Not only was Murata ken was annoyed, he was sick and tired of giving advise to idiots who wouldn't take it anyway, he was sick

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Not only was Murata ken was annoyed, he was sick and tired of giving advise to idiots who wouldn't take it anyway, he was sick of listening to the idiotic kings lecturing him about how he was supposed to trust all people and how their stupid methods work to unite the people of this great legendary country, he personally though it was a load of bullshit , he was sick and tired of the fights , the pranks and the way people blamed you if something went wrong .

even though he tried to point out that it was never his plan in the first place , they were all too stubborn to listen and even had the nerve of telling him that he was the supposed great sage and that he should have told them that it wouldn't work or that it was his plan and that he manipulated the stupid king to go along with it .

Then that stupid bastard that goes by the name of wolfram von benfield , tell the sage that he should stop flirting with his fiancé and then points out to murata that he actually has no reason to come back with yuuri , since his sagely duties are fulfilled , wow that's something he hasn't thought about at least 100 times before how could he have been so stupid , what an idiotic sage he was , and murata was thinking that he had to have a reason to live , von benfield was right wasn't he that murata shouldn't bother coming back

Even though shinou and Ulrike liked his company , shinou was always busy helping gwendal and talking to the people around the castle to have time for his sage , and Ulrike was with Ondine and her sister talking about seeing the world or something along that line, that they both rarely had time for him , even Shibuya was busy sometimes murata wandered whether fate just liked to mess with him .

because every time he was busy shinou and everyone else wasn't and now a days murata had little to no work and everyone seemed to like avoiding him to get theirs done , he felt alone so when wolfram pointed this fact out to murata , it felt like the reality of it all just came crashing down , he ran from the meeting room (Gwendals office ) they all turned to see him go , sure Von bielefeld didn't mean him to take it like that but he stuck home , murata ran to the stables ,climbed on his horse Esme , she was a black horse like yuuri's .

murata rode away from the castle he didn't know where he was or where he was headed all he knew was that he needed to get away from the castle , reality just crashed down on him and he was confused , he knew what he was doing was stupid and so unlike him but every one was allowed to have their odd days . murata unconsciously dismounted his horse and left her by the tree and he started running, it was true he had no real reason to be alive and it killed him, even to shinou, murata suspected that he was only around him because he used to be daikenja ( i heared his name is supposed to be Navon but i wasn't sure ) , Ulrike and Shibuya were his two closest friends, but they really didn't need him in truth he needed them and he knew without them that … and then there was the fight shinou and the painful memorys that come up every time he thought about ... CRASH .

Ok guys … I know it's a cliff hanger … and it was really short, but I wasn't sure I wanted to continue cause its sounds like murata wants to commit suicide or something so I decided to change the plot a bit …

Don't worry though the next chapter will be up soon …