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CHAPTER 12 : "A ROOM MATE?"

...8 months later...

FLASH BACK

"I can't believe that bastard is back! He didn't call, message or write to me, and now he's BACK? I hate him so much. What if he fell in love with someone else when he left. What if he isn't interested anymore. Does he hate me now? I don't know. How i wish he could have told me about him: coming back!" The beautiful brunette walked in a teddy bear shop that was recently opened in the academy. She sighed as she walked to shelves full with little bears. Meanwhile Natsuke was walking right outside the shop. He stopped when he saw Mikan and walked in the shop. Mikan smiled and picked up a sakura bear from the shelf.

"Hey Natsu- wha?" Mikan said in shock as she starred at the scars on Natsuke's arms. He was wearing a black short-sleeved shirt and black baggy jeans. He glared at her and said:

"He's back!" He spat. Mikan nodded to show that she knew. They both stared at each other for a while. Mikan sighed and dropped the bear on the shelf. She knew she had no choise but to see Natsume.

"Go! He's with the principal!" Natsuke told Mikan then left. Mikan frowned and ran out of the shop towards the school building.

"I AM GOING TO KILL THAT DUMMY! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS? NOT CALLING OR ANSWERING MY CALLS? HE IS GOING TO PAY!" Mikan thought to herself and pushed open the door that led to the principlas' office. She gasped when she realised she shouldn't have done that. There he was. Natsume. He turned around swiftly and starred at Mikan. His crimson eyes- Guren no Kimi(crimson lotus)- met with Mikans'. There was another girl next to Natsume, who was also starring at Mikan. She had black hair tied up in a bun and black eyes too. The principal stood up.

"Do you mind Miss Sakura?" The principal asked. Mikan bowed in respect.

"May i please talk to Natsume?" Mikan whispered. Her heart stopped just for a second, as soon as she said his name. Natsume got up and walked outside. Mikan followed him and closed the door behind her. There was a very long pause...

"Why didn't you call? i was so worried!" Mikan broke the silence between them. Natsume looked at Mikan. There was a long silence between them.

"If that's it?" Natsume broke the slilence and was about to walk away when Mikan grabbed his hand,

"YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT!" Mikan yelled. Natsume snatched his hand away.

"Don't call me an idiot bitch" Mikan blanked out after what Natsume had said. He had swore at her. He had crossed the line. Could this be it? ARE THE FINALY OVEr?

END OF FLASH BACK- EVENING

Narumi sweat dropped. He had been stuck with Natsume and Mikan for the past hour, how ever Natsume was reading one of his favourite manga. Mikan's eyes widened! Tears dropped down her face.

"Mikan! Calm down" Narumi said hoping Mikan will calm down.

"I don't want to share a room with that idiot, dum, stupid, insensitive, jerk, soon-to-be, used-to-be, unbelievable, thinks- he's-all- that, annoying, embarrasing peice of-"

"Mikan!" Narumi smiled, "You are sharing wether you like it or not!"

Mikan ran out to who knows where. Natsume stood up and yawned. He starred at his manga for a while. Narumi walked to him and whispered in his ear: "Go have fun and sleep"

Natsume glared at him and walked out coolly. You could tell he was pissed. Mean while Mikan was in her room sobbing in her pillow. Her eyes were full of tears. Natsume then walked in and sat on the bed Mikan was crying on. He laid his back on the bed and smiled.

"Not big, but ok" He said as he examined the room. Mikan got up and looked at him and frowned.

"I hate you!" she murmured.

"Real childish!" Natsume got up and took of his shirt and laid back on the bed, "You'll take the couch, i'll take the bed". Mikan frowned, got up and sat on the couch. Natsume smiled and walked in the bath room to bath...15 minutes later... Natsume walked in the room with his body dripping wet. He was wearing his jeans and his hair was dripping water on the nice carpet Mikan always loved. He looked really sexy. He glanced around the room and found Mikan sleeping on the couch. She looked so peacful. (A/N: SHE SURE DID). Natsume dried himself with his towel and walked to Mikan and picked her up bridal style and placed her on the bed and tucked her in. She gently twirled to the left side on the bed, where Natsume could see her sleeping face. He sighed and walked to the couch to catch some zzzZZZZ's.

NEXT DAY- Saturday (No school)

"AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Mikan yawed. She looked around her and got out of bed. How did i get on my bed? Mikan wondered, hoping to see Natsume and hear him complain about how loud she snored or something. With no luck of finding him, she went to bath. After a while she came back and met Natsume standing near the door.

"Natsume-"

"Polka you are still half-naked" He turned around to let her have her privacy. Mikan screamed and threw a fluffy pillow at Natsume. She went back in the bathroom and got change. When she came back in the room-wearing a short dress white a light blue up to her knees- she saw Natsume with the girl that she had saw earlier in the principals office. Mikan smiled at the girl.

"Oh you didn't tell me that you had a freind coming over Natsume! Hi i'm Mikan" Mikan stretched foward her hand to shake the girls' hand.

"Yuki" the girl smiled polietly and took Mikan's hand-shake offer. Natsume then walked out without saying anything but all of a sudden stopped and turned to look at Mikan.

"Yuki, lets go" He said emotionless. Yuki nodded and waved at Mikan then left with Natsume. Mikan frowned and ran off to breakfast.

HOSPITAL

"When will he come?" The little boy with raven-coloured hair asked Mikan. She had just finish eating and had to visit Youichi. Youichi was getting ready to leave the hospital with Mikan, who was helping him change his sleeping clothes into his outting clothes (A/N: Youichi is 7 years old).

"He seems busy." Mikan smiled. Then suddenly a robot nurse came in. It waited for Mikan to finish changing Youichi, before it took youichi to the breakfast room. Mikan got up from her chair and started changing his hospital bed- sheet. Natsume walked in.

"Youichi-" Natsume started, but stopped when he saw Mikan. Mikan turned around in shock. Natsume was covered in scars and his shirt had blood on it. Well he was wearing a light red half- sleeved shirt and the usual jeans. He didn't move an inch from where he was standing. He hated Mikan seeing him hurt and injured, well when they used to date, i think. Mikan didn't show any sign of concern but she certainly felt bad for him.

"He's gone for break fast" Mikan whispered. She looked at Natsume hoping he would tell her what had happened to him. She was the one who usually helped him with his injuries.

"Tell him i'll pick him later" Natsume said then walked away. Mikan ran out the door to look for Hotaru or Anna or Nonoko or anyone to tell her what had happened. She searched all around the school but couldn't find anyone. Then finaly, she found Ruka standing infront of Hotaru's bedroom door.

"RUKA!...RU-KA" Mikan panted, since she had been running around looking for someone she can talk to. Ruka turned to Mikan and blushed.

"Err... Mikan! I'm not...er...here for Hotaru...or anything" Ruka hesitated.

"It doesn't matter, i'm here for what happened to Natsume" Mikan held onto Ruka's shoulders. Hotaru suddenly came outside to meet with Mikan and Ruka.

"They had a fight" Hotaru said coldly, " 'The twins' ". Mikan's eyes widened.

"They both used their alices and some action" Ruka frowned.

"What was the fight about?" She asked scared.

"Can't say! I have no idea" Ruka admitted. Mikan sighed and ran away again (A/N: TOO MUCH RUNNING MIKAN).

Mikan continued to run to the Sakura tree. She knew she would meet Natsuke there. She can now maybe get some more infomation on wha had happened with the twins. Mikan stopped and panted when she saw a sleeping Natsuke on the floor under the tree. Mikan also saw scars on him, but they were less than the ones Natsume had. Natsuke's ones seemed much painful. Mikan went over to Natsuke and woke him and slapped him.

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" Mikan yelled waking Natsuke up. Well the slap was enough to wake him up. Mikan was allowed to do anything to Natsuke because he allowed it. Mikan sat down next to him.

"What d'you mean?" Natsuke asked confused.

"HAVING A FIGHT WITH NATSUME?" She yealled again.

"Stay out of it" Natsuke warned Mikan and he sat up straight.

"Why? Can't you see he's injured and so are you?" Mikan wept. Natsuke starred at Mikan. They had been connecting for the past few months when Natsume was away. Mikan would always tell Natsuke about her problems or anything else.

"....Do you still have feelings for him?" Mikan didn't speak, until she stopped weeping.

"I don't know!" Mikan admitted, "What if i still do?"

"You are going to be hurt again"

"That's still not a reason for fighting" Mikan explained.

"Listen, it's nothing we can't handle, trust me!"

...................................................................................NIGHT TIME FELL......................................................................

Mikan was now washing a plate in the sink just outside the bathroom. Natsume walked out of the bathroom. He walked to Mikan. She looked up at him wondering why he had stopped.

"Polka- I mean... Mikan. Do you hate me?" He asked. His eyes were still cold and his face was emotionless. Mikan stood up straight.

"Wha...I...I...what?" Mikan spoke softly. Natsume tied his arms around Mikan's chest. She could feel his breath on her neck.

"When i came back...you looked dissapointed"

"I was scared. I thought you would have forgotten about me" Mikan whispered softly. Natsume pressed his lips n Mikans' neck. He starting bitting gently on her neck. Mikan blushed.

"I didn't mean to swear at you, I was just pissed at Persona" He murmured against her neck. Mikan couldn't resist him. She tilted her head back for more neck room for Natsume.

"Now that i'm here, as your room mate. You can count on me" He smiled.

DOne Reveiw please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS! I COULDN'T KEEP NATSUME AWAY FROM MIKAN!