So I recently discovered Fan fiction, and I was reading a lot of really good story's and A lot of bad ones. Some people just don't know how to write, not like I'm any better... I'm not but here is my twist on Twilight and a story I was reading...

I do not own twilight or the Characters they belong to Stephenie Meyer

Chapter 1

The beginning

The car rolled several times throwing my mother out into the darkness, and me alone in the back seat. I couldn't tell you much of what I felt because I was only 2, all I can really Tell you is what has been told to me of how They Found me.

I was still in my car seat screaming "Mama, Mama!..." There was blood every where, but not a scratch on me, that's how Carlisle came along. He was hunting some big game close by and first heard the screeching crushing sound of metal, then smelled the blood.

The scrunched piece of medal that was once an actual car was upside down and twisted around two trees, Carlisle became frantic looking for me, smelling the gas that leaked from the vehicle i was still trapped in. He tore through the metal as fast as he could and ripped me out of the "thin straps" holding me there. He was amazed that i didn't have a scratch on me, even more amazed that I immediately stopped crying once in his arms.

When he made it back to his home to Esme, and explained how he'd found me and that my mother had not made it she suggested keeping me. Carlisle was at first against the idea, he didn't want to draw any attention to his family, and didn't know how the others would feel about a human baby in the house. After a nights thought about it he decided it would be good for Esme to raise a human baby as her own. When the rest of the family arrived home from their hunting trip they weren't as accepting of the idea..

"Carlisle, Esme what are you suggesting?" Edward snapped.

"You can't be serious! what if someone finds out?!" Jasper questioned "What if we can't resist the temptation?"

"It's almost, un-bareable now!" Edward hissed. Looking away.

"she is a baby for crying out loud. what was I to do? leave her there so some other creature could drag her off?" Carlisle defended himself.

Rosalie and Alice were busy playing with me to argue their opinions, I didn't know at the time but Rosalie loved the idea of a baby around the house but at the same time hated it as well. suddenly Alice chimed in.

" You know what I think..." every one turned to face her. "Well I think every thing will be fine, She has no other family and the police will assume that she was lost to the river." She smirked

"There you see, no harm will come to the girl." Carlisle sighed "I know none of you would harm a baby. And when she grows up you'd all be even more attached to her."

"Carlisle I really don't think this is a good idea... I don't think..." Edward sighed. "I don't think I can stick around for this. A human baby needs a life, with human parents." He glanced my way for the first time sense walking into the house shaking his head. "What if the others find out?"

"We'll send her away, if we have to." Carlisle squeezed Esme's hand. "If it comes to that."

"No, I won't..." Edward whispered

"For me Edward.. Please.." Esme begged. starring intently into his eyes."Please stay with us.."

"Edward where will you go?" Emmett asked with concern. He knew Edward would not stay.

"I think we should go to Denali." Alice chimed in. "I wont put you through this Jasper." she stood by his side.

They stood next to Edward , who began to protest but was interrupted by Esme. " you'll come back though right? Some day..." She began to sob tearless sobs.

"We'll come back in16 years, by then she'll be old enough to watch her self, and we will be more practiced on our diet." Edward looked at Jasper.

"Rosalie, what will we do?" Emmett watched her playing with my hand.

"We'll stay here, of course."she smiled down at me. "I don't know why you three are so apposed to a human baby. I think it will be great, watching her grow up."

After there good byes the three were off to Denali. Esme and Carlisle were the most upset, but 16 years would be nothing to them. Emmette would miss his brothers so much, especially on hunting trips. Rosalie was angry at them for putting her through this, she wanted me in her family, but also wanted the rest of them there to.

As the years went on Esme home schooled me until I reached highschool, Thats when we moved to Forks. Emmett and Rosalie had just returned from there honey moon for the ump-teenth time, and we all started together. Well they started at Jr. level while I started as a Sophmore. I was nervouse to go to school with other kids, afraid they would see through the cherade we tried to put on.

The first part of the year I distanced myself away from all the other students. I would socialize during class's, have small talk, but never sat with anyone other then my brother and sister at lunch, never hung out with anyone outside of school. I didn't mind at all, really after living with Vampires your whole life, normal people are just boring

I felt bad that my other sibling's had left so long ago, Rosalie told me I shouldn't waste my feelings on them. Though I knew deep down she missed them terrably. She would always tell me about them, how they had special powers. Alice for example could see the future, only it wasn't set in stone. She could only see bits and parts of what could happen. And Jasper, who was Alice's husband could calm a room of andgry people or excite a sleepy crowd... I thought that was cool, Then she told me about Edward, the way she described him made me think that she didn't really care for him.. She used the words 'Pigheaded,' and 'Selfish' a lot when she spoke to him on the phone, she had also told me that he could read minds. Now that would be cool, and very handy. Especially when going to school with a bunch of humans, who shouldn't know you exist.

I really thought what Alice could do was awsome. I would love to be able to see what was going to happen to me. If i could on day join my family in forever, or if I would grow old. I really wanted to be like my family, ether cause they raised me and I loved them, or I wanted to see what kind of powers I would have. Thats partly why I didn't make life long bonds with humans I encountered, I didn't want anyone to change my mind.

When I asked Rosalie if she would change me some day her reaction was very strong, to put it lightly.

"NEVER!" She roared. Her eyes burning with anger, that I would ask such a thing.

"But why Rose, I don't-"

"Never ask me that again! Never ask anyone for that!" she was almost shaking.

"Just tell me why..." I trailed off. afraid to look at her angry form standing infront of my.

"Because, Bella, Maybe I don't want you around that long!" she stormed out of the room...

That was the last time I brought it up, 4 long years sense then she never said another word about it. I could probably mention it to Carlisle or Esme but I knew they would be upset that I wanted to do that, just like Rosalie. And Emmett has never been the one I could confide in. His constant teasing tought me at least that much.

Esme was my replacement mother and tried her best to make me happy. Carlisle was the father I never had and Rosalie and Emmett, well they looked after me as if i was a precious stone they found. though that never stopped the toughnting and teasing. Rosalie especially was very attached when Carlisle and Esme decided to give me her last name. It some how made it more real that I was 'her little sister'. Isabella Marie Hale.

Back to my point of my other siblings, I was dieing to meet them, I wanted to know why they had left, what had I dont?. I often heard Esme talking on the phone to Alice or Edward and Jasper but she kept the conversation in hushed tones when i was around, I felt bad that I was the reason they left, I wanted to tell them that every thing was okay now and they could come home. Esme never aloud me to speak to them and I never asked. On my seventeenth birthday I over heard Rosalie telling Emmett that another year and we would all be reunited, I became very anxious for that year to pass.

I was now a Jr. at Forks High School, Emmett and Rosalie were seniors, and ready to graduate. I really wished that Alice, Jasper and Edward would come back and start school with me next year. At the very least just one of them, so I wasn't completly alone. I had done a very good job distancing myself from my classmates and I feared I would be alone and miserable all next year. I wouldn't complain I wanted them to be happy and I knew that my not complaining was helpfull.

On our way home from school, I became very nervious. Today I was finally get to meet Alice, Jasper and Edward. I was nervious but very excited, I had cleaned the house top to bottom the night before. Even though our house was never really dirty...

"So Bella are you ready to meet your other 'brothers and sister'?" Emmett asked tapping my arm with his hug fist, from the back seat.

"I don't know. I'm a little nervous." I admitted

" Well don't be, They're excited to finally meet the grown up you." Rosalie winked

"Yeah and you know, I've really missed my brothers. You two aren't the best competition you know.." Emmett laughed

"We can't all be an over sized Hercules you know." I pointed out

Emmett just laughed at me rubbing my hair every where. I sure did love my big brother Emmett, I knew he would protect me if things didn't go as well as we all hoped. All I really knew about my 'adoptive' brothers and sister was that they didn't think they could control their desire for blood. I really wanted things to go well with all of us, I could tell Esme was taking the separation hard and I only wanted to make her happy. I even thought of leaving if that would make it easier for them. I only had another year of high school left, and then i could go off to college while they went on with there lives. I would miss them so but I would take that sacrifice to make them happy, and of course I could still call...And write...

When we arrived to the house a silver Volvo was in the drive way, my heart started pounding I knew that the next few hours would decide if i gained two brothers and a sister or lost an entire family. Emmett put his arm around my shoulders and gave me a light squeeze for encouragement. Rosalie was the first in the door and we followed after her. My pounding heart I knew would not help the situation, and could become to much for them but I just couldn't seem to gain control of it. Here goes nothing...

"JASPER!" Emmett ran over to the tall blond wrapping his arms around him in a tight bear hug.

"Emmett! We've missed you guys so much" he smiled, returning the bear hug. "Rosalie, you haven't changed at all.." He laughed exchanging hugs with her as well. "You must be Bella. We've heard a lot about you." he took a step forward to hug me.

I smiled. Glad that things seemed like they would be alright after all." Yes well I'm glad to finally meet you too." I hugged him. An over whelming calm came over me.

"where is Edward and Alice?" Rosalie asked

"They decided to go catch a snack I suppose." Jasper glanced at me. " Edward is having a difficult time with some... visions Alice has had the past couple weeks."

"What sort of visions?" Emmett questioned. "Something exciting I hope. I've been so board sense you guys left."

Jasper looked at me again and quickly looked away "Well I'm sure its not the excitement your wanting Emmett." He laughed

I decided to go up to my room and start on my home work, unlike my siblings i hadn't gone through school several or so times and didn't know all the material like the back of my hand. I actually found that i liked learning a lot, and loved the first hand information they gave me in history. It was very Handy, infact, I would say that I was ahead of alot of the kids in my class... especially in my younger days...

I stayed in my room for about two hours finishing up on some last minute calculus problems i had before going to make my dinner. I made my own dinner sense I turned 12, not that Esme didn't like to 'try' and cook for me I just found that it was easier on my stomach to do it my self. When I turned around I was startled by Rosalie, I never could get used to them moving around so silently and quickly. Not to mention, Her and Emmett loved to scare me.

"Geese!... Rose... could you give me some kind of warning next time?" i gasped with a smile.

"Maybe... If you start telling me when you barrow a CD from me..." she held up the Weezer case.

"oh... about that... you see... I just forgot... I'm sorry.." I stammered

"MmHmm... well Esme wants to see you down stairs." she smiled

"Are Alice and Edward back yet?" I askked

"Not yet... pretty nervous eh?" she guessed

"Yeah, I just don't want them to go away again. I know how much you all have missed them..."

"Bella, no matter what this is not your fault." she patted my shoulder "We're just glad they came back at all..."

I headed down stairs to Esme who was waiting in the kitchen at the counter. She looked so happy, knowing that her whole family was together again.

"Did you need something Esme" I asked

"Just wanted to see how school was today... Did you learn anything new?" she smiled

"Well actually we mostly watched movies today, some kind of teacher meeting i guess." I shrugged.

As i dug out the left overs from last night, I couldn't stop thinking about what I should do to make it easier for them to be around. I really wanted them to stay. I think Esme could sense my nerves.

"Are you nervous dear?" Esme stepped closer to me and rubbed my back. "You know every thing will be okay... don't you?"

"yeah Esme, I just... I know how upset you've been... and I just want you to be happy."I bit my lip. "I've been thinking... If it will make it easier I could stay away as much as possible." Esme's eyes widened "I mean I could join in after school activities, and maybe even get a job... I only have a year left of high school then i could move away so you could have every one with you ag..." She put her hand to my mouth.

"No. If you went away, then i wouldn't have every one with me would i? That's out of the question, things are going to work out... I just know it..." she kissed my for head "how did you become so selfless?"

I just shrugged hoping she was right. As I heated up my roast and Potato's I heard the back door open and close. I looked up to see Alice and Edward, I didn't realize they would be just as beautiful as my other siblings, so it startled me.

"Alice, Edward we were just talking about you..." Esme put her arm on my shoulder. "Right Bella."

"yeah.." I blushed looking down and back up again.

"Bella, I've been dieing to meet you." Alice took a deep breath through her nose, and stepped to hug me.

"HI." was all i could manage, a little shocked she would make such a bold move. Carlisle and Esme had never done that around me. it took me a little off guard.

I looked over to Edward, and felt fear run down my spine. He looked disgusted, his muscles tightening up, his eyes flaring with rage. He slowly started to back away from us. Alice turned slightly to see what was wrong when her eyes glazed over. Esme was just stunned at how Edward was behaving.

"What is it Edward... Alice.." She asked frantically

Alice didn't' answer right away and Edward had bolted out the door before i could even think to say HI to him. "He can't stay... He's leaving again." Alice looked down

"Why... He didn't even give it a chance.." Esme stood in attempt to go after him.

"No Esme, let him go. I'll explain later." She sighed and looked at me. "We are glad to meet you Bella." She kissed my cheek and went to find Jasper.

"I'm sorry Esme..." was all i could say. She hugged me tight and quickly changed the subject, insisting it wasn't me.

Later that night i was surprised to find that Alice and Jasper stayed, after what happened with Edward, i would assume they would have left with him. I couldn't help but feel guilty for Edward leaving again, whatever i did I would swear to never do again.

"So... Emmett... you up for some healthy competition?" Jasper asked

"You know I've been waiting for you to say that." Emmett pushed him towards the back door.

"So what should us girls do then?" Alice asked

"actually I needed to change the oil in my BMW... I think I'll do that." Rosalie glided to the front door.

"so its just you and me eh? what do you want to do?" She smiled a beautiful pixie smile at me

"can I ask you something?" I looked into her eyes. They were a golden ocher I was used to

"Of coarse." then she paused. " well are you sure you want to know?"

"huh?... Oh.." As I remembered Alice's gift. "Yeah I'm sure."

"It's not that he doesn't like you Bella. Your just more mouth watering then you realize." she smiled.

I hid the fear from my eyes before she saw. "I'm sorry." I slid further away on the couch.

"No... No Bella, not to me. I mean you smell wonderful, really..." she sighed. "Its more intense to Edward and he started planning ways to get to you. He knows that would hurt Esme so instead he decided to leave again."

I felt even worse than before. I didn't want to be the reason he couldn't control himself, much less the reason he was gone again. I started to plot activities i could do at school without hurting myself, and that would keep me busy.

"Don't even think of it." Alice snapped me out of thought. "Esme will be even more hurt that she can't keep you much less both of you. He'll come back, eventually"

When would this 'eventually' be? I wondered to myself. my birthday was next week and I wanted Esme and Carlisle to be happy, as much as they wanted me to be happy. I was so thrilled that Jasper and Alice had come back, but something inside me wanted Edward here too. How could I make things right,and be less appetizing? I hope he did come back soon, I would try every thing i could manage to make it easier for him.