Mixed emotions

Author: Mad-micky

Rating: M

Pairing: Yullen (and maybe komuixReveer later on)

Disclamer: I dont own jack

Warning: Yaoi (not much in this chapter, well none) mild language

Chapter 1 - hurt feelings

Reveer pressed the heel of his hand to his forehead. Why was life in the Order never simple? After trailing after Komui to try and get him to work, chaos had erupted from the cafeteria. Screams and outraged shouts echoed around the building causing every living soul (and maybe some departed) to freeze. The cause was nothing new to the people that called the order home. The cause had a name - Two in fact. Those names being Kanda Yuu and Allen Walker. The fights between the two Exorcists were common but today was different. This time the crowds of people watching the two teenagers lunge at each other, watched with purpose. They wanted to fight too, because this time, Kanda Yuu had stepped over the line. In the eyes of the spectators Kanda was a heartless bastard and most had their fist clenched silently urging the younger of the two to beat the living daylights out of the elder one. Reveer entered the dining hall to find it had now turned into a sort of boxing ring. The finders and exorcists alike urging Allen to pulverise the Japanese teen. Reveer spotted Lenalee near the front of the "ring" and pushed his way to her. "What the hell happened?" he shouted over the noise. Lenalee turned to him. There were tears pricking the corners of her jewel like eyes and her expression seemed to be one of hurt. "Reveer Nii-san" She said softly but loud enough to hear over the roar of out-raged crowd and the sickening noise of Innocence hitting Innocence. "Allen-kun and Kanda-kun were bickering like normal and then for some reason Kanda turned really nasty. I never thought he could be so cruel" Water was filling up her violet eyes threatening to spill as she recalled the argument. "He said that Allen was unwanted by anyone and that his parents hated him from birth, and that Mana had died just to get away from him..." tears were falling steadily down her face as if Kanda had said those things to her and not the white haired exorcist who was currently fighting behind them. "He said a lot more too... The worst part was Allen-kun's reaction..." Reveer had to strain to hear her, her voice quiet as she recalled what happened. "He believed him! He looked so hurt that he didn't even answer back. He just looked at Kanda as if he'd suddenly figured out that what Kanda had said was true. Then he snapped leading to..." She gestured behind her at the clanging sound of combat. Tears were streaming down her face and Reveer just put his arm around her letting her sob into his chest. Lavi appeared behind her his face steely "Yuu really over stepped the mark this time" the red-head said simply. "I mean I knew he didn't care about anyone's feelings besides his own but I never thought he'd..." he trailed off shaking his head in disbelief. Reveer let go of Lenalee and tried to peer over the sea of heads but was a bit taken back when the entire hall fell silent. A puzzled expression found its way on to Reveer's, Lavi's and Lenalee's face and together they pushed their way through the crowd.

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Allen sat on the floor. He'd given up; he didn't want to fight anymore no matter how much he hurt. His eyes gazed over the mess they had created. The over turned tables, dents in the floor and walls, the rubble littering the floor... In front of him stood the cold hearted jerk who had led him to destroying half the Dining hall. Kanda Yuu. The person he hated, but didn't want to hate. Why was he so heartless? Why was he so mean? Allen felt like crying but his eyes had done enough of that. The tracks visible on his face, dirtied from the rubble.

"Get up Moyashi"

"I said GET UP"

Allen didn't respond. If he tried he didn't have a clue what to say or do. He had always known that Kanda disliked him but now Allen knew that he hated him. Just the thought flamed an unwanted sadness in his chest.

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Kanda stared at the 15yr old in front of him. Guilt was welling up inside of him. He had really over done it. He had never meant for it to go this far, to hurt Allen like this. But he had and he didn't know how to fix it. The sad and hurt expression that Allen wore wasn't supposed to be there. It just wasn't right. The boy wasn't responding to him at all and that only made Kanda worry more. "Shit" he murmured under his breath.

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Lenalee had had enough. She couldn't bare it anymore. She ran to Allen and placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn't respond. He was too immersed in his thoughts. But it snapped his head up as he heard something crack above him. Rubble fell from the ceiling heading straight for the female exorcist. The three of them moved at the same time. Lenalee shifted in fright. Allen had jumped on Lenalee pushing her out of harms way with his arms wrapped around her.
Kanda had jumped on both of them using his body as a shield.
When the air had cleared and Lenalee was flat on her back. On top of her was Allen, and on top of him was Kanda. Both had protected her. Shielding her body with their own. Allen, for his part was confused. He had made sure that Lenalee was safe, so why then did Kanda...? Maybe Kanda just didn't think that Allen could protect the Chinese exorcist properly and decided to take matters into his own hands. Could Kanda have been protecting both of them? But Allen dismissed the idea quickly. Kanda hated him. There was no reason for the raven haired teen to protect Allen.

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It was at this time when that Komui decided to pay a visit. He had been avoiding Reveer and the mountain of paperwork in his office and had taken a short 2 hour stroll. And knowing nothing of the situation in the dining hall, the first thing he saw his beloved sister trapped under two perverts. (Fate has a funny way of making life worse when you think it cant right?) A wail erupted from his mouth and a black aura surrounded his head. "How dare you jump on my precious sister" Allen and Kanda instantly felt cold and before they could say anything Komui had screamed "Komurin VI dispose of the perverts"
Allen and Kanda ran.

(End of chapter 1)--

Thanks for the read. Plz review. This is my first go at a fanfic so if it crap plz tell me. I get the next chapter up if I get any reviews (Well if no one reading the thing then what's the point?)

Future chapters: Yullen (and a little KoumixReveer)

Thankx