Got Me Going Crazy
Chapter 1: Can't Have You- Nate
(I don't own Can't Have You by the Jonas Brothers or Any of the characters except for the ones I make up.)
Nate walks along with his band mates thinking about her. Again. He wants her to leave his head. It was HER who broke his heart wasn't it? Yes, yes it was. Wasn't it HER who broke them up wasn't it? Wasn't she the one who CHEATED on HIM? Then LIED to him about it? Nate keeps his head down as the cameras go off many times. He walks beside Shane with the same face he's had on ever since that night. The night she slipped away from him. The night her lies cam crumbling down and she ran. Ran away from him. They're on the sidewalk that leads to a building. She's still on his mind as they enter the building. That building says: LA RECORDING STUDIO 123. Connect 3's tour ended with a bang. That bang was Nate's heart breaking as he had watched her leave him. He shakes his head violently trying to rid the thought of her. Again. He has to focus on the new album. His band mates were already worried about him. Mitchie and Shane are still going strong. Mitchie had headed back to her hometown after the tour. The band enters the recording room. Nate takes off his jacket and throws it carelessly on the floor. Shane picks it up for him and hangs it up. He looks at Nate worriedly. Nate hasn't been the same since.. well.. since Caitlyn lied. Since Caitlyn had kissed another guy. Another guy on tour and hadn't told Nate until.. that night. Since that night.
Flashback to "That Night":
"Nate.. I can't marry you." She whispers.
Nate laughs. "I don't mean right now. It's a promise ring. I mean like ina few years.. after you finish school and.."
Caitlyn interrupts him, "Nate. I kissed another guy."
Nate glares at Caitlyn as she sits up.
"When?"
Caitlyn looks confused at first then looks down guiltily.
"During the Arkansas concert."
Nate becomes extremely angry.
"THAT WAS ALMOST A MONTH AGO! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!" He yells.
Caitlyn looks at him with tears in her eyes.
"Nate, I think we should break up."
Nate looks at her. Stunned. Shocked. Angry. Many emotions.
"WHAT?!" He yells.
Caitlyn starts to cry silently as she says, "I need some time.. away from you. I'm getting on a flight tomorrow morning."
Nate jumps up from the bed.
"You can't mean this. You just need some sleep.. Think it over. I'll see you in the morning."
He doesn't kiss her as he leaves to go to the restroom.
End Flashback.
That was the last night Nate saw her. The next morning when he got up, she had left a letter for him. She had really left. Jason, Shane, Mitchie, and Ella tried to get him to tell him what it said, but he just stuffed it in to his pocket and stormed to his bunk. Shane shakes his head. He knows Caitlyn cheated on Nate. Shane goes into the recording booth and sits on a stool next to Nate. They were putting the finishing touches on a song Nate had wrote. For her. The music starts and Shane is the first to sing:
You warned me that you were gonna leave (leave, leave)
I never thought you would really go (go, go)
I was blind but baby now I see (see, see)
Broke your heart but now I know (now I, now I know)
That I was being such a fool (oooh)
And I didn't deserve you (oooh)
Nate joins in and sings with all his heart. He realized after Caitlyn left, that he really didn't deserve her.
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Shane and Jason watch the emotion in Nate's eyes as he sings the song. He turns to look at them and glares. They turn to the microphones.
Looking at the letter you that you left
the letter that you left, will I ever get you back
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
ooh aahp, ooh ahh, ooh aahp, ooh ahh
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
When will I see you next? Will I ever get you back
Knowing that I never will forget
I won't forget, I won't forget
That I was being such a fool (oooh)
Now I still don't deserve you (oooh)
(CHORUS)
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love
Yeah!
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause you know that truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie (don't lie)
Cause I give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you (without you)
I don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
Don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Yeah!
I don't wanna fall asleep (don't wanna fall asleep)
Cause I don't know if I'll get up (who knows if I'll get up)
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love
Yeah!
Begging to hear your voice (let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Nate gets up, regardless of what John is saying. He runs and goes to the bathroom. He dials her cell just to hear her voice.
He hears her say: 'hello?'. He hangs up quickly. His breathing becomes fast and tears threaten to fall. He splashes water in his face to try to calm down. Shane and Jason burst into the bathroom. Worried about their friend. Nate just nods at them and exits the bathroom.
AN: So… here's the beginning chap! I'm excited about the sequel! Are ya'll? Review pleaseeeeeee!