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Title: Broken Hallelujah
Pairing: Taitlyn (Tess / Caitlyn)

Author: DramaticStarlet / Katie Lynn
A/N: Again, I'm a sucker for Taitlyn. Even though it's sort of like a car crash and Tess and Caitlyn hate each other, I can't stay away from it! (:

And you know me, I always have to break the mold, so I tried another different writing style. So yes, the capitalization and spelling and any other errors you see are intentional.

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"And the Producer of the Year is – Caitlyn Gellar!"

they say her name.

"Thank you, I'm so glad to..."

shut up, caitlyn.
I hate you

and your perfection
and you make me sick.

"Couldn't have done this without..."

she mentions god.
Even though she's an atheist

i think
maybe peggy is the atheist?

Oh wait.
I'm the atheist

"Thanks to all..."

the artists she's worked with
whatever, caitlyn.

Your so stupid

i hate you

your prettier then me
stupid caitlyn.

"And also a big thanks to..."

her special someone.

OH HELL.

She's looking at me
caity, what are you doing?

"Because of you, I'm..."

a better person?!

I so hate her.
I hate that i love her

she flashes her smile at me
i get butterflies

oh my god
caity, stop!

"I love you..."

you don't say i love you
in an awards speech!

No caitlyn, no
your so stupid sometimes

her dress sparkles as she walks down the steps
and goes back to her seat

right next to me.

I say nothing

she slips her hand under the table
and grabs mine

and squeezes.
Oh dear god.

"I meant what I said."

i glance at her
& try to look angry.

But i cant

"I hate you."

words trip off of my tongue.
Outdated words

"You're a liar."

she's right.
I am a liar

a bad liar.

"I'm not lying."
"Tess."

tess
she says the word
like a broken hallelujah

"Caity."
caitlyn.

"Stop lying, Tess."

i'm an ice princess
don't melt, tess, don't

i do anyway

"I hate you."

i say it
tenderly

& she understands
"I hate you too, Tess. More than anyone."

and people are staring at us.
So she just leans over to whisper something
in my air

sweet, pretty words
that make me "hate" her more.

I hate that she's prettier then me
and smarter
and most of all

i hate
that she's everything

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o.O" Whoaaaaa. Freakish drabble, I know. I have a weird mind. This fanfic probably did NOTHING for you guys, but I kind of like it for some reason.

I purposely didn't capitalize things and stuff, because when you think things, your thoughts are disjointed and just sort of rambling...um, yeah. And also I just thought it would be a nice change of pace.

Please review with more than "so cute" or "i loved it," thanks!