Do you ever feel like you not wanted i do all the time. My name is Bella Swan and ever since my mom died three years ago my dad has been a drug user.

My father is never home and when he is he physically and mentaly abuses me.

The only person in this world that is actully been there for me is my best friend Alice Cullen.

Alice has the most wonderful family ever, i am always over there it is like my secound home, or more like my first.

Alice's family is not all that big she has her mother(Esme) Father (Carlisle) and two brothers (Emmett and Edward),but i haven't seen her brother Edward in years because he goes to some advanced school in Paris.

Alice is like the only one who actully stays in touch with her Edward, but the family goes see him on holidays and on his birthday.

Alice has a boyfriend named Jasper, who has a sister named Rosalie,

who is dating Emmett. And I me i am single and alone. I never had a boyfriend nor my first kiss. Which means i am still a virgin. Well to let you know a little more about myself, I am 17, my birthday is September 13 which is about too come up soon and I hate it. I go to Forks High School and i cant wait to get out of there. But of course I have one thing that I love to do, and it is reading, it takes me into my on little place. Like the hole world doesn't exist. Now enough with me let get on with my life.