Melu: Okay...This is the last chapter. I'd HIGHLY recommend skipping the 'scene' in this one 'cause it's not that good at all. I put up a warning for when it starts and ends in case you take my advice. But DO remember that it is only my second time writing one of these, and it's my first time doing consensual. Uh...Yeah, I thought it sucked, but...meh. Yeah, I'd like to thank everyone who reviewed. :D You guys made my day. I know the scene takes up most of the damn chapter...I do NOT know how that happened. u.u And yes, there will be a prequel and MAYBE a sequel. I'll have to think about it.

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed the story. I know that this chapter isn't as good as it COULD be, but...You'll have to give me a little time to practice. x3;

Over the next few days, Roy noticed Edward had grown slightly...nervous? No, that wasn't the word...well, rigid was more likely. Roy came around the corner one day, scaring Ed half to death.

"Roy!" He yelled breathlessly. Roy smirked. "Sorry." He said simply. "Actually Ed, I need to talk to you. Come with me." Roy headed off for the Living room. The words fell like a grenade, and Ed followed in a shifty manner. He sat next to Roy, his fists clenching.

"I've been meaning to ask, but with everything going on...well, let me just get on with it. I signed a form giving the OK to plan your family's funeral...Is that what you wanted?" He asked. Edward fell silent. "You...did?" He asked quietly. His shoulders visibly relaxed. "Well, I am alright with it...just...I wish you would have talked to me first. I understand why you couldn't." Roy sighed.

"I wish it could have waited...it'll be three days from now." Roy said. Edward nodded. "Come on." Roy grabbed Edward's hand, pulling him down the hallway. "I'm going to cheer you up." Something about that tone scared Ed.

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"Close your eyes." Edward sat on the bed, mere inches away from Roy. He could feel the older male's breath on his neck. Edward fidgeted a little, stopping short as Roy's lips pressed to his. Edward eyes flew open, an expression of shock over taking him. "Roy!" He yelped. Roy frowned. "Too soon?" He asked regretfully. Edward paused, considering. "Well...n-no, I just...I wasn't expecting it. I'm sorry." Edward took in a deep breath and scooted closer, pressing his lips very hesitantly to Roy's.

Ed wasn't sure how long they sat there. It felt like an eternity. Roy's tongue slipped out, pressing against Ed's lips. Ed parted them slightly, allowing Roy access. As he explored Edward's mouth, the blond's arms wrapped around Roy's neck. Roy pushed back on Ed, pressing the blond against the bed. Edward complied, gasping for breath as Roy pulled away.

"Ed," Roy stated breathlessly, "I need to know now. How far are you able to handle?" He asked. Edward blushed. "Roy...with you, I am capable of coming over anything. I...I want you to show me what love is supposed to feel like." Edward obviously already knew what it was like.

But was it different with the person you loved? As far as Ed knew, sex was supposed to be a pleasure. He took a deep breath as Roy removed his shirt, starting to leave butterfly kisses down Edward's neck. Edward gasped. "Is...Oh my god..." Roy paused. "No, don't stop...I'm just...Ignore me." He said. Roy shrugged, trailing kisses lower.

"You know, I can stop this whenever you want me to. I will." Roy said. Edward nodded. "I know, but...Al was always complaining for me to grow up..." Edward paused to gasp as Roy hit his naval, giggling slightly out of ticklishness. "H-He always said that I needed to learn how to live with myself...and this has to be one of the things to get me to grow up. It'll get me over my fear." He said.

"Mm...that pornophobia thing?" Roy asked idly, moving up to flick his tongue at Ed's left nipple. Edward shuddered. "Well...yeah." He mumbled. He then blinked. "Are we talking casually to keep my mind off of what you're doing?" He asked suddenly. Roy stopped.

"I didn't think so." He shrugged. "I'm just distracting you. You can close your eyes again if you want." Roy then moved lower, starting to unbutton the blond's pants. "You are horrible." Edward muttered, closing his eyes and sighing. Roy merely smirked as he pulled Ed's pants down.

"Heh, you don't need much." He said suddenly. "What are you—!" Edward shuddered violently as Roy took his length into his mouth. Roy smirked. Edward felt blood rush to his cheeks, never having experienced anything like this before.

"Wh-what are y-you d-doing?" He asked. Roy pulled away for a moment. "I take it you've never masturbated?" He asked. Edward's eyes opened a little. "No..." He mumbled, blushing again. "Man...completely inexperienced..." Roy then went back to sucking him, causing a strangled moan to escape Edward's throat.

"I have n-no idea wh-what you're doing, b-but mmph...!" Edward moaned again, feeling himself building quickly to a climax. He had no clue what was happening to him. But the amount of pleasure coursing through him was too much. He let out a shriek as he came, Roy pulling away a moment later.

"Hey, guess what, Ed? You just got your first blow job." Roy said. Edward's cheeks flared up. "Y-you're a b-bastard, you know that?" He asked weakly, his body still convulsing slightly. "Yeah, I know." Roy said evenly. He then took his own shirt off.

Roy then started unbuckling his belt, and Edward closed his eyes again. "No offense Roy, but..." Roy shushed him. "I know. You can open them later." Roy knew Edward would probably never get over his fear, but this was the closest thing to getting over it. Roy wriggled out of his pants, before moving closer to Ed.

"Alright, Ed. You need to speak up if you feel pain after the first five minutes. It will hurt until you get situated. You know that, of course." He said. "But seriously. If it hurts after five minutes, tell me to stop, okay?" He said. Edward nodded, his eyebrows knitting together. "Alright," He answered, "Roy, I'm trusting you. I hope you know that. Whatever trust I have left is going to you. You won't hurt me, right?" He asked shakily.

"Of course not. I would never. But if you want to stop at any time, you tell me, okay?" He asked. Edward nodded. "Because I know you'd try to stick it out just to impress me." Seriously, Roy wouldn't put it passed the blond. He then leaned down to kiss him chastely on the lips, before grabbing the tube of lotion on his dresser. It would work. He then spread a little over his fingers, before moving down.

Roy looked back up at Edward for a moment, before inserting a finger into his entrance. Edward didn't seem to feel it. Roy then added another finger, and Edward pulled back slightly. Roy knew it was probably uncomfortable for the younger male. He then made a scissoring movement with his fingers, stretching the entrance a little. After a few minutes, he pulled back up to get ready himself.

After he was sure he was slick enough, he moved back over to Edward and positioned himself at the blond's entrance. "Get ready." Edward nodded in response. "Just get it over with." He said bravely. Roy merely rolled his eyes. He then slowly entered, causing Ed to hiss in pain. Roy pressed his palms to the younger boy's shoulders.

"Ed, Ed relax." He said. Edward complied, trying his best to get his muscles to relax. Roy pulled out slowly. "Are you doing okay so far?" He asked. Edward nodded. "Y-Yeah." He said. Roy pushed back in. After a few minutes, Edward suddenly gasped. Roy stopped, before thrusting back to the same place.

Edward moaned, a sign to Roy that he was doing okay so far. Edward dared to open his eyes. Roy grinned, pulling back and grunting as he pushed back in. Edward's hips bucked forward slightly. Roy pulled out, before pushing in as far as he could. Edward moaned in response, tensing up. Roy saw how close he was, his thrusts moving quicker. Edward gasped, before arching his back as he came. This in turn made Roy come also. Edward just stared in half-shock, half-amazement.

"Wow," He breathed, "that was...way different." He panted. Roy sighed, laying down beside him. "That's alright." He leaned forwards and kissed Edward on the lips, his tongue requesting access. Edward parted his lips, timidly letting his tongue venture to Roy's mouth. After a few minutes, Roy pulled away. "I love you." He said softly. Edward smiled. "I love you too." He said. Roy smiled back. "Go take a shower. After wards, we'll sit down and watch a movie."

Edward smiled, before moving to get up. He winced. "Roy, you didn't mention the pain in the ass..." He whined, before exiting the room. "You didn't ask!" Roy called, but it fell on deaf ears as the bathroom door shut.

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Roy ran his finger's through Ed's blond hair as the younger male cuddled up to him, grabbing a handful of popcorn as Roy fiddled with the remote. "You know, you look really sexy in that." He smirked as Ed flicked a few popcorn kernels at him. "Pervert." He said, grinning. He was wearing one of Roy's larger shirts, which only came down to his mid-thigh. Roy chuckled as the movie started.

"I may be, but at least I have something to make up for it." He teased. "Like what?" Ed asked sharply. Roy laughed. "You know what." He said. Edward blushed, looking over to the TV. "I'll pretend I never heard that." He said hotly. Roy wrapped an arm around Edward's shoulders, kissing his head softly.

"You know, if I didn't love you, you'd be in trouble," He said, "in fact, I'm pretty sure you would be. But you're too pretty to hurt." He said. Edward just rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, keep dreaming you bastard."

As promised, the funeral service was held three days later. Edward fiddled with his bow tie. "You know, I wonder what happened to Winry. I haven't even seen her." Edward mumbled. He mumbled as Roy came up. Roy paused. "I saw her a bout a month ago," He said, "she probably figured things out by now...probably still grieving..." Roy said softly. Edward nodded.

"Maybe she won't kill me for not talking to her...it was cruel not to let her know that I'm..." Edward trailed off, gulping. "Roy, I'm really nervous about this." He said, turning around and gripping Roy's sleeves. Roy gazed down at him, before pulling him close for a hug. "You'll be fine, Ed."

It seemed like years to get to the funeral home. Edward kept fiddling with his tux, uncomfortable in the suit. Roy helped him out of the car, accompanying him into the church. As they sat down, Ed dared to take a look around. Winry was up at the front with her parents, sniffling quietly. There were also a group of people he knew vaguely as his mother's friends, and a handful of people from school were there. A man coughed, grabbing everyone's attention.

"Today, we are not here to honor one, but two people. Trisha and Alphonse Elric." Edward zoned out as the man started talking about his mother's past. Roy squeezed his shoulder reassuringly, causing Edward to sniffle slightly and bury his head into Roy's shoulder. As the man ended his speech, Edward looked up. "I'd like to ask Winry Rockbell, childhood friend and girlfriend of Alphonse Elric up to say a few words."

Edward watched Winry stand, walking up to the front. "W-Well, Alphonse was...one of my best friends. He and I were..." She trailed off, sniffling. "We were very close." She paused. "And...and...I miss him..." She burst into a new fit of tears, "and his mother was a very kind and caring mother who supported both Al and his brother Ed." Winry then bowed her head, returning quickly to her seat.

"Edward Elric." Edward stood up. Roy blinked. "Are you sure...?" Edward held his hand up, walking up to the front and taking a deep breath. "You know, I've gone through hell these last few weeks," He said, nodding an apology for his tongue, "but I lived and I desperately wished to die every day. Not a day went by that I wished I had died also. In fact, I even tried to take my life a couple of times."

Edward heard Winry gasp, only nodding shamefully in her direction. "But a very good friend of mine reminded me that there are still people I love and still people that love me. I hope everyone can forgive me." He bowed his head, walking back over to sit by Roy. The man stood back up, clearing his throat.

"Everybody wanting to attend the burial can start heading outside." He announced. Roy looked over at Ed. "Wasn't it supposed to be about your family?" He asked. Edward shrugged helplessly. "Anything I had to say...is already known." He said stiffly, before getting up to go outside.

"Ed?" Edward turned around, facing Winry. He knew it would come. "Listen Winry, I'm...sorry...I didn't..." Edward trailed off. "You don't have to tell me." Winry said quietly. "You've lost your usual personality, Ed...something happened, didn't it?" She asked. Edward sighed.

"Winry, more shit has happened than I care to explain. But I finally have someone who loves me for me and even loves my odd behavior." Edward looked up as Roy sauntered over. "Hello Winry." Roy bowed towards her. "Edward, I bought some flowers to take to your family." Edward smiled sadly, accepting the flowers. Winry nodded.

"I see." She said quietly. "Well, Edward, I have to go. Just promise to feel better." She then turned and headed off as Edward turned to Roy. He then pulled him over to the two freshly formed graves, the white roses clutched to him. Edward crouched, looking between the two graves. "Wherever you may be, Mom...Al...I really hope you can forgive me. I know mom didn't approve of...my type," He said quietly, "but I hope you can forgive me and I know that wherever you are, you both are better off. I know now that I'm not supposed to go or I would have...so I'll stop trying." He laid the flowers down on each grave, standing.

"And I promise to become stronger...for you both."