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What would have happened if Jolinar had escaped in line of duty?
Jolinar POV
As I leave the hospital I reviewing my threats to the young girl, I believe they were sufficiently bad that she will not tell anyone until after we have departed. In fact they were the worst things that I could think of that I threatened. Even as I left I could hear her locking the door to the office. My host protests angrily, she really cares for the girl. I regret I had to threaten her in such a Gould like way but I cannot allow myself to be captured. The threats I used were harsh I thought about using softer ones but decided against it, still the thought that its not just Samantha who is a Gould should certainly scare her into quiet until she works out who is and isn't a Gould. I hated to do it but my information on the system lords is too valuable and on a more personal level I can never go back to Netu again. I do this for both myself and my host, Samantha.
I have tried to explain to Samantha that I am not a Gould but a Tokra that we only take hosts willingly but the fact I didn't ask her permission means my story isn't convincing. The fact is I thought she knew I was there and that's why she kissed me. I mistook her trying to save my host as giving me permission, it was a foolish mistake and now we are both paying the price.
I now know what the Gould feel when taking the host, the feelings of fear, anger, and hopelessness but with the resolve to fight at least that is what Samantha felt. I had to raid her memories something I am not use to as normally they are given freely but in this case Samantha wasn't willing and I needed to know how she acted to pretend to be her. I have raped both her mind and her body and I could feel genuine hate from her. For a moment I wish that I could show her my memories so she would know that I am not a threat but when I leave her this would just make her a target for the Gould. No it is better she knows nothing this way she is protected.
I arrive at base marvelling at the motor cars the Tauri own. I wish the Tokra could develop something similar it would certainly ease patrolling the sand dunes it might even make such a tedious duty fun. I make to a note to bring it up with the council. I signed the boards looking at the time measuring device, Samantha called it a watch. I hadn't got long to go before I could gate to another planet over power her team and escape to where I knew the Tokra should be. The Ashrak wouldn't be able to follow me there I hoped.
Walking into the Gate room fully prepared in the Tauri battle gear I looked at the control room wondering where the hell Samantha's team were. At the same moment thought that the big doors opened and in they walked. I nodded to them before turning to look at the Chap'pai this was it, I was escaping and they weren't going to stop me.
I entered the Chap'pai first, arriving on the other side first giving me a few vital seconds the area was secure so took out my zat. The Jaffa was next out so I waited until he was clear of the gate before zatting him he went down hard. I felt my host's distress but ignored it. This was no time to gain her trust we had to escape.
Then I got the human with the eye pieces, Daniel I believe he was called. The Colonel saw this as he stepped out and automatically shot in our direction. The pain as it hit my shoulder caused my eyes to flash as I zatted him. He fell to the floor a look of horror on his face. I knew they would search for me as the Askrak had but I knew they would never find me.
Not wasting any time I dialled a world that was not Tokra in case they saw the address. I stepped through lingering on this world long enough to put Samantha into a healing sleep thus making it easier to heal, I couldn't fight to keep control and heal but if she was sleeping then I wouldn't have to fight. Then I dialled my home base before stepping through.
I had done it. I was free.