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This chapter is basically just moments of thought for Spinelli, not that exciting. I promise to attempt to make it pick up a bit
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Spinelli couldn't believe what had happened in front of her eyes.
She stared at the letter in front of her. Tears spilled down her cheeks as her lover was no more, and her admirer was a complete freak!
She looked back once again at the gaggle of screaming Ashley's. Amongst them was TJ, his face shining with a smile and his arm around Ashley A.
Spinelli was heartbroken. Never before in her life had she felt so solemn and depressed like this.
A sudden gush of tears fell from her face like someone had thrown buckets of water from her eyes. She got up & ran out the classroom to the nearest toilets, her sobbing echoing through the empty corridors.
As soon as she got in, she stood in front of the mirror, tearing out her perfect ribbons and ripping them to a pile of cotton strands in an angry rage.
She watched herself in the mirror, black tears splattering the sink.
How could he do that? Spinelli was so sure he loved her!
She remembered back to a time where she was upset like this after a row with her mum and dad. TJ was the only one there for her when no one else was, because he was the only one who cared for her.
"Are you alright Spinelli?" TJ asked her, as she was walking with a gloomy expression on her face as they both approached the school.
"I'm fine" she mumbled, although TJ could see that she wasn't fine.
"No, you're not fine, something is bothering you, and you can tell me" he said, adjusting his red cap and smiling.
Spinelli took a deep breath.
"It's my mum & dad, were moving house soon, just a couple of blocks away, but It's so stressful that all they do is argue, and they even scream there heads off at me sometimes" she replied, annoyed.
TJ put his hand on her shoulder to comfort her.
"It's ok, as soon as you move I'm sure your mum & dad will sort themselves out, and you could talk to them about there behaviour and how it upsets you" suggested TJ.
"Wow, I never thought of that, thanks Teej!" said Spinelli, a bit more reassured.
TJ always used to help her out like that, and she liked it because usually after talking to him, her problems were more or less solved.
But now he would be reassuring Ashley and giving her all the good advice. TJ wouldn't even have any time for her anymore, he would be too busy with Ashley all the time.
Spinelli heard the bell go and quickly hurried back to her class.
She walked back in to see TJ still with Ashley, his arm around her and her powdery cheeks blushing with delight. He didn't even notice Spinelli enter the room.
Maybe Spinelli should have been more like the Ashley's?
Spinelli then secretly told her brain to shut up. How could she possibly paint nails, read girly magazines and crimp & blow dry her hair to perfection?
She just couldn't. It's too girly.
She never knew TJ was into the powdery, boring, beauty-obsessed lot. That was so sad, she thought to herself.
Then she remembered, the day she had to kiss TJ for an experiment. Pure magic. The way he looked at her, so dreamy. She closed her eyes as his lips met hers, loving every moment.
However much she pretended to hate it, she tried as best as she could to hide the fact that she thought it was so magical, and so special.
Why couldn't it be like this now?
Spinelli opened her new letter from Randall.
I have always loved you since the day I was knocked off my feet by your big black boots in the corridor. I love you as much as I love reporting to Miss Finster every day.
Randal x
Blimey, does he even know how love notes are written, Spinelli thought to herself.
Who ever her admirer was, nobody could ever satisfy her heart except for TJ Detweiler, the only boy she ever loved.