My first one.

I know its kinda short but more chapters to come, i swear :D

disclaimer: I DON'T OWN OURAN! if i did i wouldn't be wirting fanfiction i'd be making another series. BUT I DON'T SO I'M NOT!!

i have not read the magna, only seen the series with english subs.

"Night Kaoru."

"Night Hikaru."

Hikaru's voice awoke his twin's train of thought, Kaoru's mind had been wandering a lot lately. The situation he was in was very rare, yet very hard to find an easy way out of without someone's heart getting ripped out of their chest.

He loved his brother, that he couldn't deny, but his love for Haruhi grew stronger every time her intriguing eyes met his.

Kaoru entered his room, alone. This past week he insisted Hikaru tried to sleep in his own bed, to his surprise Hikaru agreed. His older twin was maturing. It was worrying.

The sunlight creeped through the blinds and teased Kaoru's eyes, stirring from his slumber he awoke to find Hikaru in his room fully dressed for school.

"Oh god, am I late? Did I oversleep?"

"No, Kaoru its still early, I'm just...troubled about something."

He could see the pain in his brothers eyes, almost as if he had realised something, something deep.

"Well?"

"I...I...I think I love someone."

The first emotion Kaoru went through was joy, joy that his brother was aware of his feelings towards their little toy.

The second was regret, regret that his chances with Haruhi were gone.

The third though was a rush of anger, and jealousy, feeling like his brother betrayed him.

And finally a rush of content, because he could tell his brother had got no sleep after the epiphany he 'd had that night.

"It's Ha-" he was cut off.

"Haruhi." Kaoru said bluntly.

"Yeah" Hikaru scratched the back of his head, looking as if he felt guilty.

"Your not the only one." Kaoru stated coolly. "If you haven't noticed, the whole host club has a soft spot for our toy." Hikaru nodded. "I guess you've got competition" his lips curved into a smirk, as did Hikaru's.

"An aphrodisiac is an agent that is used in the belief that it increases sexual desire. The name comes from Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of sensuality..."

The teacher carried on reciting his speech about libidos and hormones but all Hikaru could think about was how he couldn't wait till class ended, Kaoru and he had been up all morning thinking up how he could confess to Haruhi.

His plan sounded full proof.

Kaoru hated the fact that it was.

RIIINNGGGGG.

Hikaru's heart skipped a beat. It was time.

Haruhi grabbed her bag and headed towards the door, as she took her first step out of the classroom she was whisked away to a deserted corner.

Looking up she saw Hikaru. There was no shock on her face just a questioning gaze in her eyes.

It's now or never. He thought.

She opened her mouth to speak but he pressed his finger to her lips and told her to hush.

He took a deep breath.

"Haruhi, I want you to know that this is the hardest thing I've ever had to say and if I could, I'd just forget about it, but if I do, I know it will eat me up inside until I am too weak to go on. Last night I realised something, something of great truth. But before I tell you please say you will stay my friend after?"

Haruhi nodded, having no idea what this was about.

Another deep breath

"Haruhi" He grabbed her wrist, and looked deep into her eyes "I love you. Not in a philia way. I love you in a passionate way, with sensual desire and longing."

"You mean Eros?"

"Yes Eros. I understand completely if you don't feel the same way but I wanted to give it a shot sin-"

He was cut off, by Haruhi's lips caressing his.

His heart soared, yet only a few meters away someone else's heart shattered.

Tears uncontrollably rolled down Kaoru's face. He made himself watch as he needed to know for sure that the girl of his dreams was now out of his grasp.

Haruhi pulled away blushing uncontrollably.

"I apologize for my boldness, senpai."

"So do you feel the same about me?" his eyes full of hope.

"I do."

Authors note: Philia is family and friends love. Thanks to wikipedia for the bit on aphrodisiacs and the definition of Eros. An epiphany is sudden realisation of great truth.

Again sorry for the shortness but MORE TO COME

please, please review and maybe give me some ideas :)

i have the outline of the story but ideas are always welcome