Inner Monologue

By

Dragondolphin1990

A/N – It's just a little drabble that I came up with while talking with my friends and drinking too much soda. Enjoy.

I can NEVER become a wolf again. Sam can NOT know about this. There's no way I couldn't think about him. I mean, come on, we all made fun of Quil for weeks, but this is just… Oh, my god, it's so wrong. I'm imagining so many things I should NOT be imagining. Besides, he'd NEVER want me. It goes against my nature to not at least be his friend. I don't know how long I'll last.

What's that sme… Vampire! The one who wants to kill Bella! No, no, no! Don't change!

Jacob, I hear, what are you thinking about?

Victoria? I think back, and, uh, trying to kill her?

She looks like the Cullen boy… and he looks naked…

Sam! What are you implyi… Quil, shut up!

Quil was laughing into our heads.

We ignored my Imprenting for a few minutes to scare Victoria off of the reservation. Once she was safely gonen, Embry turned to me, as a human, "Edward Cullen, eh? You dog!"

I turned human again, "I prefer the term 'wolf.'"

Sam growled, whether to get our attention or to show his displeasure at my soulmate, I don't know. I'll never know because I left La Push and went to Phoenix, Arizona. Sure, that's where Bella's from, but I'd never see him there.

I never became a wolf again.