "Oh really now? Maybe we should see if that's true," she said in a husky voice, looking straight into the blonde's eyes.

Spencer was tense as she looked up into Ashley's chocolate orbs. She'd be lying hugely if she said that Ashley didn't just turn her on a little bit. She knew that the tan girl on top of her was just teasing her. They did that constantly but Ashley had no idea how much she wanted to do that at the second. So she caught Ashley's lips with her own, making the kiss deep and passionate in the beginning. She wanted to wrap her arms around Ashley's neck but they were still pinned down by Ashley's, which was a little sexy.

Their tongues dueled for awhile, fighting for dominance but Spencer eventually let Ashley win. Spencer noted that the kisses that made her moan were usually the ones that Ashley had control of.

The brunette jolted back, causing Spencer to worry that she did something wrong but that worry went away when Ashley digged into her pocket to fish out her phone.

Ashley held her finger up as she answered it. "Hey," she said, her voice involuntarily husky from the kiss.

"Tobey will not stop bugging me about seeing Stacey, Rae, and Haley," her sister said. Ashley smiled when she heard October calling her name in the background.

"Tell her I'll come pick her up and take her to Rae's house. Haley's already there so I'll call Stace," Ashley said as she messed with the buttons on Spencer's shirt, furthering her teasing with her.

"All right, see you in a little.""Later," she closed the phone and then bent down, giving the blonde a small kiss before getting off of her. "Tobey wants to hang out with her aunties," she paused for a second and cocked her head to the side. "You want to meet, Tobey?" over that week, Spencer still hadn't met Ashley's little girl.

Spencer bit her lip and made a face. "Ash… it's nothing against both of you, it's just. I don't know. I'm not ready to meet my girlfriend's daughter. It's a big step for-"

"Spence, it's fine. I get it," Ashley said with a smirk. "It took Stacey forever to see the baby too," she said and then smiled. "Well, I got to go, see you later," she said and then turned around.

"Bye brownie."

"Later, blondie."

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"Momma!" October yelled as soon as the brunette stepped foot into the house. The little girl ran to her mother who picked her right up and placed her onto her hip."Hey baby girl," she kissed her on the cheek and then looked at Kyla. "Where's Brooke?""Our with Clarissa," she said merely as she flipped through the magazine she was looking through. "Mom called.""Oh yeah. What'd she say?" she asked as she stayed near the door. She was going to leave soon to take October to see her aunties. Thankfully, Kyla had done the liberty of dressing her in clothes and getting her ready.

"She wants to stop by soon. Da- I mean Raife and Brett may come too," she said, biting her lip as she looked up from her magazine. Kyla did not want to be the one to have to listen to Ashley explain to Tobey that she didn't have a dad. That he was an asshole who just wanted sex from Ashley.

The older brunette nodded, not knowing what to say. They hadn't heard from both of their parents all that much in the past year but Brett always called once every two days to check up on the two girls. "All right, well, we'll talk more about it later. I'm going to take Tobey to see Rae and Hales. Stacey can't come cause she's with her 'not' girlfriend," she said, using air quotes for effect. Stacey was never the one to be in a committable relationship before and after the two's break-up. That's what Ashley felt bad the most about, she probably made the girl more scared of being hurt.

"All right, see you two later," Kyla said and looked back down at her magazine, flipping the page.

"Later," October said, making her aunt and mother laugh.

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"I really like her, Tobes. Maybe even love her," Ashley was baring her soul out to her two year old little girl. Maybe it was because for a two year old, she was super understanding, but she didn't know why. "Are you okay with me having a girlfriend?""If she's pretty," October said, slurring her words.

The older brunette couldn't help but laugh when she heard that. "She's super pretty, baby. I think you'll love her.""Can I meet her soon?" Tobey asked excitedly.

"Of course, baby girl. We're working on a time," she said and glanced in her rearview mirror to just barely see October. Her daughter really did look a lot like her, it was un-canning. She pulled into Rae's driveway and parked the car. She took her keys out of her Lamborghini's ignition and then got out of the car. She went to the backdoors and opened it, getting October out of her car seat and hoisting her on her hip as she closed the door and locked her car. She went up to the door and was about to go right in cause she was allowed until she heard yelling. She stopped dead in her tracks and then looked at October. She turned around and walked back to the car, unlocking it.

"Tobey, I'm going to need you to stay in the car for a second, okay?" she told her as she put her back in her car seat and put her seatbelt on. Thankfully, her little girl still couldn't figure out how to take it off so she didn't have to worry about her causing havoc.

"Why?" the little two year old asked curiously.

"Because I said so," she said with a forced smile. She poked her little girl in the nose before looking back in the house. She turned back to October and took her phone out of her front pocket. "No putting it in your mouth, do you understand?" she told October as she handed it to her. "I'll be write back," she saw that Tobey was quickly entertained as she messed with her phone, holding it to her ear as she pretended to talk on it. She closed the door and locked it, thanking whoever invented tint. She slowly walked back to the front door and then opened it quickly. Her heart dropped when she saw Haley and Rae in nothing but their underwear getting yelled at by Rae's homophobic father.

The three people in the house head's turned when Ashley had opened the door to reveal them. Rae's father looked completely red as his finger pointed at her, his whole body trembling. "You!" he roared. "It's all because of you, you gay little fucker!" he yelled at her and almost looked as if he was about to go and kill the brunette.

"No, dad! It's not her fault! It's all me. I love Haley!" she sobbed.

Haley was a short distance away from her, scared to touch her girlfriend without getting beat by her father but her heartached to do so. Her clothes were in her hand, but she couldn't put them on. She was still in complete shock that they had gotten caught in the act.

"Don't you talk to me, you disgusting piece of filth! You will not go down this road, do you hear me!? You will change whether you like it or not!" he said, he wasn't even making eye contact with any of the girls anymore. "I want you two out of here right now! Wait til your mother gets home, Rachel. You just wait," he said before he stormed away from the three girls who couldn't move.

Right after her dad left, Rae fell to the floor in sobs, holding her face in her hands. Haley was by her side in milliseconds, Ashley shortly after that.

The brunette had rested her head onto Rae's shoulder as she lightly rubbed her back soothingly. "It's okay, Rae-Rae, it's okay," she told her softly, using the nickname she called her to cheer her up.

Haley couldn't say anything, she just held her broken girlfriend. Everything was still processing in her head and she didn't know what to do.

After a minute or two, Rae's sobs calmed down and she looked at her best friend and girlfriend, sucking in a deep breath. "You two better go. It'd be better for the three of us," she told them.

As much as they hate to admit it, it would be true. One of them probably wouldn't make it. That's how homophobic her parents were. Haley's were bad enough, but not nearly as bad as Rae's. The Dennison's were understanding and let Ashley come over, but it was as if Ashley was horny boy when she was there. No closed doors and not too much touching. But with Rae's parents, it'd be lucky if she wasn't kicked out.

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After a little more persuasion, the two of them left, closing the front door after them. Haley had gotten dressed, but she looked messy. Her hair in a messy ponytail and her shirt was hardly buttoned up enough, but the two best friend's didn't really notice.

Haley looked up at her best friend, and then broke, flinging onto her best friend and letting out loud and long sobs right outside Rae's front door. She couldn't break in front of Rae, but with Ashley, she could do it easily. Ashley had seen the strong girl break more then she wished, but she was a little glad that she was the one who got to cheer her up. Except for right now.

Ashley didn't say anything as she just let her shoulder get damped by Haley's tears. Her body shook frantically as her sobs became stronger.

After a few minutes, Haley had wiped her tears and let go of Ashley. "I can't lose her," Haley said softly.

"I know, babe. You won't," Ashley said as she looked through the tinted windows of her car. "I have Tobey in the car, so I'm going to go home. If you need to stay the night, don't hesitate, okay?" she told her best friend who merely nodded and left without another word to her car. Ashley sighed and walked over to hers, unlocking the door and getting in.

"Why is Aunt Haley sad?" October asked as soon as Ashley had gotten into the car.

She sort of expected the question, but it didn't make it any easier to hear. "We were practicing for a play," she lied to her daughter. She just didn't want her to know the harshness of reality just yet.

"It's a sad play?"

"Very sad play.""Does it end happy?" she asked as she clicked buttons on her mom's phone."I sure hope so," the brunette said with a weak, fake smile.

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Author's Note:So it's not all that long but hey, at least I updated, right?So, a lot of fluff in the beginning and then a sad ending. Sucks right, but you gotta love it.

Just in case you didn't read the beginning Author's Note, Kayla's name was changed to Stacey. That's who Stacey is. I just don't want anybody to be confused.

Okay, so reviews please. Hopefully I didn't bore my reviewers away for taking so long to update. But this chapter took me forever to do. Sort of because I didn't know what to write about but I started it like a week ago lmao.

But anways,, review please. I love them and they keep going.

Thanks

-Nikki