Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own these great books. If I did I wouldn't be writing fan fiction but probably creating the next new book Breaking Dawn, but hey we can't all be Stephenie Meyer now can we?
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It'll be Anarchy..
I ran for hours, never tiring, but no matter how far or long I ran, the thoughts of Bella were still with me. How could see choose that bloodsucker over me? I wondered. The last couple of days had been awkward and difficult with the arrival of Edward's letter and Bella's invitation to their wedding. My heart stiffened as I recalled the last words of the letter within my head.
Thank you – for her- for everything.
I stopped for a moment and released a cry of agony from within my chest, I faltered for a moment as my vision had become blurred with the salty tears from my eyes. I shivered as a returned to my human form and glanced around me.
The dense foliage from the forest surrounded me, the sky almost pitch black and the only light emanating from the full moon.
I sighed to myself, as the full moon reminded me of something Bella once said about my morphing into a werewolf only during a full moon. I laughed at her when this question was posed and it reminded me of the innocence she once had of my kind and the pack and how blissfully happy I was to see her face everyday.
Sometimes a face of disdain, cheerfulness or sadness, but every one of them sent shivers down my spine. The most favourable memory of her will always be the night I held her in my arms. Of how she snuggled deep into my embrace, with a face calm and beauty and the deep peaceful pace of her breathing. The smell of her hair still remains with me, a scent of strawberries, and finally her saying my name whilst sleeping which filled my with hope and joy.
The time she kissed was a thought that filled me with optimism, as her kisses were passionate but also sincere and I lost myself within them, feeling somewhat light-headed.
A crow of a fox brought me back to reality and I morphed back to my wolfish form to return home.
I began to pick up the pace, galloping in gigantic leaps back to La Push, the forest becoming less dense until I reached the edge of the forest and began to shape shift whilst I was covered from sight by the vast shadows of the trees.
I noticed the lights were on, when I reached the house. Although it was past midnight, Billy was waiting up for me as I had vanished earlier in a state.
I shut out the night with a slam of the front door and heard Billy yell
'Where have you been?'
' I had to gather my thoughts' I replied
' I can probably imagined what about. Let me guess a vampire and a certain human' he declared, with a knowing look.
' Yes' was the only answer I could give and began to walk to my room.
I collapsed on the bed with a huge thump. I had been days since I had rested because of the fight with those leeches and also the aftermath – my physical, but also, mental pain as I found out Bella's choice for her future.
I waited in silence and desperation for sleep to take its hold and end this constant night I was dealing with…