A/N: This is my first GokuderaxTsuna fic so please be patient with me. I did notice that Gokudera might sound some-what OOC here so please forgive me for that, this chapter isn't the best but I promise there will be better ones later on! ...review kudasai(please)!

Vizi capitali- My sins for you

Wrath-Ira-激怒

Italy, the birthplace of the mafia, do you know the most powerful mafia famiglia? The most powerful is the Vongola famiglia, Gokudera Hayato knew this. He knew how strong the Vongola was, he knew how strong he wanted to be. To hide the pain of his childhood, to get the attention he seeked not through piano but through trouble, formed the person that he was.

For Gokudera growing up was not easy, pampered ever since he was born, most might think he had it easy, growing up in a family with connections to the mafia that is. The trauma of losing his mother, and fearing his older half-sister, who were you to turn to?

Despite it all, Gokudera fought, fought, and fought. He grew stronger and stronger reaching a goal he wanted to achieve and to escape the pain that scarred his heart forever. After being legible to join the Vongola, Gokudera's first official mission was given. To meet Vongola's future boss: Vongola decimo.

After all heirs had been eliminated and many vendetta's carried out, it was time for Gokudera to depart for Japan.

Upon entry into Namimori middle school, Gokudera had already established the image of the bad boy who likes to fight, Sawada Tsunayoshi was aware of this the moment Gokudera Hayato lied eyes on him.

It wasn't until Tsuna demonstrated his true strength to Gokudera through his dying-will, at this moment it was not just pure dedication but love. Gokudera Hayato fell in love with Vongola's next boss; Sawada Tsunayoshi.

Gokudera from that moment, pledge to always protect and serve Vongola decimo. Gokudera had a new goal, to become the 10th's right hand man.

During the course of time, Gokudera and Tsuna had become great friends. Something that not only Gokudera dreamed but wished with all his heart, he wanted to be close to Tsuna, after being impressed by him on that day. After Gokudera came Yamamoto, Kyoko, and Haru, soon Tsuna's family began to grow undeniably. There would always be the sense of denial, but Gokudera cared for all of them, especially Tsuna, which he finally recognized his feelings for him.

The simple pledge of protection had now become a pledge of love. A pledge that is soon made into a confession. It wasn't easy, nothing ever was, but at long last Gokudera confessed to Tsuna:

"10th…I'm…I'm…I'm in love with you!" Gokudera shouted, he turned and was ready to run away, when Tsuna stopped him.

"I know, Gokudera-kun." Tsuna said smiling softly at Gokudera whose face was a deep scarlet.

"10th…I…" Tsuna's smile widened,

"I just knew all along Gokudera-kun, and I…I like you too." Tsuna whispered,

"10th, you really? You accept my feelings?"

"Yes, I do Gokudera-kun."

From there Gokudera's will and resolution was un-breakable, until the day it was Tsuna who did break.

"Gokudera-kun, stop it! Stop it!"

"10th, I will never forgive this person for trying to kill you."

"No, Gokudera-kun you can't! Don't kill him!"

It was a surprise attack, no one; not even Reborn suspected it; it was an assassination attempt on the final candidate to be Vongola decimo. Gokudera and Yamamoto quickly stepped in to save Tsuna; who was useless without Reborn's dying-will bullet.

The enemy was strong; Yamamoto was knocked out in an instant, only Gokudera was left standing. Gokudera had enough, not only was Tsuna in danger but he and Yamamoto as well, Gokudera was set to kill breaking a promise he had made to himself.

In the past on several other joint-missions, it was always Gokudera's role to blow the enemies body to pieces so there would be no evidence left to trace the crime to the mafia. This was a fact that Gokudera also did not want to face, the fact that he killed and that his hands were stained with blood. This was a secret he never wanted Tsuna to know, this resolution he made in order to redeem himself for the sins he had committed. But he would dearly break such a law for Tsuna.

"Gokudera-kun please; please…" But by this time, Tsuna had grown weak and collapsed; the smoke from Gokudera's bombs caused this. Gokudera knew he had to end this soon otherwise he too will faint and Tsuna would be killed. Gokudera quickly opened a window, the smoke slowly wafted outside.

It was strange that no one as of yet appeared to see what the commotion was, but most teachers had gone home, but the excuse of the damaged classroom wouldn't be easily explained.

Suddenly the enemy made the attack, Gokudera quickly dodged throwing some bombs that hit the enemy. The enemy took the direct hit; he too was weak from the smoke as well.

"Now's my chance." Gokudera thought, as he struck the enemy down, and finally as the dazed enemy fell unconscious, Gokudera blew him up. Nothing was left but a burnt corpse, for some strange reason a grin was plastered on Gokudera's face while his eyes shined with bloodlust.

"Idiot."

Gokudera suddenly flew into the air and hit the wall parallel to where he was standing.

"What the hell?!"

"Gokudera"

"Re-reborn-san, when did you get here?"

"I was here long enough to see everything."

"You don't need to worry Reborn-san I took care of everything and protected the 10th and the baseball nut."

"Idiot." Reborn said kicking Gokudera once again.

"Re-reborn-san?!"

"Do you realize that if he were still alive we could have gotten information from him, Gokudera?"

"I-I never thought about it." Gokudera stammered,

"Also why did you ignore your boss?"

"Huh?"

"Didn't you hear Tsuna, he told you to stop."

"That bastard hurt the 10th Reborn-san! I couldn't stand down and watch I had to protect him!"

"Idiot, no matter how loyal you may think you are. You're only loyal when you listen to your boss and trust in his decisions. We have to discard this body, give me a hand Gokudera."

Gokudera silently nodded and helped Reborn carry the corpse, no sooner did Dino and his men appeared to discard the corpse and to treat, Gokudera, Tsuna, and Yamamoto.

But the words Reborn relayed to him were all Gokudera could think of as he starred at Tsuna's sleeping face.

"10th I'm sorry. I don't know what happened. Why? Why did I not listen to you, 10th? Maybe, I'm not meant to be your right-hand man after all if I can't even trust you. Maybe I can't even love you because of this." Gokudera thought miserably to himself, as he waited for Tsuna to re-awaken.

It was hours later but Tsuna's eyes suddenly began to open; he rubbed his eyes and sat up. He looked to his side, where Gokudera rested his head upon Tsuna's bed.

"You waited for me, Gokudera-kun?" Tsuna smiled, Tsuna looked at the clock it was six in the evening, Tsuna decided he would wake up Gokudera so they could go home.

"Gokudera-kun, Gokudera-kun." Tsuna whispered shaking Gokudera lightly, Gokudera groaned a few times, finally opening his eyes.

"10th?"

"Get up, Gokudera-kun."

"10th, how are you feeling?"

"Fine." Tsuna smiled, "let's go home, Gokudera-kun." Gokudera smiled, though he hastily tried to avoid eye-contact with Tsuna; Tsuna pretended to not notice.

Walking home, Tsuna tried many times to hold Gokudera's hand, in which he snapped it away.

"Gokudera-kun?"

"10th…I…" Tsuna stopped and looked at Gokudera,

"Did you remember anything?" Tsuna looked away and nodded slightly.

"I…"

"10th, I'm sorry I acted against you, I-"

"It's not that Gokudera-kun!" Tsuna said suddenly raising his voice, Gokudera looked at Tsuna; Tsuna continued.

"Gokudera-kun, I'm just glad you're alright. I'm really glad."

"10th…"

"But, I didn't want you to hurt yourself because of me; I didn't want you to kill because of me."

"10th, I had to protect you!"

"I know, but I didn't want you to kill that person. To take away a life, and throw your wrath on someone else. I'm happy that you would save me Gokudera-kun." Tsuna said with a smile, he paused then continued,

"It just proves how much you love me." Tsuna said kissing Gokudera on the cheek. Gokudera blushed, and tried to say something but his lips and tongue refused to form words.

"Don't ever kill anyone again, Gokudera-kun."

"10th…you knew?"

"I've always known Gokudera-kun, and I still loved you. I knew you changed also, I wanted to stop you, so you wouldn't hurt yourself."

"10th…in the end it was you who was protecting me. I'm sorry 10th! I failed to protect you and to listen to you! I have no right to be your right-hand man!" Gokudera cried, getting on his hands and knees and began to bow.

"You didn't need to go that far, Gokudera-kun…" Tsuna thought.

Suddenly Tsuna bent down, and lifted Gokudera's chin, now Tsuna and Gokudera looked at each other.

"Don't do it again Gokudera-kun, and I will forgive you." Tsuna said, lightly kissing Gokudera on the lips.

"10th…I- I promise." Gokudera whispered, as he kissed Tsuna back.

Gokudera was a man of his word, no matter what happened in the past, be it good or bad. Gokudera always remained true to whatever he believed it, even if it was right or wrong. He believed that him and Tsuna were meant to be, he believed he would be Tsuna's right-hand man, he believed that from now on he would always protect Tsuna and to forget his wrath.

A/N: Seeing as this is my first one it didn't turn out so well. There will be seven chapters in all (I wrote this sometime around March) and they range from shonen-ai to lime fics(or light yaoi), so please be aware in case your not a fan of lime or yaoi fanfics in general. Also I've used a couple of Italian words, if there is anyone who speaks Italian fluently and notices that I may have used the wrong word please do not hesitate to correct me. If I made any spelling/grammar mistakes please let me know. Thank you!(Grazie!/ありがとうございます!) Review kudasai(please)!