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OMC! Guys, I'm so excited to be writing this story!! I know that I still have to finish It's All Emmett's Fault, but I had this idea, and honestly, I thing that story kind of sucks. Some of you may like it, but I don't think I ams doing a good enough job on that. I WILL FINISH it though, I promise! In the meantime though, I have this story! I hope you guys enjoy it! I am very giddy right now!! BTW!! Oh and sorry if this isn't the best first chapter, but the second one is better, and I know I told all of you that the epilogue for my other story University of Chicago (hi, im mr right, i heard you were looking for me) would be finished a long time ago, and it was supposed to be, but a lot has been going on, personal problems, but it's close to being done and chapter six of It's All Emmett's Fault is close to being done too, and updates will definitely not be as often as usual, im starting school back soon, which means homework, after school practice, a social life and whatnot. Another thing, hailee and I have a myspace for our fanfiction thing, because we were very bored one night and there was nothing else to do, the info is on our fanfiction profile. Anyway, tell me how you guys like this story, and i accept constructive critisism, or whatever, but please don't be rude about it, and like I said, not the best first chapter ever, but the second is better.

Rapporto means relationship in Italian! So in other word this story is 'The Relationship I wish I had' but I like Rapporto better!

This chapter is named after the song 'Welcome To My Life' bu Simple Plan! It also has an alternate name too, cause I liked both.

Chapter 1: Welcome To My Life (Only In My Dreams)

"Hey Bella…" I heard a silky voice call me. I whipped my head around to see Edward standing there with that gorgeous crooked smile plastered on his face.

"Hey…" I said halfheartedly, forcing a small smile when I saw the beautiful brunette latched onto his right arm. Edward and I met in the first grade. It was around Thanksgiving and we were making pilgrim hats. We all had a bowl of glue for each table. I had finished my hat, and it looked horrible, with glue oozing all down the sides and smeared all over the hat were little buttons and sequins. Rosalie, my best friend back then, was sitting at the blue table, along with the other 'popular kids' Edward Cullen and Lauren Mallory. She called for me to come over. Edward and I had not exchanged but three words before that day, and I thought he was mean because he never talked to me, but I went over to sit with Rosalie anyway.

"Look at my hat, Bella!" Rosalie had squealed excitedly, while smiling her toothy grin. She was missing her two front teeth.

"That's so cool, Rosalie!" I said just as excited as she was. Although, I was a little disappointed because mine was hideous.

"Let me see yours." Rose said bluntly.

"What…" I squawked, panic staring to surface in my tone.

"Show me your hat!" She said very enthusiastic. By now, everyone at the table was looking at me. I really didn't want to show them my hat, but I was kind of put on the spot.

"Um.. okay." I pulled my hat out from under the table trying to make sure that only Rosalie saw, but Lauren pulled the hat from my hands and started showing the whole table.

"Look at Bella's hat everyone!" She squealed.

"Hey, give that back!" I yelled at her.

Now everyone was laughing as I hopped up and down trying to reach the little twit across the table.

She was just giggling, giddy as ever that she could embarrass someone that day. I, of course, being the klutz that I am, I jumped up to high, tripping over Edward Cullen's chair-who sat right next to Rosalie. I tumbled onto the floor, but not before bumping my elbow into Edward's head, causing him to smack his face into the bowl of glue and glitter. Oh, he also smashed his hat in the process.

Yep, that was the day that scarred me for life. Stupid really, but Edward hated me because for the rest of the year, he was called 'Glitter Glue' which wasn't that bad, but whatever.

Now, though, we were in twelfth grade. Seniors at last. I was brought back to the present, giggling at the memory. It was funny, not that bad.

"Um…Bella?" Jessica waved her hand in front of my face, bringing me back from my flashback.

Jessica Stanly was one of my good friends. She moved to the secluded town of Forks in eighth grade and we instantly became friends. Then Jessica started meeting other people and hanging out with them, introducing me to them in the process. That's how I met my other friends Alice Brandon and Angela Webber. We all became good friends over the year, and when we got into high school, Alice became friends with Rosalie and Edward. She still always made me sit with her though. That meant that I had to sit with Rosalie, Edward, and a bunch of other people that I didn't really know or like, such as Mike Newton. He wasn't all that bad, but he's always has this thing for me that has made me a little uncomfortable. I met a few other people like Eric Yorkie, Tyler Crawly, but the one that's made the biggest impact on me was Alice's step-brother, Emmett McCarty. He was a year ahead of all of us, but whenever I went over to Alice's house, I would talk to him, and I got to know him a lot better than most people did, and he was really the only person besides Alice, Angela and Jessica that I talked to at lunch. He was my best friend. Unfortunately though, he's off to college this year, which left me in an uncomfortable situation.

I was stuck sitting with all of these people that I hardly talked to, so that's when Edward started talking to me. Our first conversation was the second week of our senior year. He just looked over to me and started grinning. I asked him what he was grinning about and he simply answered by asking me if I remembered the day in first grade when I knocked his face into the glue. I just laughed and nodded. Since then though, we have become inseparable. We were always hanging out, going over to each other's houses, or something along those lines. I realized that he wasn't so bad after all, and I even developed these…feelings for him. For a few months, I thought I actually had a chance, until Alice forced him to start talking to Jessica, who had always had a huge crush on Edward. In Alice's defense though, she really didn't know that I liked Edward, so it wasn't her fault.

Edward reluctantly started talking to Jessica. He wasn't too happy at first, but then they just started talking more and more and becoming closer and closer, all of the while, each of them were talking to me and hanging out with me less and less, so now they're a item. In other words, they were dating, and that fact infuriated me beyond belief. I was totally the jealous type. I knew I would never have a chance with Edward, but I still loved him. I did have a chance with him though, once, but I didn't tell him how I felt, because I was a coward, so now one of my best friends are dating the love of my life.

I, of course, hate that. I absolutely love Edward, but he's completely in love with my best friend, Jessica. And I would never jeopardize that for Jessica because, although she wasn't in love with Edward, she really did like him.

Edward on the other hand, always talked about Jessica. I mean every time I talked to the guy(which is not nearly as often as it used to be)the only thing we talk about was JESSICA!

"Bella!" Jessica yelled.

"Oh, sorry." I apologized while feeling a familiar warmth crawl up my neck.

They just laughed and Edward rolled his eyes.

"We just wanted to say hi…" Edward smiled a brilliant smile, his deep, mossy green eyes sparkling.

"Oh, hi." I did a small wave and turned around, grabbing the rest of my books and shutting my locker. As soon as the aluminum door was out of my way, I saw that they were still there, making googly eyes at each other.

"Still here?" I smiled.

"Oh, um, I'm leaving, see you later Bella. Bye sweetie!" She said before giving Edward a peck on the lips and prancing down the hall. I forced the tears back that were threatening to start from seeing them together. That happened all of the time though.

I looked at my former best friend to tell him bye, but he was still watching Jessica with an enlightened expression.

"Edward…" I waved my hand in front of his face, but it didn't faze him, so I just decided to wait. Sure enough, not until Jessica was gone did Edward remember that I was standing there in front of him.

"OH…Bella…" He started, but I didn't hear the rest because, thanks to my temper, as soon as he opened his mouth, I turned around and started walking away.

"Wait, Bella!" He called, and I could hear him running after me, but I didn't stop, just kept walking. After being the kid's best friend for about seven months, falling in love with him, and having him ditch me for one of my friends, I think I'm entitled to become a tad bit angry with him when he completely ignores me and pretends I'm not standing right in front of his face. Well, technically, I'm not standing right in front of his face because I'm almost a foot shorter than him, but that's besides the point.

"Bella, please wait!" He said into my ear, indicating that he was now right beside me. I almost started swooning right then when his warm breath hit my skin.

I'm so tired of waiting for you, it's like waiting for my super, flying, hero abilities to take over and put me in the media. I just about thought out loud, but I didn't say a word. I could have said it though. It was right there. On the tip of my tongue. But no, I'm too scared to tell him the truth, so I just kept walking.

"Wait, please Bella! Just give me a second, class can wait." He said from behind me now.

Did he seriously think that I was rushing to Trigonometry!!

"WHAT!" I turned around and screamed in his face, I was so angry with him right now that I could smack the gorgeous face of his silly!

Gosh, this is not the time to be thinking about how amazingly gorgeous he is, Bella!

Hi face was shocked and a little hurt. I immediately felt bad for yelling at him, I mean it's not like he can read my mind.

"I…um…just w-wanted to…ask you s-something." He stuttered.

"Please hurry up Edward…" I sighed, knowing that I was being a little harsh.

"Okay, well, you know that the senior dance is coming up soon, right?" He asked, insulting me immensely.

What, does he think that I have no social life outside of him and Jessica?! Of course I know about the dance! I was asked by three guys already! It was first Mike, then Eric, then last; Tyler, I politely turned them all down though...

"Of course…why wouldn't I?" I asked accusingly.

"Well, I just didn't know if you had heard about it yet, or if you…you know…" He replied. Now I know that's exactly what he thinks. I felt the moisture fill my eyes, blurring my vision.

How is he so blind?

I closed my eyes, trying to force back the tears. I decided not to take acknowledgement of what he was implying and just find out what he wanted, give it to him and get to class. "Edward…just tell me what you want…" I sighed, my eyes still closed, but as soon as I opened them I knew I was already late for class because the hall was completely empty.

"Well…I know this is a little strange for me to ask mostly because…well…it's not like we really talk to each other that often…" My eyes went wide, and I know I looked vicious because I was extremely furious. We were best friends! We were always around each other with an exception of these last three months. I guess it is possible to completely forget about a person, because that's exactly what he did. I am really starting to believe that he just erased those six months from his mind. The six best months of my life.

"Edward, we used to talk all of the time…remember, we've been best friends since the beginning of senior year?" I asked frustrated.

"Well, yeah, but...what I meant was that we haven't really talked in a while...you know." He said, waving it off. I was so angry at him!

"Whatever Edward," I seethed, saying his name as if it were the worst thing in the world. "Just tell me what you want and stop stalling, I'm already late for class."

"Fine, I asked Jessica to the dance, of course, and she needs someone to go dress shopping with her. She didn't want to ask you herself because she feels like she hasn't been much of a friend to you since we started you know…dating." He said very quickly.

She isn't the only one…

This was bound to be weird, and I don't know what made me do it, maybe I just wanted to get out of here fast, who knows but the next thing I know I said, "Sure, whatever…I have to go."

"Thanks Bella!" He beamed and ran off. I, on the other hand, didn't want to make things awkward between me and Jessica, since we sit beside each other next class, so I left. Although, that's not the only reason I left, I also knew I wouldn't be able to concentrate for the rest of the day, and I really needed to cry.

As soon as Edward was gone, I ran to my locker, got out my backpack and homework then slammed the door shut, tears already streaming down my face.

I slung my pack over my shoulder and ran towards the entrance. I pushed the door open so hard that it hit it's limits and flung back, almost hitting me in the face, but luckily I dodged it just in time. I decided to stop running, knowing that I would probably end up falling, so I walked out to the parking lot and to my ancient truck.

Once inside the cab, I slammed the door shut and started the engine. The familiar roar didn't surprise me at all, but instead mesmerized me. I stretched out and laid across the seat.

Familiar wet streaks streamed down my face as I cried and cried…and cried. I sat there for about a half hour just crying before my stomach started growling. I hadn't eaten today and I was just realizing how hungry I was.

As soon as I sat up, I saw the big wet spot on my upholstery that my tears had left. I hadn't cried this much since I found out Edward was dating Jessica in the first place, but I guess I needed it. I did feel a little better.

I drove home with only the humming of my truck. As soon as I reached the driveway, I pulled my key out and walked to the front door.

Even though I was starving, I didn't really feel like eating so I just walked sluggishly up the stairs and to my room, shutting the door behind me and plopping down on my bed.

I kicked off my shoes and pulled my i-pod off of my nearby nightstand and plugged the ear buds into my ears. I went to the artist section and clicked play on my Chase Coy playlist. he was the only musician that could cheer me up. I could never get enough of his voice.

The music filled my ears and lulled me to sleep, almost.

I was on the brim of unconsciousness when my cell phone started vibrating in my back pocket. I jerked myself awake and groggily answered my phone.

"Hello..." I said

"Bella?" The familiar voice said from the other line, immediately disappointing me.

"Oh, hey Jess." I said rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

"So, are we up for shopping?" She asked very enthused.

"Oh...yeah, sure." I had already agreed, no turning back now...

"Great...okay, um...how about this weekend, or is it too short notice?" She asked hesitant.

"Um...yeah, this weekend is good for me...uh, I guess you can call me whenever you want to go. I can't go Friday though because I'm going over to Alice's." I stated, remembering that Alice had invited me over for a 'girls night' with us two and Angela.

"Oh, well, is Saturday good?" She asked hopeful.

"Yep, perfect..." I replied.

"Okay, great, pick you up at around four?"

"Sure..."

"Great, see you then, bye Bella!" She exclaimed in clear excitement.

"Yep." I stated before hanging up and throwing my head back onto the pillow.

I tried to get back to sleep, but unfortunately, all I could think about was how horrible this shopping trip would be for me. I knew that I was going to have to listen to how great Edward was all night, and how she's so happy with him and that she's glad they have finally gotten together...yada...yada.

I was not in the mood for that.

Maybe Alice's little sleepover would cheer me up before then though, who knows?

Once I realized that I was not going to get anymore sleep, thanks to Edward and an upcoming shopping trip that I seem to have gotten myself into, I sat up and flipped open my phone to see what time it was.

Seven o'clock already...wow...who would have guessed. Time flies by when you're depressed. Not that I necessarily was, but at this moment, yes, I was.

There was a sharp 'ding' signaling that someone was at the door. I jumped up out of bed and ran down the steps. I only tripped once, at the very last step and fell on my knees. I winced a bit but got back up and continued to the door. I was about four feet away when Charlie stepped in front of me, opening the door and revealing the pizza guy.

Wow...I never thought that I would say this...but the pizza guy wasn't too bad looking. He kind of had that tall, dark and handsome thing going for him. He was very tall and built. He had long, shaggy black, sleek hair and small, dark, beady eyes. He looked familiar.

"Hey Jake..." Charlie said to the kid.

"Hey Charlie, that'll be eight dollars." Jake said, handing Charlie the pizza box, Charlie though, was struggling to get money from his pockets.

I quickly walked over and took the pizza from Jake's hands.

"Thanks Bella." Charlie said as he handed the kid a ten. A two dollar tip.

I looked over at the pizza kid, he was grinning at me. I blushed and looked at Charlie.

"Oh, Bella, this is Jacob, Billy Black's son. He's one of my friends that live down in La Push. Jacob, this is my daughter, Bella. You two haven't seen each other in years." Charlie stated.

"Pleasure to meet you…again, Bella." Jake smiled and held out a hand for me to shake, which I did.

"Same to you." I said before turning away. "I gotta get this pizza in the kitchen, it's sort of burning my hand..." I lied.

"Okay, see you later." Jake called from the door to Charlie, who was pushing the door shut.

Charlie made his way into the kitchen as soon as I set the pizza box down on the stove. I opened a bottom cabinet and pulled out a couple of paper plates, taking one for myself and leaving the other one on the counter for Charlie. I opened the box and plopped a slice on my plate and sat down at the table, enjoying my food immensely.

I think my stomach thanked me.

As soon as I finished, I headed upstairs to take a shower, all the while still thinking about Edward. Somehow though, that pizza kid, Jacob, kept getting mixed into my thoughts, there was just something about him. I don't know. I was looking forward to Alice's Friday though, so I tried to get my mind off of everything and focus on that, and it surprisingly worked, only for a while though.

I changed into some pajamas and curled up in my bed, falling asleep almost as soon as my head hit the pillow.

"Sweet dreams Bella." Edward whispered into my ear. I was definitely dreaming.

Ahh, but sweet dreams they are...

So, tell me how you like it, if you like it, if it sucks...