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We finally pulled up to the big, white house and I was still blushing at what Edward had said. However, I was also thinking about that mischievous smirk Alice had given me.
When we got out of the car I suddenly thought of the perfect way to figure out why Alice gave me that look! I should just ASK HER!!
Wow…. Do I feel stupid or what… once again I thanked whatever god there was out there, for letting Edward not hear my thoughts...
I quickly turned toward Alice in Edward's arms and said, "Alice, could I talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure, Bella but make it quick. Jasper and I were.. uh… well .. just hurry!!" As Alice walked toward me in her pixie-ish way, I thought I could see Jasper frown but he composed his features into a smile after a second…
Maybe my eyes are playing tricks on me… They seem to be doing that a lot lately. First Edwards' eyes then this with Jasper….. "so Bella what's up?"
Here it goes, "Alice why were you smirking earlier in the car?"
"Well I had a vision where you and Edward were doing more than kissing in the car." When Alice saw my expression she smirked… again
"oh" was all I said. I mean what could someone say to that? Alice just said--
"Bella, lets go inside" Edward interrupted. I just shrugged and went inside with Edwards' arm still around my waist. When we got inside, we walked up to his room. As I was walking toward his bed I remembered my question from earlier…
"Edward.. I have noticed that when we are…close …your eyes turn green….. sometimes and I was just wondering… why?" I blushed. WOW Bella you really made sense there I thought to myself as I waited for Edward to answer.
"Bella… my eyes uh turn green because that is what my eyes were before the change…" I could not believe my ears… was Edward NERVOUS? " they do that when I'm… aroused" I blinked then I blushed.
Um if that was why then he was aroused a lot… once again I repeated my new routine. I blinked then blushed. I mean I was happy that I influenced more than his vampire side but it was an interesting way to find out.. after that thought I started smiling like an idiot.
"Bella what are you thinking about?"
"oh nothing" I blinked and blushed…again. I mean I was caught smiling about well … back to the conversation.. "Bella please…" and suddenly he was joining me on his bed, looking at me with such a pleading expression and smoldering eyes that his face should have been illegal… "Ed-dward.. its" I tried to form a coherent sentence which was as usual, very, very hard.. "no-othing r-reall-ly"
"bel-uh" at this point I tried to avert my gaze…
Finally I succeeded and I was looking at the door.. wow I never realized that it was off- white..mmm..
Suddenly I felt a gentle pressure on my neck moving upwards slowly….mm…
"bella" he whispered as his lips left my skin.. "what were you thinking?" his lips once again connected with the soft skin on my neck and I lost all concentration..
Finally when I was somewhat stable and my thoughts were uh PG I said, " Edward… do you… like ducks?"
Once again I was showing the world how smart I was…
"huh well I guess" Edward said looking like a confused angel.
Now that we were on to a more well different topic I started to turn back to my normal skin tone if for only a little while.. "so…"
"bella please tell me what you were thinking?" this is going to be harder than I thought… what would distract Edward enough to forget about my uh slip up..
I looked into his eyes and made an impulsive decision… I was going to kiss him to death. Just as I thought that I burst into giggles, thinking about the irony in that..
"Bella, are you okay?"
"Perfect" I said between my giggles. Edward continued to stare at me with confusion.
Once I got control over my giggles, I remembered the reason for my laughter and took a deep breath. I slowly inched toward Edwards lips while looking into his eyes. The confusion in his eyes suddenly turned into realization and just as he opened his mouth to speak I covered it with my lips.
I strayed on the boundary line as I kissed him as sensually and softly as I could. Soon he responded and kissed me back with enough passion that I momentarily forgot the purpose of my kissing and returned the passion as I moved my hands up to is hair.
Before long I had my fingers in his hair and body crushed to his. His arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer as his lips moved to my neck so I could breathe.
Several deep breathes later I lifted his head to mine, locking our lips back together. I kept my eyes on his and kissed him with all I had. He slowly leaned us back on the bed with him on top of me. His eyes began to turn from light gold to heavy gold and then into a dark gold that bordered on black. I knew he would be pulling back soon as his "monster" side reared up so I slowly and hesitantly moved my lips to his neck.
After all I had never really kissed him there and I thought –as hard as it was with him still moving his luscious lips on mine- that I could try to make him feel what I felt when his lips graced my neck. I moved my lips from his chin to his neck and sucked at the skin just blow his ear.
I did it lightly until I heard him moan against my ear " bella" he breathed " harder" and then he moaned again. I was about to suck harder but then I thought how funny it would be to bite him, you know with the irony of it all…. So I bit the skin softly under his ear and whispered "you don't have to be a vampire to bite" As I said this he chuckled but as soon as I bite him again harder than the first time, his breath caught in his throat and he moaned my name like a worshiper moaned to it's god.
I was so happy suddenly that it took me a while till I realized why I was so happy. Once I realized why I blushed harder than I already was. After more bites and soft kisses, Edward pulled back and rolled to the side of me while I being human breathed heavily.
Once I had my breathing somewhat controlled I heard his breathing just has hard as mine and smirked. He was as breathless as me..
"bella… that was so… I mean it was.. great" Edward stumbled over the words.
I smirked again and just took in the moment of heavy breathing and the feeling of pure love as it radiated off our bodies.
"now… what were you thinking about earlier?" he said and I swore under my breath. "Bella did you think I would forget?... mmm.." I cursed again and then sighed, realizing he was never going to forget.
"well I was think um about what you said earlier about your…uh.. eyes and.." insert blush here I thought darkly as my face flushed bright red.
"what about it?" I could tell he was embarrassed by his tone but I mean it is a bit embarrassing you know… okay maybe a bit is an understatement.. "well I was happy that I could… um make you react that way since it always seems like I am the only one who reacts and well I realized about how many times I had seen your eyes um tint green or have flecks of green in them and well there are a lot of times…"
After a long silence of him thinking and me doing what I do best – blushing- Edward spoke, "Bella I love YOU" I noticed his emphasis on "you" but let him continue. "you should know by now that I want you and always will. I really do try to act as gentlemanly as possible but sometimes you… surprise me and … uh I slip up.. I am sorry"
I was stunned.. he was sorry for being.. well for his slip ups… I just happened to love those if I do say so myself… Once I recovered from the shock I tried to think of what to say then thought oh what the hell might as well tell him. The worst that could happen is I blushed so hard that I match the blood running through my veins…
"Edward I don't mind your slip ups at ALL I mean I live for them because well… its nice to know that you want me in THAT way too since it almost always seems like you don't…" Edward chuckled and pulled me into his chest for a tight get gentle and loving embrace.. I had even stayed within the color of an apple… I was proud and maybe a bit smug I mean I wasn't a tomato!!