This takes place of when Nate is in the Hamptons and lonely and all is has to do is think.

Blair,

What I would do to have one more kiss from your lips. To have them linger, caress, and kiss my body. To see those beautiful eyes look at me the way you did before. Look at with me joy and mystery. Now when you do look at me you look at me with pain. Something I thought I would never give you. I listen to music now and think of the last time we danced, "lost without you", and that's what I am, lost without you. I think of you when I sleep, when I wake. I cant get you outta my head. I miss the little things that made you. Like how you call me at 7am on Sunday just because you are bore. The way you sit on my lap and the way you would smile just for me. I cant sleep knowing that I pushed you into Chuck's arms. But if you are happy with him then I am happy for you. Getting over you will be one of the hardest things I have ever had to do and something I thought I would never have to do but now my girl, my one and only girl, is just a girl. But the hardest thing is that no matter how much I try to convince myself I know that that will never be true. You will always be my one and only.

Goodbye,

Nate

Ring. Ring. Ring.

"Nate? I don't want you to say goodbye."