a/n:okay this is an actual story not like the AIM thing i did : b if there are any missed spelled words please let me know i'm not that great of a speller(as said on my profile)

Summary:Remember how Edward leaves in New Moon? Well this is then with out Jacob? Edward leaves Bella and this mysterous vampire comes and changes her. Is it Victoria? Maybe maybe not, but Bella has a new "family" is a husband included in Bella's little "family"? And when Bella and Edward met again Forks high school how will Bella take it? Will they get back together? Please R&R

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight nor will I ever, but what ever a girl can dream P

Chapter 1: The Break Up

Bella's POV

Was he really gone? Did he really leave me?

We were in the forest by Charlies house, and was supposaly taking a "walk" even though we were only a cupple feet in. After he stoped us he said, "Bella we are leaving."

My heart felt like it had colapsed. What was he saying? He couldn't be leaving me after how many times he told me he loved me.

"B-b-but why?" He could at least love me enough to tell me that much!

"Because I don't love you." He said in a cold dead voice that had no emotion.

"But you told me you loved me every day. Remember that Edward?!" I was getting angery now. I knew that if I didn't that I would break down crying. And I really didn't want that it would just show how weak I really am. "YOU TOLD ME EVERY DAY THAT YOU LOVED ME! AND NOW YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL BACK?!" I knew what I was going to do I was going to tell him to leave then break down crying after he left.Yup souded like a plan to me. God, how can I talk to my self like this, like this whole thing didn't mater? When in reality it materd alot.

"WELL YOU KNOW WHAT EDWARD?! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! YEAH THAT'S RIGHT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! SO JUST LEAVE!" I saw a little hurt in his eyes, but I didn't care. For all I knew he could just be putting that hurt there on perpuse for my benifit. My eyes started to water so I knew I had to get him out of here fast.

"LEAVE!" I screeched even louder then before. And with the same hurt look in his eyes he ran of at top vampire speed.

I feel to the ground and cried my eyes out. It may have been two hours or two days I don't know wich, but some how I found my self in our use to be medow.

I couldn't take it! Was he really gone? Did he really leave me? Did I actually just tell him that I didn't care? God, what's wrong with me?

Edward's POV

"B-b-but why?" Bella stammerd after I had told her my family and I were leaving.

"Because I don't love you." I said in the most cold dead voice I could possibly make my voice be, when all I wanted to do was hold her in my arms and say I could never bring may self to leave her. But that wasn't possible now. This was for her own good. I put her in danger my just being who I am. And I will not do that anymore. I will not put her in danger from other vampires or my own self.

"But you told me you loved me every day. Remember that Edward?!" Yes, I did remember it, but I wouldn't say anything it wouldn't help my case at all.

"YOU TOLD ME EVERY DAY THAT YOU LOVED ME! AND NOW YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL BACK?!" I couldn't believe she actually thought that I didn't love her! She even said it her self that I said I love her every day. EVERY FUCKING DAY! AND YET SHE THINKS THAT I DON'T LOVE HER?!

"WELL YOU KNOW WHAT EDWARD?! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! YEAH, THATS RIGHT, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! SO JUST LEAVE!" That really hurt. Did she really mean that?

"LEAVE!" She screamed louder then I thought possible for a human. I left after that. I ran home in a daze but I ran home as fast a I could.

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I slamed the front door of our use-to-be house when I walked in.

Emmet was at my side when he heard the door slamed shut to where it was almost off it hinges.

"Soooooooooo...do mind if I ask how it went?"

"YES I MIND!" I screamed at him and walked away at human speed. I should have known better, because Emmet followed me to my room.

"Soooooooooo.. how did it go?" Didn't I just tell him he couldn't ask?!

"YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW IT WENT?"

"Yes, actually I do."

"SHE FUCKING SCREAMED AT ME! SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DIDN'T CARE! THAT HOW IT FUCKING WENT! YOU HAPPY NOW?!"

"I'm sorry, man. Lets go. They are all waiting for us in Alaska." We got in the car and drove off to the airport.

a/n: yay! the first chapter is done! how do yall like it? i'll update when i get some reviews in