Author's Note: First, I'd like to stat a huge, huge sorry to some fans that I've actually gained, and have probably lost. I'm a terrible person, for not finished my other story, now for everyone else who has taken an interest to the story, please don't turn away! As my last story went, I was writing it while posting it, all during school, it was complete and utter chaos, you have no idea. But, have no fear, I've already written the story, and if I do get any ideas, I can easily change it, so don't worry about it being finished, because it is, unless I add/delete things, but this is unlikely because I like the story :)

To summarize, but not really give anything away, I wanted to start it off by saying when this takes place. Somehow, some way, I wasn't thinking, and was going to make it complicated, 'like this takes place after New Moon and Edward has proposed and then something happens, and forget Eclipse, (haha yea right!) then someone else comes.. etc'. Well that was just a little too complicated, even for me, the uhhh author. So, I decided under many harsh and almost tearful cosuquences to make it, after Eclipse, and in a way that might be later explained (I'm not sure), Edward and Bella go separate ways.

Alright, so if you could, read the first chapter, and just enjoy it. If you'd like to review, go ahead, I'll greatly take compliments/insults(although I probably won't take those as well, haha :) and suggestions. Trust me, I'm not an author who would bite your head off if you didn't review, I truly don't care. I just write to get thoughts out of my brain, and happen to post them for others to read. So enjoy :)

Disclaimer: To my own disbelief and pure greediness, I sadly don't own Twlight/New Moon characters, Miss Stephenie Meyer does.


I woke up to find myself staring directly at the clock on the night stand. It read 6:00AM.

Great. I thought to myself. Once again I get up before the alarm. I decided to roll over,

to see if sleep was at all possible, but it wasn't. I quickly got out of bed, trying to not make any sounds.

I went to the bathroom and hurried outside to the hallway, closing the door quietly. I headed downstairs, and retrieved the Pop-Tarts. I sat idle at the kitchen table, staring at my beautiful white cabinets and light yellow walls. My mind started to wander aimlessly. I stopped myself before any thoughts went further, because I knew what happened when they did. What happens is that I keep asking myself, "What could have been…?"

The clock tolled in the background, signaling 6:45. Wow, where does time go?

I rushed upstairs and opened the first door on the right and then walked further down to the last door to the left. I could hear their alarms going off, and the grunts that followed.

I stood in the middle of the hallway, smiling to myself, waiting for their little heads to pop out of their rooms. Instead, I was greeted by gestured hands that wrapped around my waist and kissed me on my throat. I was quickly turned around and kissed on the lips, with pressure that intensified it. I threw my arms over his shoulders and embraced it.

"Good morning honey."

I quickly stopped kissing him and spoke my words on his lips, eyes closed.

"Good morning." I whispered.

The next thing I knew, I heard an "ew" in the background.

We parted ways and he went and picked up our daughter, giving her many little kisses and pecks on the cheeks. I turned around and did the same to our son, put I could barely carry him, so I relaxed him on my hip.

The next thing I know, we were all in the hallway, laughing and kissing each other.

"Alright, time for school, go get ready."

He put our daughter down and scooted her towards the bathroom. I put down our son and pointed him in the direction of his room, and whispered in his little ear, "I'll let you have my favorite breakfast if you hurry."

I could see his eyes light up with intensity, and he ran to his room, I smiled as he slammed the door.

I went back to my husband in the hallway, and he kissed me again on the cheek, and then held my hand as we walked down to the kitchen.

He went out front and grabbed the paper; he then headed back inside and sat down to read.

I was silently preparing the kids' breakfast, Pop-Tarts, as he moaned about a headline.

Without turning around I asked, "What is it?"

"More killings in Seattle, police fear 'gang activity'." He laughed.

I rolled my eyes. "Again? Wow, what is it really this time?"

He turned his head towards me, and I turned around to face him.

"Nothing, it's actually gangs this time."

"Oh. Well it's still terrible, no matter who's committing the murders".

His eyes already moved down, back to the paper and he mumbled something along the lines of "Hmm, yea I guess."

The kids came rushing down the stairs, dressed and awaiting breakfast.

He put down the paper and made room for the kids at the table, and tossed the whole paper to the counter, so the kids couldn't see. It was my rule, to not have the kids know about the violence. Yet, he agreed with me, so he always hid the paper.

"Mom, I think we might be late."

I snorted and laughed. "Ha! We're never late."

I handed the kids their plates of nourishment (ha! Some nourishment that is) and stared at the clock, it said 7:10.

Shoot! I thought to myself, why did the kids' school have to start so early?

He looked up and stared at me, knowing what I was thinking.

"Honey, I can take them, I have the day off."

He smiled and then got up from his chair and kissed my hand. He took the kids' dishes and put them in the sink.

"Alright you two, let's go, grab your book bags."

They both scattered upstairs and came down quick. I kissed them both goodbye and then kissed my husband as they scurried out the door and into the family SUV. I heard him rev the engine, and reverse it to school.

I headed upstairs, and took a shower. I carefully did my hair, and dressed in a 'casual-formal' way for today's outing. Minutes later, after I finished with the dishes and cleaned the kitchen table, he arrived back and came in through the front door.

"Alright, the kids are at school." He said with a wide grin.

I looked up from the sink and turned the faucet off. I gently placed the towel down.

"That was so great of your boss to give you the day off." But before I knew it, in three large strides, he came over to me and kissed me with a forceful passion.

I smiled after he pulled away.

"I went to the store on the way back and picked up what you asked for." He said.

I let out a huge sigh, one that was heard through the whole house.

He kissed me again then said, "Hey, you asked for it, not me."

I gave him a twisted look. "Hey, it's not my fault God made women carry the children and deal with this, and not men."

"Hmm, I guess you're right. Anyways, you still need to take it."

I kissed him again then grabbed the what-now-seems-obvious, brown paper bag. I went upstairs to our master bathroom, while he followed me, and then waited on the bed.

A few minutes later, which to me seemed like hours, I looked at the little thing that would determine my future. There was a 'no-question-about-it' plus sign. Great.

I carefully and slowly opened the bathroom door, and saw the reflection in the mirror of him getting up fast to come meet me.

"So?" He asked with a grin.

"Uh, well…" I dragged on. "Looks like we're going to be parents again."

Jacob flashed a huge smile and hugged me, kissing me continually.

He started moving down my neck and I just stood there. He then started saying things between kisses. "Aren't you excited, Bells? We're having another baby!"

I started to almost growl. He stopped and looked at me.

"What's wrong?" he asked in a sincere voice.

"It's just, I thought you said two kids, we agreed, I mean. Ugh. Remember last pregnancy, how difficult it was? What about this time, what will make it any different?"

He took both of my hands and without effort kissed me again.

"Bella, we're going to make it through this one. I know we said two, but what about the last one? That would've been three, and if we had played the right cards, and had fate on our side, this would've been four." He paused." I know we're going to take every precaution this time. I mean, heck, let's go right now to the doctor, and talk about it, ok?"

I nodded my head, to fearful to say anything.

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He lead me out of the bedroom and down the stairs, we grabbed our coats and headed to the SUV. It was early enough that we could do a walk-in appointment, especially at the hospital.

After minutes of driving, and Jacob holding my hand through it all, we parked the car and walked towards the hospital entrance. For the last two deliveries, we'd seen a specialist that came to town,

Because Jacob wanted the best, especially since being pregnant for my petite figure was slightly difficult,

He insisted on hiring a doctor to come out to Forks for a while. He was long gone by now, so we only had a couple of generic doctors now. Which, I didn't mind.

We waited patiently in the waiting room, and then the nurse called us back. I was so nervous about the actual fact of being pregnant, that I didn't even notice the doctor walking through the door.

He was staring down at my charts and quickly faced the counter that I didn't notice the face.

Jacob started to squeeze my hand even harder, I could tell he was worried.

"Alright Mrs. Black, it seems you believe you're having a 1st, 2nd, nope 3rd baby!"

He turned around and I noticed his dazzling face.

"Carlisle?"

"Bella? Oh wow, I didn't even figure the name to the face, how are you Bella?"

He looked back down to the charts, surveying the name Isabella Marie Swan Black.

Jacob was looking worried, beyond worried, he even asked to leave the room. With a quick rush, he fled, leaving me alone with Carlisle.

"I'm so sorry about Jacob, he uhh, well…" I looked down, almost in shame.

"Yes, Bella, I understand. So how have you and Jacob been?"

I smiled and looked up, but it seemed to be made of plastic. How could I talk about my blissful marriage in front of someone who was going to be my future in-law?

"It's been great, Carlisle, I'm… I'm really happy." I added a sigh and another smile.

Carlisle put a genuine smile on and his eyes glistened with a cheerful gold. Seconds later, he said

"I'm so happy to hear that Bella." He took my hand. "I've always hoped the best for you, we all have."

I smiled back and squeezed his hand, before we both let go.

"Alright well I took your tests and looked them over, and you are having a baby. And I'm also glad you came in early to talk about this, I read your charts and file, about your last pregnancy. Did you have any concerns about this one? I am planning on you coming in for more visits, just so we can make sure everything is healthy, especially in the beginning, is that alright?"

"Yes. Of course that is alright, whatever's best." I smiled.

"Bella, unless anything changes or you have any worries, you are aware that I will be your doctor throughout this whole 9 months, there won't be any problems with that and Jacob, are there?"

I heard Jake coming down the corridor and I could already tell he was more relaxed.

Before Jake entered I quickly responded, "No of course not Carlisle." I smiled again.

Jake quietly entered the room and came and sat down by me, taking my hand.

"I'm so sorry Dr. uhh Cullen, I didn't mean to rush out." Jake said sincerely.

Without hesitation he replied, "No, it's understandable Jacob, no harm done." He paused. "I was just discussing with Bella about how I'd like her to come in more often for check ups during the first few months, I'd see to it about every other week, just to be on the very best cautious side. Until we do make through the first trimester."

"Oh of course, I understand, it will be ok if she came alone though, right? I mean, I'd love to be with her, she knows that, but I will still be working and…" He stopped.

Carlisle raised his hand. "Jacob, that is absolutely fine, don't worry, she's in good hands."

Jacob smiled and then excused himself again; Carlisle and I both understood he couldn't stand the smell of him, being a 'vampire' and all.

Carlisle then directed me out the door and to the lobby, where he told the nurses to make me appointments for the few next weeks.

I gave Carlisle a hug and told him thank you.

Jacob was filling out paperwork, and Carlisle turned and walked down the hallway to disappear into another patient's room.

Minutes later Jacob caught my hand and we left the hospital without looking back.

We were both silent when we got to the SUV, until Jacob spoke.

"Well, out of all the doctors this damn hospital has, we end up with the one that's my mortal enemy, wonderful." He added sarcastically.

"Jacob, what happens, happens. And to end with that, I'm overly excited that Carlisle is my doctor, he's been around for… well many, many years and he's definitely experienced. You should be thrilled he's my doctor, actually he doesn't deliver babies often." I huffed.

Jacob relaxed, "Alright, fine, but can he deal with all the uh, delivery things?"

I laughed. "Wow, Jacob…"I'm sure he can, he's done it many times before."

I was actually not aware of the fact that he'd actually delivered babies, I mean, I supposed so, seeing as he was a doctor in a hospital, and doctors needed to do it. He was also comfortable with well… blood, so I'm sure he'd be fine.

We drove home and I sat on the couch, and without noticing I dozed off.


Alright, so that was the first chapter :) It was exciting to post, and I'm really looking forward to new chapters.
I will be posting more future chapters, either tomorrow or the next day, but most likely tomorrow, or if I feel
up to it, maybe again later tonight. I hope you enjoyed, because I throughly did.

Anyways, have a great evening/ morning/ afternoon, wherever you are. And hopefully you're dealing well
with the pressure of 'Breaking Dawn' that's coming out, very, very soon.

Till then, Elizabeth.