A/N: I'm worried that this chapter is rubbish…feel free to tell me if it…but don't be to harsh on me.

Chapter 11:

'Rose?' The Doctor couldn't believe his eyes. He realised he had let emotion slip into his voice, and tried to make sure the next time he spoke he didn't. 'So you did the impossible. Bet you didn't expect to find this'

Rose wanted to say I came back for you but knew it was better for her to stay quiet for now. She stayed looking at him, no longer caring whether or not she looked scared.

'Stand up' The Doctor ordered. Rose didn't move straight away. 'I said GET UP' This time Rose moved as quickly as she could. She tried to looked him directly in the eyes but he kept looking away. He pointed the laser screwdriver at Rose.

'I know you want to kill me' Rose said, amazed by how calm her voice sounded. 'And to be honest I don't care. But all I ask is that you hear me out first. Please'

'Fine. But get on with it' He kept the laser screwdriver pointed at her but looked away as she spoke.

'I knew you were like this' Rose said 'I had dreams about it. The TARDIS showed me you killing people. That's why I came back. Because I love you'

The Doctor still didn't look at Rose 'That doesn't make sense. You came back to your death because you love me?'

'Yeah' Rose said 'I know you. And I knew this isn't you. And I love you enough to do everything in my power to stop you doing what I know your going to regret'

'Obviously you don't know me that well then' The Doctor said.

'And if this is you now. If this really is you' Rose continued as though the Docor hadn't spoke. 'Then I want you to kill me. I'd rather the man I love killed me, than llive in a world knowing what he's like now'

'No one ask you to return' The Doctor said.

'The TARDIS did.' Rose said.

'That is a machine'

'The Doctor doesn't believe that anymore than I do' Rose insisted. 'So, killer or coward? It's not to late to change which you are'

The Doctor turned to face Rose now, he regretted it, but didn't look away. She looked deep into his eyes. 'Kill me'

The Doctor's hand shook as he tried to keep the laser screwdriver pointed at Rose. 'I could'

'Go on then' Rose said.

His finger hovered on the button of the laser screwdriver, like someone scared to pull the trigger on a gun.

'I made my choice a long time ago and I am never going to leave you' Rose had said after trying to leave her family rather than lose him.

'I…I…I love you' Rose struggled to say as tears fell down her face.

'Quite right too' He had replied. 'And I suppose if it's my last chance to say it. Rose Tyler…'

'I love you'

Rose blink. She wasn't sure what she had been expecting, but that definitely wasn't it. 'What?'

'I said I love you' The Doctor repeated.

'You pointing a weapon at me and you say "I love you"

'What? Oh' The Doctor realised he still had the laser screwdriver pointed at her and he dropped it.

'WHAT?' Lord Voldemort shouted from behind Rose. Rose froze in fear, and the Doctor ran up to her. He hid her behind him protectively.

'"She's just another human" your words I believe. You are pathetic' Lord Voldemort said. 'Can you see. Look at her' The Doctor didn't look at Rose, he didn't dare look away from Lord Voldemort. But he cold feel her behind him shaking with fear. 'She's just another person. She's nothing. Kill her'

'She isn't nothing. She's Rose Tyler' The Doctor replied defiantly.

'If you wont kill her, I'll kill you' Lord Voldemort threatened.

'Don't you dare' Rose shouted. She tried to move in front of the Docotr but he kpt her behind him.

'Go on then' The Doctor said.

'Doctor.' Rose hissed 'What are you doing?'

'What you did' He replied. ' Staring Death in the face without fear. Knowing it wont kill me'

'Avada Kedavra' Lord Voldemort shouted pointing his wand at the Doctor. The curse hit the Doctor right in the chest, but he didn't even fall over. The curse was powerless on him. It rebounded and hit Lord Voldemort.

'Is he dead?' Rose asked seeing his body looking lifeless on the ground.

'No' The Doctor replied. 'The curse rebound onto him, but not at full power. Not strong enough to kill him but strong enough for him to lose all his power. It'll be a long time before he's back'

'Good riddance' Rose said.

'I was like him' The Doctor said.

'You weren't yourself' Rose insisted.

'Rose you cant make excuses for me. I made the conscious decition tokill people' The Doctor said 'If it wasn't for you I never would've stopped'

'Yes, and that proves you weren't yourself. You did stop with me' Rose said. 'He didn't realise what you were doing, and when you did you stopped'

'All those people' The Doctor said sounding lost 'Dead. Terified. All because of me'

'It's ironic' Rose said. 'Because you were saying you didn't love, bu it was because you were heartbroken that you became so lost from yourself'

The Doctor didn't really hear. He had become so aware of what he had done, and he hated himself for it. 'So many Doctor'

'Doctor' Rose looked right at him. He tried to look away, but Rose turned his head to face her. 'Look at me' He gave up trying to look away, and looked at her. 'I'm alive. You stopped. That person killing he wasn't you. Not the real you, you just lost yourself for a while. It could've happened to anyone. The real you, is the person I'm talking to now. The person who cares, the person who saved me. The person who hates himself. That's who you are. You're the person I love. Too good to be bad for too long.'

'Lets go home' He said still sounded lost. He started to walk but then stopped. 'Are you coming? If I was you I'd ran or the hills'

'Of course I'm coming with you.' Rose said. 'I didn't come all this way just to leave you again. I've never leaving you again'

'But how can you trust me' The Doctor said.

'I looked you in the eyes and said "kill me" and you couldn't. You're still the man I met in the basement of a shop. You're still the man I fell in love with. And I still love you' Rose replied.

'How do you do that?' The Doctor asked. 'How can you be so amazing. You saw me killing innocent people, and you just let it slide like it doesn't matter.'

'You hate yourself I can see that, but I don't think there's anything you could do that would make me stop loving you' Rose replied. 'You're never going to forget this, or forgive yourself, I know you well enough to know that. I'm not saying it doesn't matter, but I know you weren't yourself at the time. You are now, and you could never kill anyone now. Could you'

'It could happen again' The Doctor said 'Is something went wrong, if…'

'You and I both know it wont happen again. You'd never let it happen again' Rose said.

'But I…'

'Doctor, just stop it' Rose said 'You weren't yourself, now you are. You're one of the good guys'

'I'm not Rose' The Doctor said. 'Good guys don't kill people'

'Bad guys don't hate themselves for it when they realise what they've done' Rose replied. 'Why didn't the curse kill you?'

'It only works on human. I knew that, but he didn't. I knew it would rebound onto him' The Doctor said. 'I knew it would cause him to lose his power'

'You did the right thing' Rose said.

'How did you know I wouldn't kill you' The Doctor asked, and Rose didn't answer. 'You didn't did you. You thought I might'

'Everything I said was true' Rose said 'I knew that wasn't you, and the real you never would. I thought from when you first said my name you wouldn't be able to. Then when you gave me a chance to talk I knew for certain you wouldn't. If you were going to kill me you would've done it straight away, you wouldn't have waiting'

'I didn't mean it' The Doctor said 'When I told him, you were just another human. I never meant it'

'I know' Rose said 'Of course I know that' Rose leaned forward and kissed him.

'Ok' The Doctor said. 'Wow', then he kissed her back.

'Come on home' Rose said 'And I think you need to tell the TARDIS she isn't just a machine'

'No machine could know what the one thing I needed to stop me was, and then make her come to me' The Doctor said. 'She's clever'

'Of course she is' Rose replied.

'But how did she do it?' The Doctor asked.

'Andrew - someone from Torchwood in the parallel world - thought that maybe I still had a connection with her from when I looked into her'

'Oh yeah, probably' The Doctor said, as they reached the TARDIS 'Home' When the Doctor walked it, he was shocked. 'It's so dark in here' He pressed some buttons on the controls, and the TARDIS lit up. 'That's better. Hello girl, long time no see'

The TARDIS groaned.

'I'm sorry girl' The Doctor said. 'So much more than a machine. You got Rose back to me. The TARDIS, my TARDIS, the most machine in the universe'

This time the TARDIS's groan was more acceptant, and appreciative.

'Glad to be back' The Doctor said. He looked at Rose and smiled slightly. 'I'll be right back'

'Where are you going?' Rose asked.

'To get changed' The Doctor said disappearing into a different room. He came back a few minutes later, in his usual suit and long coat.

Rose smiled, and ran up to him. She threw her arms around him. 'Much better'

'I'm so glad you're here' He said, holding her tight. 'I'm lost without you'

'I'm here now, and I'm not going anywhere' Rose said. She pulled out of the hug and looked at the Doctor. 'Did you mean it?'

'Did I mean what?' The Doctor asked.

'What you said in the graveyard' Rose said.

'Which bit?' The Doctor said. 'I love you?'

'Yeah that bit' Rose said.

'Of course I meant it' The Doctor said. 'Rose Tyler I love you so much'

'I love you too' Rose said and threw her arms around him again.