He didn't know it, even though I would try to tell him. As I closed my eyes I saw him. When he did he saw another girl. She had to take him from me. This feeling was all I wanted back, but I was too afraid of the sure rejection. I still wondered, why Sally and not me? Why couldn't I have him?
He must think of me like the step-sister I am, so am I sick to think that we are perfect? I'm the right height for him, the one time he hugged me I could see how perfectly I fit snuggled into his Apollo-like body. Our lips are just right to be crushed against one another.
I can just imagine me and him, me falling into his arms, and him listening to me, understanding my gibberish and babbling. Then, he would shut me up with a kiss full of passion.
That was all I wanted, but someone had to come and rain on my parade. Sally, whom he loved.
I know I said I wouldn't be doing many more of these, but I was bored. So, here it is! It's one of the lighter ones.
It was written (and is loosely based on) my dance music, "We're Not Alone" by Leah Andreone:
You should close your eyes
When I close my eyes
The darkness starts to leave my head
I picture butterflies finding light
Picture all my dreams as answered prayers
I picture men helping women
And women for men
Just for you the world joins hands
And though you opened your eyes
When you realize
Your body's betting on your head to find the strength to stand
Someone went and rained on my parade
Why can't everything just go my way
Goin' crazy crawling out of my skin
Open your arms
I wanna fall in
Without a word you still listen
You understand
Your fingers surround my hand
We're not alone...
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the scared-est of them all
Never laughed while you cried
Stood still while you ran
Looking down now look up there's hope
Why why why
I'm wondering why
All my answers turned into whys
But no one answers me
Why you why me
Who pulls the strings 'round here that make us happy
Someone went and rained on my parade
Why can't everything just go my way
Goin' crazy crawling out of my skin
Open your arms
I wanna fall in
Without a word you still listen
You understand
Goin' crazy crawling out of my skin
Open your arms
I wanna fall in
Without a word you still listen
You understand
Your fingers surround my hand
We're not alone...
Thank you for reading, please review with your thoughts. These take no time to write, so I may write more at some point. I have a lot of thoughts for my next few pieces. Maybe some will be written while listening to Xandria (how do you pronounce that anyway?)
Love ya'll, Katie
a.k.a the KitKat Addict (
a.k.a. Karosi
a.k.a. Ms. Chicana (Not sure how my friend came up with that...)