Hello! This is my RenesmeexJacob fanfiction. Have fun!
NOT FINISHED YET!
It was hard being a teenager in this invasive world of vampires. My family was in all of my business. My father could tell what I was thinking, so if I had any urge to do anything fun, he'd know. As if my father didn't bring enough problems, my Uncle Jasper could tell my mood, and he had no issue telling my parents of my anger levels. So far, I'd snapped one tree in half. Alice on the other hand, luckily could see nothing of my future. Only when things went fuzzy, did she know my plans.
"Ness!" a voice called, wrecking my train of thought.
My room was the only personal place I had left, who would ruin that? "In here!"
Jacob Black opened the door.
I smiled at his entrance. Jake was someone who laughed at the face of danger. He enjoyed my plots and rampages, and I enjoyed his company. "Hey Jake!"
"For a minute I thought you were sleeping it was so quiet in here." he laughed, sitting cross-legged beside me.
"Yeah well…" I trailed off, looking at the photo album that had brought my last thought up.
"Grieving over lost fun again?" he smirked, balancing on his hands.
I laughed and looked back at him. "Do you mind if I rant? I'm a little pissed at the moment."
"No, go ahead." he smiled, showing me I had the floor with his hand.
I cleared m'y throat before beginning. I was sure, even he, would look down at this. "My dad is always in my business," I began, stopping as he chuckled, "and he won't let me do anything. I wanted to go hunting alone the other day, and he wouldn't let me. Alice," I said her name sourly, "saw the future go fuzzy for Emmett, and of course, Bella won't let me anywhere near him." I grimaced.
He shook his head. "I don't understand that one; she said he was a teddy bear."
"Exactly! I wonder what they're trying to hide from me." I murmured, looking up at him through my eyelashes.
He sighed. "No." he said flatly.
"Please Jake?"
"No."
"Please, please, please? Jake, I promise I'll return the favor!"
He sighed a loud, longing sigh. "Ness, I can't. Bella would-"
"Of course. You're scared of her too." I grumbled.
"What? Scared? Of Bella?" he burst into a fit of laughter. The opposite of what I was hoping for.
"Jake!" I shouted angrily, folding my arms.
"You know I'd do anything for you, kid, but tampering with your mom is just- risky." he admitted, shrugging.
"You were my last hope." I whispered, looking down.
"No, Ness-"
"Just go Jake. I'm sure your pack is wondering where you've run off to." I muttered, standing up and crossing the room.
He put his arms around my waist from behind. A knee-jerk reaction to a girl crying I was guessing.
"Ness, it's not that I'm afraid of… your mom," he said comically, "It's what I'll have to tell you."
"Do you know what it is?" I gasped, turning to face him.
"No, but what if it's something you don't want to hear? I hate it when you're sad."
I smiled and placed my hand on his cheek, showing him his own words.
He laughed and looked down. "I know I seem silly, but it's true."
"Renesmee!" my mother's voice called, banging on the door.
Jake looked down and then at the window.
My hand was still placed on his face, so I showed him a quick goodbye and dropped it.
He kissed my cheek and smiled, climbing out the window.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen! Answer me this instant!" she called furiously.
"What mom?" I sighed, opening the door.
She sniffed and wrinkled her nose. "Was Jacob here?"
My stomach turned. "No."
She stared in my eyes for awhile; it ended when shook her head. "Come on honey, we have to go see your grandfather."
"Why do you even bother with the contacts mom? Why can't you just tell him you're a vampire? I mean, you had to tell him about me didn't you? 'She's different. Like Jacob, but not in the same sense'." I snapped, sitting in the back of the Volvo.
"He would have a heart attack Ness." my mom sighed.
"He seemed to live through the Jake thing." I shrugged, instantly regretting it. I had forgotten that Jake told me his wolf secret in secrecy.
They both looked at me then.
"What did Jake tell you?" my father asked stiffly.
"About what?" I asked innocently.
His hands tightened, grinding the steering wheel.
My mom put her hand on his lap, calming him. Why couldn't I have somebody I cared about like that?
"He told me about his… pack. Then about what happened when he told everybody. I can show you-"
They both sighed in relief.
"What are you guys not telling me? I'm not stupid. I can feel it."
"I'll tell you when you're older." my mom smiled.
"I'm so sick of hearing that! Why don't you just tell me instead of lying to my freaking face!" I shouted, folding my arms.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen! Don't you ever talk to your mother that way!" my dad shouted, pulling into Charlie's driveway.
I growled and got out of the car, slamming the door.
"Renesmee! Don't walk away from me!" he called.
I kept walking until I got to the porch.
"Hey girl!" Charlie greeted me, holding his arms out.
I tried to force a smile and hugged him back.
"This isn't over." my dad whispered as he sat down next to me on the couch.
I grimaced and leaned back, folding my arms. It would be a long visit.
Charlie waved goodbye from his porch and went inside. "Well, back to business. Do have something to say to your mother Renesmee?" my father asked, before we got in the car.
I looked to the side and folded my arms.
"I'm not taking you home until you apologize."
"Then I'll run home." I growled, looking at him.
He sighed and looked at me. "Ness, we can't tell you. Not yet."
I shook my head and darted into the trees. Why couldn't they just say it? It's not that bad! At least, it didn't seem that big. I stopped at a little creek and sat on the edge. Tears poured out of my eyes and I held my face. Jake's scent was in the air, but I imagined he was waiting for my fit to be over. I remembered that he didn't like to see me sad, so I dried my tears quickly and stood up. "Jake?" I called, looking around.
"You're getting better." he laughed, walking out of the trees.
"It was harder before. You all smelled the same." I tried to smile, but it didn't come out right.
"Ness, what happened?" he asked anxiously as a tear slid down my cheek.
"I got into a fight with them again. I told them to just tell me already. I don't think my father will ever look at me again." I grumbled, looking down.
"Nonsense. Ed- your dad, loves you very much. There's no way he can't look at you." he grinned.
I smiled and looked back up at him. "Jake, what did you not tell me?"
"I told you a lot. The wolf stuff, right?" he asked.
I nodded, "There was something you didn't tell me."
"It's not easy to say."
I changed the question, "Why are you always around?"
His smiled drifted, "Do you not want me to be here?" he asked, taking a step back.
"No, no!" I gasped, stepping closer to him. I couldn't imagine a life without Jacob. "I was just wondering. None of our other family friends stay around as much as you do." I added.
He looked down. "You're mom's going to kill me." he sighed.
"She can't." I growled, "I won't let her."
"See, us werewolves have an ability to find someone to- mate," he flinched at the word. "with. It's called imprinting."
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"That's just it. It's everything to do with it. I've imprinted." he sighed, looking down.
"Who is it then? This love of your life." I giggled, punching his shoulder.
He hesitated and then gave in. "It's you."
I waited for him to smile jokingly but it never came, so I just laugh. "You're kidding right?"
"I'm not kidding Nessie. I've imprinted on you. We were meant to be together."
My smile faded and I looked down.
"Does it- bother, you?" he asked, after a while.
"Actually, no." I shrugged. "It's just a relief to finally know."
"That's it? you're not going to freak out or anything? I imprinted on you. I'm going to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you!" he shouted.
That did it. Tears welled in my eyes and I put my hands on my face.
"Damn it! Ness, I'm sorry!" he said, trying to calm me.
"No- Jake. I'm- just- so- happy!" I cried, hugging onto him tightly.
He waited a few minutes, and then wrapped his arms around me. "Happy?" he gasped.
I pulled away and looked into his face. "Yes!" I laughed, "You love me!"
He was confused.
My laugh drifted to a smile and I wiped the tears off. "I've waited so long to hear someone say it!"
"What?"
"I'm just so, sheltered. You're the only person I know outside of the Cullen family and friends." I admitted.
"So, you're sure you're okay with that?" he asked one last time.
I laughed and put my arms around his neck the way I'd seen Rosalie do it. "I'm more than okay. I'm fine."