All Quotes (like that) are from New Moon by Stephanie Meyer

I cried when I wrote this no joke! I had been listening to the lullayb so long I cried. Here is the link so u an here it. (I suggest you hear it while reading the story) /watch?vfgimKT9td84&featurerelated

(type u-tube adress first, it won't lemme type it here )

Gone

It will be as if I had never existed.

"Bella, Bella, Bella…"

"Stop! Please stop!" The young girl shrunk to the ground covering her ears as the lullaby continued to ring in the desolate hall. She was in the empty Cullen house.

I was eighteen...

Edward would never be.

"No! Stop it!" The piano keys continued to play by themselves as Bella clutched her stomach in emotional pain. Then he appeared.

"Bella, Bella. Come sit with me. Listen to the soft notes. I made this all for you…"

Then the figure began to disappear and the notes faded and ended. She heard her name being whispered as the last note rang in the air.

"Bella…"

But my kind…we are very easily distracted

"He has found someone else, someone more deserving than me…"

"Bella! Stop saying that!" His voice echoed firmly and angrily in the hallow room.

We won't bother you again

"Rosalie, Jasper, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme, Alice and…Edward…" she shook in hysterics as the pain tore her apart fiercely and sobs reverberated in her chest.

Goodbye, Bella

"Edward…" Bella put her head back between her knees thinking suicidal thoughts.

He was gone…

"Come back…" her face was wet, tear stained, pain stricken and red. Her voice cracked even in the low whisper.

"Bella,

Bella,

Bella,

Bella,

Bella!

Bella!!

BELLA!!" the velvet voice angered, anxious and worried.

"STOP!" She cried.

"Bella…"

The girl felt a gentle shake.

"Bella!" the voice repeated more urgently. The girl continued to hyperventilate. She kept her eyes clamped tight still wrapped in the horrifying dream.

"Bella Swan!" Then the girl relaxed slightly and everything was still and silent.

"Bella?" The girl's eyes sprung open with tears pouring out as she stared wide-eyed still partially in the dream. She sat up in shock and terror.

"Bella, love?" Bella looked into the kind face and continued to cry. She launched herself into a huge hug on the person and cried. She felt his cold chest against her cheek but it didn't matter. The boy sat on the edge of the bed bringing Bella's face slightly higher to his shoulder. The icy cold didn't bother her. Instead Bella felt calmed, relaxed. He stroked her back gently and inhaled her sweet scent. Bella looked up into the face of Edward Cullen.

"Edward…promise, promise me… you won't leave again." She whispered still crying. The kind vampire looked into her eyes.

"Bella…" he whispered. Then leaning down he pressed his lips firmly against hers. All at once Bella was lost in the kiss. The lullaby rang clearly in her head as in the dream. She felt all the grief pass. Then she felt him cautiously ask for entry. Her eyes snapped open in shock but Bella eventually did allow it. When Edward pulled back Bella was practically panting, but clam none the less.

"Bella, love. I promise to never leave you. Not ever…" he trailed off and Bella looked at him trustingly.

"Please…" was all she whispered. Edward gave a sad smile and picked her up. He walked a few feet to the rocking chair in Bella's room and placed her on his lap. Bella snuggled closer and curled up in his arms slowly drifting off. When he was sure Bella was asleep, Edward sighed.

"Bella…" then he smiled the sad smile again.

"Bella, without you my life would be…gone…"

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