Description: Deidara and Sasori have just barely managed to escape a near deathly battle. The experience of almost losing his partner has made Deidara convinced he has to come clean about his passionate feelings towards Sasori...

The story is quite descriptive and sexually charged. The purpose was to explore all the emotions these two characters might be going through during they're sexual encounter. 1st chapter is long I know but mostly sex... couldn't really break it down as it is one entity.

AN: Yay! I finally got the courage to post this! Just a few words about this story for those who care to read... I wrote this while I was going through some really tough time in my life. This story was somewhere for me to escape to, it became like my sanctuary... Partly therefore, at first, I wasn't going to post it but then I thought, oh what the hell. As I spent so many hours in my head with this story, I'd really like to share it with somebody.

So, even if I get just one reader who enjoyed it, I'll be over the moon (as this originally wasn't meant ever to be read by anyone...)! You'll be LOVED for reviewing and constructive criticism will be much appreciated!

(BTW...I didn't add this comment to get sympathy votes but to help readers understand why the general tone of the story might be as it is. So if you think the story sucked I'd rather you tell me honestly... as long as you can validate your opinions. :)

I do not own any of the characters (duh...)

Warnings: Contains YAOI, DeiSaso, lemon, smut, graphic sex, some strong language, shonen-ai and all the other good things ;) Oh yes; and Deidara is portrayed as the seme (was pondering for a looooong time over this but eventually it just kinda went there...)

"Please… "Deidara whispered softly with a quivering voice "Please… do not reject me, un...", the plea escaping from his lips almost as an inaudible sigh. Slowly closing his eyes he could now only hope…against all hopes...

Now that his feelings were exposed and obvious, he was left hanging, like a prisoner who's to be executed, waiting for the shot. He felt raw, naked and more than a little bit sad. "So this is how it was meant to end for us two then", he thought his heart sinking… already letting go, almost relieved after taking the last plunge. After his desires and intentions were laid bare, he knew things would never be the same again between him and Sasori.

He knew the appeal he had made for his beloved one to accept him the way he desperately needed him to, was in vain. Approaching the emotionless puppet master was ridiculously stupid, not to mention utterly futile. For all he knew it might have even been hazardous to one's life, as no matter how closely he'd been observing his partner, there was no way of telling how he would react in a situation like this.

The air was heavy, almost intoxicating and Deidara felt dizzy. The anticipation was killing him; he could hardly take it anymore. However this had to be done no matter how it ended up. He couldn't stand the situation as it had been lately anymore and the earlier scenario where he had nearly lost his partner had made him convinced that it would be far worse not to diffuse the situation, than to take the risk of it exploding into his hands.

The young blonde was slouching over him breathing heavily from the tension, his tortured expression pressed against Sasori's cold cheek, waiting for the others reaction.

They were surrounded by a distant smell of blood and the murderous atmosphere of a life threatening battle was still lingering in the air... They've lived… Sasori had still been to remain consciousness while Deidara had already had time to bask in the ecstatic feeling of being alive and surviving against all odds. That overjoyed feeling of getting away from certain death and being able to save his Danna in the process had stirred in motion his spontaneous reaction toward his partner… which he now deeply regretted. The time seemed to stand still as if they were left spinning in this intolerably static moment that seemed to go on forever…

The fight had been hopeless to begin with. Sasori and Deidara had been returning from a long mission in the middle of the night and were anxious to get back to the Akatsuki headquarters to get some long needed rest. That's when a group of ninja's from a village they did not recognize had surprised them. They hadn't had time to count them, evaluate their abilities or even think of a fight plan. Those bastards had been so incredibly fast, it had been a fight for survival and they'd been relying solely on their reactions and instincts.

Sasori had gotten into trouble in the end but the blonde bombers quick thinking and complete refusal to witness his secret love die in front of him had saved them both. He had fought frantically to save Sasori, who at the end was unconscious from a head wound and completely unable to defend himself against the nearly invisible enemy.

After their escape Deidara had ran in amok carrying the bleeding red head, only thinking of getting him as far away from danger as possible. They'd ended up in a field under a big tree which gave them some shelter from the slashing rain. Deidara laid Sasori down carefully, checking his injuries and making sure his life wasn't in immediate danger. The blonde knew he had to let him rest before continuing their way home.

To be honest to oneself the bomber hadn't been even sure where they were. It didn't matter though; they were alive and somewhat safe. He'd sighed sitting next to his Danna and suddenly a wave of gratitude, relief and love had washed over him and he'd stooped over unconscious Sasori, his face almost touching the others, his hand sweeping his cheek lightly.

Sasori had laid on the damp grass his slight features emphasized by the pale moonlight.

"He is perfectly beautiful, now even more than ever." Deidara had thought; his fiercely colored hair sweeping his perfectly formed cheek bones, his slightly plump lips… Just looking at him made him want to do indescribable things to him...

"Sasori" he'd whispered, his lips nearly touching the red heads ear.

Deidara had felt like his heart was bursting from all the love he had for his Danna. His hand was on Sasori's neck and as if it had a mind of its own, the tongue inside Deidara's palm started lovingly licking the small trail of blood that flowing from his partners head. It was only then when Deidara had noticed that Sasori's eyes were open.

"Shit, Shit! Shit!! I didn't just get caught licking Sasori's neck!!" the young blondes first thought had announced itself in his panic stricken head. Deidara had wanted to slap his own hand. Passing the blame of course...

He had gone completely pale in shock, very quickly realizing there was nowhere to hide, no excuses to be made. Sasori might be cold and impassive but he was not an idiot he knew exactly what the other one was doing. That's when Deidara had whispered those desperate words into his partner's ear.

Sasori lay impassive, not moving a single muscle his expression blank as ever. He could smell Deidara's familiar scent, but the only feeling he felt was pithy "Hmm, so I lived after all…"

No relief, no joy, no ecstasy… He was not surprised nor upset about his partner's affectionate actions despite of their rather invasive nature. He was merely observing them silently. He could hear Deidaras anticipatory breath which surrounded him like a wall of sound in the silence.

"Why!? How?! How… could he not… REACT?!", Deidara was screaming inside his head. His expressions betrayed him so badly Sasori could almost read those words from his demeanor.

Sasori turned his head slowly to face his partner, his muddy eyes half closed from exhaustion. The look on the puppet masters face was almost bored or at least to say indifferent.

That's when Deidara reached the point when he didn't care if Sasori answered his feelings or not. He pressed his lips hastily against Sasori's with such greed it was almost violent. He was simply unable to contain his constant yearning for his partner anymore. On top of that he was slightly upset about the fact that Sasori could just lay there not saying a word! He wanted –no; he needed- a reaction.

To feel Sasori's lips against his for the first time was as if thousand lightning bolts were running up and down Deidara's spine. The electricity of the long awaited adrenaline only multiplied tenfold when he felt what he could have sworn was Sasori's lips responding to his needy, forceful kiss. His head was spinning and he thought he couldn't take it all in….

"This cannot be real!" not even in his wildest dreams could've he sketched up such a scenario.

He had built Sasori up in his head to an almost god-like creature and could not believe that someone like him had snowballs of a chance in hell to touch him. After all Sasori always made it subtly clear Deidara was nothing but a nuisance; a silly brat with a nervous speech impediment and crappy art. Although Deidara took it bravely and fought back the snotty remarks of his partner, he had to admit that at times they were getting to him. Yet now he, this stupid brat -as it was starting to seem- had Sasori's consent to touch him like this…

Sasori was musing at the situation in his head. Deidara was completely oblivious to it, but Sasori had known about his partner's foolish crush on him ever since the blonde had developed such feelings for the puppet master. After all Deidara was SO obvious, Sasori could see right through him.

He also knew that holding on for so long Deidara would not settle for just a kiss. Sasori did not really have energy to resist his passionate partner. His reasoning ended up to a conclusion: he did sort of owe this silly kid for saving his life and as sex was meaningless to him, the sacrifice 

wouldn't be too great –he might as well give into the hot headed bomber. Just this once… At least that was the excuse he gave for himself… if he realized it to be an excuse or not.

Deidaras last bits of sanity left him when he felt Sasoris soft tongue tentatively trailing his bottom lip. Deidara instantly relaxed into it, having wanted this for what seemed to him like forever.

When their kiss deepened, Deidara noticed a pang of jealousy, thinking of when had Sasori became so skilled in this? Who has had the privilege of tasting his Danna before and to teach him how to enjoy this? And how many of them had there been? How far have they've gone in assaulting his little body…? No, he had to stop thinking like this… otherwise he was going to drive himself mad with jealousy. After all what had he been expecting? Sasori was –despite the look of his adolescent true form- a grown man, in fact much older than Deidara.

Pushing these unnerving thoughts to the back of his head Deidara sucked onto the red heads tongue tenderly but couldn't help but pushing his hungrily into the others mouth. He was suddenly so turned on he couldn't help but letting out muffled moans of pleasure as he greedily explored his partners warm, moist mouth.

His hands were everywhere. He didn't know what he was doing and he didn't care anymore. This was his dreams coming true.

How many mornings he'd woken up sweaty with his sheets all stained and messed up. Sometimes he'd even snapped himself out of it by screaming Sasori's name when reaching his peak in his wet dreams. One thing was for sure, he always woke up disappointed and a bit sad it was only a fantasy and then even more disheartened as there time to time happened to be audience around. But this time it wasn't just a dream.

Deidara let out a blissful sigh, nuzzling against the nape of Sasori's neck after breaking the long kiss which was about to drive him to the brink of insanity.

"I've been… aching for you… Danna, un." his voice not only filled with desire but with something much deeper. There was no hiding it; Deidara was completely in love with Sasori.

His exhaustion from the battle was long gone. Now that he had finally got his hands into his Danna, the only thing he could think of was fucking the daylights out of him. He was losing his mind over the raw lust for his partner he had been holding back for so long. He kept on kissing Sasori's face working his way into sensually caressing his ear with his lust swollen lips. He was pressing his body closer to the puppet masters. He needed to get closer…closer. There didn't seem to be close enough.

Sasori chuckled a little at his partner's eagerness. He was kind of wondering how could someone as passionate as Deidara be so into someone as cold as he. Whatever the reason, Deidara pressing his warm needy body against his, gagging for him, felt... good. He was the cause for that need. He was the one making his blonde partner go crazy from lust… for him.

"Nnnhg…" he let out a little groan of arousal when Deidara caressed his earlobe with his tongue. Sasori didn't even notice making the sound which drove his partner crazy.

As an immediate response to his audible sign of compliance Sasori felt a small pulse against his hips as Deidara couldn't help but grind his hardening member against Sasori, whimpering slightly at the delicious sensation. Sasori had to admit it felt… good,.. REALLY…good.

This was so wrong. He was fine with fucking his partner for owing him a favor, but he was not fine with liking it! He had slipped into the same lustful frenzy as Deidara so covertly he hadn't even realized it. But he loved every second of it even if he didn't want to. It seemed like Sasoris body was beginning to realize something his mind wasn't able to or didn't want to comprehend.

Sasori was helplessly gasping for air between the pair's now heated kisses, as he was left to the mercy of his senses. He could not hide his turn on anymore as his needs took him over. Deidaras soft, wandering hands didn't help him in getting away from the weird, heating grip he felt below his stomach. His pants were getting uncomfortably tighter as his body was responding to all the wonderful things Deidara was doing to him. He wrapped his arms around Deidaras neck and stared into the blondes sparkling eyes.

Sasoris beautiful hazel eyes were clouded with pure lust and want. The blonde bomber was truly astonished by the delicious sight of his soon to become lover with an impression on his face he thought he'd never see. He could not believe Saosri was capable of such display of emotions. Deidara would definitely take advantage of the red heads obviously weak moment.

He gently pushed his leg between Sasrois and nudged the red heads hardened member with his thigh. Sasori reacted to the friction by closing his eyes, throwing his head back panting, his wet hair clinging slightly into his forehead. He wanted more. Deidara had never seen anything so sexy in his life.

Trembling with desire Deidara was quick to get his partner off his damp clothes and literally ripped his Akatsuki- cloak off him revealing Sasoris perfect skin. He pressed soft kisses to his sensitive collar bone, leaving his partner skin in goose bumps. Moving down to licking and kissing his chest, hot breath steaming in the damp air, Deidara smiled gratuitously while making a note of the fact that he certainly wasn't the only one enjoying it.

He nibbled on Sasoris hardened nipple as gently as he was able to, holding himself back from biting down on it in his overly excited state. He felt almost as if he wanted to eat his lover. Yes, that's how Deidara felt; Like tasting wasn't enough –he wanted to devour Sasori. He wanted to have him so badly it hurt, or almost made him wanna hurt his lover. Deidara had to use all the willpower he had left not take his Danna right then and there. This time it was the bomber who was about to explode.

"Sasori-no-Danna better be willing to go all the way" Deidara thought "Otherwise I'll just might have to take him by force…" the thought was making his head spin "…to take…him…"

Deidara kept kissing Sasoris slightly wet skin. Going lower and lower, slowly… too slowly. One reason for taking down the pace being that he was afraid he couldn't take much more himself if he didn't try to calm down.

"God…" he thought to himself "I'm so hard already and we've only just kissed… Gotta take it down a notch or otherwise this game is over before it even started"

Sasori had opened Diedaras ponytail and entwined his fingers through the blonde cascade of perfect, silky hair. He arched his back with pure pleasure not caring about wrong or right anymore… The only thing in this world that he could think of was Deidaras touch which left his skin tingling… Sasori had never enjoyed anyone on his skin like this before.

Now that -to his extreme delight- he noticed Sasori seemed to be very much into it, Dedidara forgot about satisfying his own needs. In the end of the day, he was insanely in love with Sasori and wanted him to feel all the pleasure he could possibly give him. He wanted desperately to be the source and the only source for Sasoris lasciviousness.

Deidara felt like he was on fire…" I will… do anything for you Danna, un!!"he spluttered, out of breath, speaking a little bit nervously and too loud " And… You can do whatever you want to me, un! I will submit to you because… because… I have no choice…un." the last of his words fading, coming out with a hint of sadness.

Sasori stopped for a while surprised at his partners sudden burst of confession. He was still breathing heavily and didn't really want to stop what they were doing for a conversation or any reason for that matter. For all he cared the whole Akatsuki could've be watching them and he wouldn't give a flying fuck.

"Deidara…" he sighed "I… want you… to touch me…" he whispered huskily, feeling slightly embarrassed about voicing his desire.

Deidara pressed his tongue in Sasori's belly button swirling it around his partners sensitive skin. His arms were caressing his lover's sides, fondling them with his mouths coming from his palms taking them lower below the red head's back, smirking at himself while reaching Sasori's ass.

"So, it's not only his face that's perfect" Deidara thought, caressing his perfectly round buttocks with the tongues in his hands.

All the simultaneous enthralling stimulation sent the puppet master gagging with pleasure. Deidara then went on to pressing teasing little kisses into Sasoris hips at the same time caressing his ass with his exclusive, pleasurable hands.

Sasrori felt like there were tongues everywhere and he was losing his mind because of what they were doing to his body. When Dedaira's plush lips brushed against his lover's sensitive hip bone Sasori groaned bucking his hips against his tormentor. He tried to calm himself down, holding in his pleasure which seemed to be escalating out of his control.

"Weren't he supposed to be the one who wanted a fuck?" he thought slightly amused at his own reactions.

"Deidara-Baka… ", he hissed from between his teeth with a lusty voice, drawing quick shallow breaths, "fuck this up and you'll lose the only chance you'll ever get to have me!"

Sasori, no matter how much he was enjoying it, didn't want to lose his face by showing he wasn't in control of the situation.

Deidara understood enough from Sasori's commanding tone to stop teasing him. The red heads voice sounded husky and slightly lower than usually – at least in Deidara's opinion very sexy.

However Deidara being Deidara could not resist a final little tease for the smaller Akatsuki and brushed the front of Sasori's trousers lightly with his hand. Hearing his partner moan softly at his touch he slid his hand inside the cloth. His heart was pounding off his chest. He was actually going to touch Danna's… his most private, pleasureable…

When his hand reached Sasori's member they both gasped for air, Deidara started stroking the surprisingly sizeable length. Teasing the tip with his hands tongue Sasori's eyes shot wide open as a reaction. He nearly screamed out of pleasure.

"De-Dei… Aaaah!"

Deidara could taste the precum weeping out of his Danna's cock and it made him smirk.

"Hmm… the taste of him…" His left hand was slowly working its way down Sasori's behind, first removing the older man's remaining pants and then carrying towards the red head's opening. Reaching it Deidara's hand's tongue started lovingly circling the hole with the soft, wet muscle.

Sasori's heart nearly stopped out of the new sensation. He was now writhing and moaning uncontrollably under Deidara, feeling like his brain was about to melt as he felt the waves of pleasure washing over him stronger, taking him higher to ecstasy. He didn't feel any shame anymore and was now only concerned with the fantastic things his partner was doing to his very responsive body.

He completely abandoned his normally passive self and accepted his helplessness under the blonde's skillfully conducted treatment. Deidara had turned him into a lusty, horny bundle of tender, needy nerves begging for more of his touch.

"F-f-uuuck….! Aaah… Deidara!" Sasori was panting "You… are so… fucking good!" he nearly screramed as Deidara's toungue pistoned softly and teasingly deeper into his pink flesh, causing Sasori to nearly reach his peak.

Deidara was at the same time shocked by and ecstatic over his partner's screams. He never thought he'd cause such words to come out from his master's lips. But oh, how he loved it when he made Sasori lose control and talk dirty like that! And the sight of him jerking his shivering body, trying to hold the waves of pleasure back was almost too much! He was pleasuring his partner's tight muscle from the back and his aching, dripping cock at the same time from the front. It was the most erotic thing the bomber could have imagined and the sight alone was almost enough to make the bomber come himself.

Sasori couldn't do anything but try to take it all and moan loudly as the immense pleasure which his skilful partner was administrating to him kept building up.

Slowly Deidara raised his head from Sasori's hips and kissed him passionately in the lips, suffocating the puppet master's now desperate moans. Deidara knew exactly how to keep the red head on the verge of release but not let him come quite yet… He then slowly let his hand pleasuring Sasori's hole trail up his back and the strokes of his right hand were becoming slower and softer, much to the puppet master's displease.

The fact was that Deidara could not hold back his own lust anymore and was past ready to fuck Sasori to the next dimension. He decided that Sasori was ready for him and quickly got rid of his own clothes.

He hovered over his panting partner and as their bare erections nudged against each other they both gasped simultaneously.

"Sooo…?" Sasori asked with an expecting, but a little bit coy tone of voice.

"So what, Danna? Un…" Deidara asked absent-mindedly never seizing to nibble Sasoris plump lips.

"How are we going to go on about this?" Sasori's next question stopped Deidara right at his tracks. The puppet master got his lovers full attention now. The bomber was staring at his partner overwhelmed as the realization of the situation begun to dawn at him.

"Nooo… That can't be!" Deidara thought, his mind racing. "He couldn't be…" at the same time he tried to hide his complacent, very satisfied smile from forming on his face as he started to guess the reason behind Sasoris question.

"Danna…?" Deidara spoke softly, unsure of in which way to carry on. Then he decided to go straight to the point.

"Have you… ever done this kind of stuff before, un?"

Sasori looked at Deidara with a sudden familiar indifference returning to his gaze and replied with his usual calm tone:

"Now why would've I?"

Deidara was battling to keep his reaction to himself, after all he didn't want to piss off or embarrass Sasori.

First he thought it was absolutely hilarious that Sasori was still a virgin! The thought amused the immature brat in Deidara endlessly, making him want to burst out laughing and rip his partner off to no end about it.

Luckily he managed to hide this well… because yet again… Once he got over his childish first reaction, he came to think it was actually quite cute that Sasori was still innocent… it was in fact adorable. And then it hit him: No one has ever had his Danna before. No one had ever touched him like this or penetrated him; he was unblemished.

No wonder Sasori was so sensitive and responsive to every little touch: he was experiencing it all for the first time! He would be the first one and if it was up to Deidara the only one ever to touch him like this! He would get to deflower his beautiful Danna, make him truly his. The thought made Deidara's blood boil with now nearly animal lust.

Deidara closed his eyes slowly and pressed his forehead lovingly against Sasori's

"Aah, Danna… Do you have any idea what you're doing to me, Un?"

"Apparently no, but I'd like you to tell me what you are planning to do…to me" Sasori replied with a silent but confident voice. There was a hint of challenge in his tone.

The blonde hadn't expected this kind of response.

"Shit…"Deidara thought "describing things that I'm gonna do to Danna…right now might be too much for me to handle" he cursed his over-excited state looking down at their naked bodies, both of their members erected, slightly rubbing against each other, pulsating from anticipation.

Sasori felt like he managed to regain some of the previously lost control over the situation and was very pleased with himself, watching Deidara's slightly flustered face. He had to admit the blonde bomber looked very alluring, especially now when he was struggling to hide the blush rising to his cheeks. Sasori let out a small chuckle. But he was quickly put right back to his place when Deidara lifted his head to face Sasori tugging him against the ground from his red locks for a sign of dominance.

"Why don't I rather show you, Sasori-sama…" he replied with a seductive, almost predatory voice.

He swiftly flipped the puppet master over so the smaller one was now on top of him. Deidara was still grabbing the older shinobi's fluffy hair. Now he was slowly pressing Sasori's head down his body, panting heavily.

"You know that lovely thing I did to you earlier with my tongue which made you scream my name, un?" Sasori gave him a doubting look as a response.

"Now I want you to do the same for me, Danna? Un." he flashed his partner a wicked smile and added "It's only fair. Don't you think?" Deidara loved to play with people and his mischievous side was starting to show in this game between the two characters, both strong in their own unique ways.

"I don't think I want to do that." Sasori replied matter of factly.

"Oh, trust me Danna" Deidara grinned, gently caressing Sasori's soft hair "You do." The bomber was getting now more confident and was starting to feel more like his own playful self.

But the smaller puppet master wouldn't go down that easily… He sneered at his partner cocking his head away in defiance.

"Now now, Sasori-sama. You don't want me to split you in two when I push this…"Deidara nodded his head towards his large member "into your tight, undefiled little hole…" the bomber's voice was getting more raspy and horny as his words became smuttier.

Sasori's eyes widened barely noticeably, but Deidara didn't fail to take note of his partner's reaction which gave away his slight nervousness.

"Hmm…" Deidara purred now reassuringly to Sasori's ear "Don't worry Danna, un…. I would never do anything to hurt you, un.." He wanted to believe those words himself. They were meant to convince himself just as much as his partner.

To Deidara's relief the red head finally gave in and went down on him. He started tentatively licking his partner's member which was aching for attention. The touch of the puppet master's tongue was so light and soft Deidara wanted to scream. At the same time the only thing he was able to think was"AAHh, Kami-Sama!! Danna is actually licking me!!"

Sasori was a quick learner and very soon realized that despite of his initial reaction of "I'm actually reduced to this!", he started enjoying the fact that he was again in control. Deidara's supplicant moans confirmed that the bomber was completely at his mercy.

The blonde could not take the teasing anymore, regretting his earlier cockiness. He didn't care if he had to beg. He desperately needed more of that wet, hot cavern around his flesh.

"DANNA—AAH!!" he screamed when Sasori trailed his soft tongue from the bottom of his length to the tip.

"What is it…brat?" Sasori asked amused, keeping Deidara at the edge by fondling his member with his soft hand while talking. "I thought you asked for this" he said with a fake innocence in his voice. The touch of his slender fingers was barely there and he knew very well he was driving the blonde insane.

"Danna! Pl-Please…" he whimpered "Take it all in your mouth! PLEASE!! I need you to! Un..."

Sasori smiled before he enveloped Deidaras whole member with his mouth and started sucking on it, playing around with his tongue.

Deidara tried to be gentle with his lover but couldn't help but push his hips against Sasori's face, forcing his cock deep into his throat. He groaned loudly and kept thrusting into Sasori's mouth holding onto his red hair.

He was nearly at his end when he suddenly, collecting all the willpower he had, jerked Sasori up.

"NO! No, no… Not yet…" He stopped, panting, trying to calm himself down. "I want to come… but not in your mouth, Un…"

He turned to climb on top of Sasori spreading the smaller ones legs and positioning himself so he could have access to the red head's opening. Without a word he pushed himself into the tight muscle as slowly as it was humanly possible.

"HHmmmph….fuu-UCK!!" Deidara's voice rose as he pushed deeper into his partner. Sasori pursed his eyes closed but didn't let out a sound.

"It's adorable how he tries to be so brave" Deidara thought, as he knew from the smaller Akatsuki's tightness this must be extremely painful for him.

However considerate Deidara tried to be, he had hard time thinking of anything else except for that he had died and gone to heaven. Sasori's moist warmness around his shaft felt better than he could have ever imagined. He was desperate to move inside his lover, but was holding back, trying to keep in mind that this was the first time Sasori was penetrated.

Then to his complete surprise Deidara felt too small palms grabbing him firmly from his behind, pressing his hips tighter against the smaller ones ass, making his shaft sink to the hilt into Sasori's hole.

"It's okay, Deidara" a silent voice reached his ears "I'm fine… move."

That was all the encouragement the clay-artist needed now to completely let go. The promise he had made to himself not to hurt his lover escaped his mind as he pulled his cock almost completely out of Sasori and rammed it quickly back in. This time the puppet master could not hold back a scream as the pain ripped excruciatingly through his body.

"Ah, I'm sorry Danna… Un." Deidara muttered rocking Sasori slowly in his embrace, comforting him "I couldn't help it… you feel so… amazing! Un." The rocking motion Deidara made gave them both the slightest of friction and soon the blonds rhythmic little moans started to rise. It seemed like Sasori was also able to handle the pain a bit better by now and gave a subtle sign to the younger lover inside him to go on.

Sasori's nails were digging into Deidara's back as the bomber started to carefully thrust into the smaller one. His speed was quickly escalating despite of his efforts to take it slow for his unexperienced lover's sake. They were now both panting and moaning loudly… Sasori still more from the hurt than anything else. But this suddenly changed as Deidara re-positioned himself slightly and hit Sasori's spot.

"WHAA--!?" he screamed in pleasure as much as in bewilderment. He didn't know much about the technicalities of sex simply because he had not had any interest what so ever in it before. But that was about to change thanks to Deidara's very keen interest in sex… especially with him.

Deidara was relieved to hear he was able to please his lover again and made sure he hit the same spot every time he thrust into Sasori, going slightly faster and harder every time, examining his partners reactions to make sure it wasn't too much for him.

Sasori was completely lost in a world he had known nothing about before. He hadn't had any idea how euphoric a person's touch –his partners, Deidara's of all people- could make him feel. He was discovering things about himself as well as about his partner and it was all new, mind blowing and felt dangerous, yet completely irresistible.

"Deidara! Aaaah… I'm… aah... I think I'm… going to … ungh…aah… explode!!" Sasori managed to utter between his heavy panting. Deidara hemmed, slightly amused by his partners choice of words and grabbed his ignored hard on to make sure he was going to "explode".

As Deidara started to stroke Sasori's cock harder, the red head clutched his partners back tighter, all of his muscles tensing and came hard into Deidara's hand and stomach, groaning loudly. His muscles were left twitching and his body shaking from the force of the orgasm which momentarily blinded the smaller Akatsuki. He thought he'd gone unconscious for a split second and was left light headed and confused.

Deidara couldn't take much more either and Sasori's pulsating muscles sent him twirling over the edge. He released his seed into his partner, crying out his Danna's name in ecstacy, blood mixed cum flowing out past his cock. He collapsed on top of Sasori, limp, completely spent and exhausted. Slightly perverted as he was, he didn't pull out of his lover, but stayed inside him grabbing Sasori in a tight, protecting embrace.

"Unn…" Deidara hummed contently "I want to stay inside you forever, Danna…" he whispered.

Sasori froze, uncertain of how to react to his partner's possessive words. They stirred something slightly unnerving in him, which he tried to ignore. He was now too exhausted and confused to think clearly. The puppet master stretched his tired body underneath Deidara, prompting him to move from on top of him to his side.

Satisfied and carefree, Deidara laid his hand around Sasoris waist lovingly, pulling him close. Sasori was too tired to resist him as he begun to slumber into sleep in Deidaras warm embrace.

Sasori wasn't sure if it was real or already a part of his dream when, just before slipping into unconsciousness, he heard a young man's voice whispering barely audibly, as if he was talking to himself…

"Will you stay with me…un..?"

I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing it. And if you did please let me know! I have a couple of ideas about how to carry on with this and encouragement would be much appreciated! :) Oh, and this was my first ever fanfic I've written (I know it's sneaky but I didn't wanna say it in the beginning so I wouldn't put people off... oops...my bad...;)