HEY! Sorry I haven't updated in well a year (ducks for cover from angry readers). At first I had no inspiration then I had no time! I hope I will be better now!

P.S. If this seems like it was posted twice thats because I forgot something the first time I posted it! And that would be...

DISCLAIMER: Not mine!

So I know I have said this before, but honestly, standing in a room full of vampires whom are starring at you, is terrifying. Especially when you just professed your love for one of the before mentioned vampires, so yeah I am freaking!

"What?" Edward asked while starring at me, eyes wide mouth hanging open.

"Ummm, what? Nothing, nothing! I didn't say anything." I quickly stuttered out unconvincingly.

I swear I could feel all the vampires raise their eyebrows in skepticism.

"Yes, yes you did! You said and I quote; "I'd do all this and much more Edward. Why you ask. Simple really. I'm in love with you." Alice said with a big smile on her face.

I felt a blush coming on and attempted to stop it by thinking of my parents.

Thankfully it worked; the last thing I needed was to blush in front of a big group of vampires.

"Well I mean it as a figure of speech. I meant it as a best friend/brother kind of 'I love you,' not an 'I-want-to-always-be-with-you kind of 'I love you'." I rambled

All the vampires continued to stare with their eyebrows rising even further.

"Weren't we discussing my becoming a vampire? Can't we get back to that?" I asked spinning back around to face Aro.

The vampire in question just starred at me stoically, but I could see amusement in his blood-red eyes.

"Of course, of course." Aro said, his smile freaking me out.

"The request you make can happen. But the Cullens will still die." Aro announced.

My eyes widened and my mouth fell open with a tiny gasp.

"What? Why? If I become a vampire what does it matter?" I try to keep my voice from becoming a yell.

"Whether you become a vampire or not is not the problem. The fact of the matter is they told you our secret. They need to be punished." Aro said gravely

I turned to look at the people I've come to consider my family. Tears began to swell up in my eyes.

As I looked at them remorsefully, tears escaped my eyes and made trails down my face.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." I whisper to them.

They all looked at me just as sad. There were tears in their eyes that would always remain unshed, small sad smiles on their faces.

"You have nothing to be sorry for dear." Esme said gently trying to sooth me.

"Yes I do. If I never came to your house then none of this would have happened." I mumbled out through my tears.

Instead of replying she walked over to me and engulfed me in her cold arms. I hugged her back tightly as the rest of the family, Edward included, came to join the hug.

After a few moments we separated and I hugged everyone individually, saving Edward for last. I lingered in his arms knowing this would be the first and last time I would be there.

Taking a step out of his embrace I looked at the faces of my parents, my brothers, my sisters, and of the one who stole my heart.

They each gave a tiny nod as if they knew what I was silently asking. I gave them a slight nod in return, then taking a deep breath; I turned to Aro and took a small step forward.

"We're ready." I tell the head vampires.

Aro's eyes widened in surprise and confusion.

"I thought you wanted to be changed." Aro's voice mirroring what his eyes showed.

"Not is my family isn't there with me." I reply calmly.

"Very well." Aro sighs.

"Humans first." He motioned me forward.

My heart beat began to increase in speed as I moved toward Aro as he commanded.

Once I was in front of him I stopped. I yearned to look back at my family, but resisted the urge knowing it would only make things harder.

I took a deep breath in an attempt to clam myself as I looked into Aro's eyes.

"You would've made an interesting vampire." His voice almost sounding regretful.

I felt a wave of peacefulness wash over me and knew it was Jasper comforting me for the last time.

A small smile graced my lips as Aro's hands enclosed around my neck.

HAHAHA! I feel evil now! Please review!