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BPOV
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
It was strange, I'd been a vampire for a matter of hours, with the one I loved. So what was this empty feeling inside of me?
Edward had been nothing but supportive. I hadn't gone hunting yet, the others were packing up their stuff, leaving me with my thoughts.
It was strange, knowing I'd never feel tired anymore, I'd never sleep. Never dream. Never. For the rest of eternity. Was that comforting? Slightly, at least I knew Edward would never hear me talking in my sleep. Was it daunting? Yes. Never to sleep again. No dreams, no rest. But I wanted this. I couldn't change my mind anymore.
But what was that empty feeling inside of me? I realised.
Jacob.
I'd never said goodbye to him. I had just left. My useless heart sank. How could I do that to him? How could I just ignore him? I grabbed my coat and headed for the door.
"Love, where are you going?" Edward asked as I headed for the door.
"I won't be gone long." I kissed his cheek. "But I have to do this alone." I ran, not letting him protest. I had to make things up with Jacob.
I got to the border line. Standing on the other side of the line was Sam.
"You shouldn't be here Bella, we should be ripping you up right now." Sam said calmly.
"I want to speak to Jacob." I said simply.
"That's not a good idea." Sam snarled. "You've already hurt him enough."
"I know that and I want to make peace with him." I said calmly. "Look Sam, I know that we're not on terms of friendship anymore, but I do want to speak to Jacob, I swear I'll stay on this side of the border line and I will not cross or do anything irrational. Just please, ten minutes, I just want to talk to him."
Sam sighed. "Fine, but if you step out of line or are trying to ambush him, I'll rip you to shreds myself." He ran off into the distance.
Hello, I'm still here,
In a matter of minutes Jake was there. I looked at him. "What do you want Bella? Don't make this harder than it already is."
I closed my eyes. "I wanted to apologise."
He looked at me. "Bella, there's nothing you can do, you're a bloodsucker, there's no going back. You're dead."
"I'm not apologising for getting changed into a vampire, I'm apologising for not saying goodbye." I looked away then looked back. "You know, I still don't understand."
His eyes filled with confusion. "What do you mean?"
"I don't understand why we can't just be friends." I said simply.
"Because we're enemies." He growled.
"But why? Why should you and I be enemies, we're friends." I knew that if I could, I'd be crying right now. "I'm still here, Jacob, I'm still the same Bella that you knew yesterday, so what if I don't have to breathe, and I don't need to sleep, and I drink blood? I'm still your friend. I'm still the girl you helped all those months ago. I'm all that's left of what you knew."
Jacob looked me straight in the eye. "Leave."
I blinked as I processed what he just said. "I came here to say sorry, I didn't want a fight."
"I don't mean leave the border line, Bella. Leave Forks. You have until sunset to leave. I don't want to hurt you, we won't hunt you, but only if you leave today." Jacob said.
I smiled. "Thank you, Jake. You'll always be my sun."
He smiled slightly. "Go now, Bella. Have a good existence."
I started walking at human pace then turned to look at him. "The girl you imprint on will be very lucky. I hope you have happiness in your life." With that, I took off running, back to my family, to leave. No war. My mind was at peace.
All that's left of yesterday...
A.N.- Ok the final chapter! Yay! Well I think it's yay worthy lol. Review and tell me what you think!
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