Disclaimer: I do not own criminal minds. I am just having a little fun.

This is the first thing I have written in a couple of years so be nice, please review there is more so if you like I will post.

Penelope was sitting in the coffee shop at a table in the back of the cafe and she was lost in thought. She was seriously thinking about taking her latest job offer.

It wasn't that she didn't like the job she had now. It had more to do with the fact that she'd been working at the BAU with the FBI for six years now, six years of lusting after a guy that would never be hers.

She wonders why she can't just over him and move on. But truthfully Derek Morgan is a hard man to get over, It's not just his looks it's the whole package he is kind, considerate, funny, charming, and he had a body to die for! From the day they met, she knew she was in trouble and there was not day that went by that she didn't tell herself not to do it.

But she did, she went and fell in love with him. And he doesn't have a clue and as far as she is concerned he never will, as she knows that men like Derek don't go out with girls like her. She had come to terms with that fact but lately she had been getting antsy she didn't want to have to hide her feelings anymore but she wasn't willing to tell him because it would ruin their friendship and that is one thing she would never do.

Her thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of her cell but she ignored it. She wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone at the moment. Yes she had come to the conclusion that it was time and, that she was going to hand in her resignation as much as she was going to miss everyone she had to do it for her own peace of mind. And of course she was going to miss Derek more than anything but she knew this was the only decision she could make. Because one day he was going to meet someone that he was going to fall in love with and she knew she just couldn't bear to stand by while that happened. So with her decision made she picked up her bag and left the cafe.