Summary: Naruto's life has never been perfect but when he gets raped by someone he's supposed to know it pushes him over the edge. He leaves Konoha in search of a new life in which he can raise his new family. However something goes wrong and he's forced to come back to Konoha and face the one who raped him along with all those who don't believed the man he accuses to be the real rapist. Including Sasuke the one he loves.

Pairings: SasuNaru

A/N: Hey everyone. Here's my new story I decided to post it. It's not the first story I have written but it is the first you'll be reading. I hope you like it. Enjoy.

Disclaimer: Trust me I own nothing if I did there would be many yaoi couples in the show and manga.

WARNING: This story contains: Rape, mpreg (male pregnancy), yaoi (boyxboy), etc.

"abc" talking

'abc' thinking or talking with Kyuubi.

'abc' Kyuubi speaking.

Watashi No Kodomo

Chapter one: Repu (Rape)

The clanking of shurikens could be heard half a mile around a clearing on the outskirts of Konoha forest. There in the clearing stood Naruto in a fighting stance glaring intently on his opponent who was also in a fighting stance, Sasuke. Ever since Sasuke came back from Orochimaru (more like forced by Naruto who beat some sense into him), him and Naruto were barely separable. They always hung out together and sparred. This day was no exception.

Back and forth they sparred using shurikens, their fists, and occasionally some jutsus. They trained with mainly only each other. After coming back five years ago Sasuke held a new respect for Naruto and decided they would stick together no matter what. On the day Sasuke came back him and Naruto made a promise. A promise to always be there for the other no matter what. Even 5 years later them both being 18 they still kept that promise.

After a few clashes against kunai Sasuke jumped up in a tree and retreated jumping from branch to branch.

"Hey get back here!" Naruto yelled after him swiftly following him through the branches. He chased after Sasuke until suddenly Sasuke was gone. Naruto, from experience, knew that Sasuke was hiding. He prepared himself taking out a few shuriken and kunai. He glanced around the clearing swiftly. No sign of Sasuke. There was a rustle in a nearby bush. Instantly Naruto threw one of his shuriken in that direction. As soon as Naruto turned his attention towards the bush a hand shot up out of the ground and grabbed Naruto's ankle. As soon as the hand grabbed his ankle he poofed, it was a Doubunshin. The real Naruto was up in a tree.

"Haha, Sasuke you should know by now that I wouldn't fall for that trick that so o…" Naruto yelled.

"Gotcha" Sasuke whispered in Naruto's ear.

"Ahhh!!" Naruto screamed falling out of the branch.

"Moron" Sasuke said as Naruto landed on the floor with a loud thump. He jumped and landed gracefully next to Naruto. He crouched down next to him watching the younger boy as he just lay there.

"Dobe are you ok?" he asked. At the word dobe, Naruto jumped up.

"Don't call me that teme!" he yelled.

"Whatever you say dobe" Sasuke said snickering. Naruto launched at him, knocking both to the ground.

"Teme, I told you not to call me that!!" Naruto yelled, "I know your weakness!" Naruto instantly began to tickle Sasuke in his side. Sasuke couldn't help but chuckle. He was, after all, ticklish in his sides which only Naruto knew. Sasuke flipped them over so that he was the one who was tickling Naruto. They continued fooling around on the ground constantly flipping each other in order to get the upper hand. Sasuke gained the upper hand once again and was tickling Naruto unmercifully.

"Ahh! Hahaha….Sasuke….Hahaha….s..stop…..Hahaha….my sides… Hahaha….hurt" Naruto plead. Sasuke, after much more pleading from Naruto, stopped tickling him. Naruto began to blush as he realized the position they were in. Sasuke also blushed as he realized the predicament they were in. Naruto lay there on the grass with Sasuke hovering over him on all fours. One leg on each side of Naruto's body.

"Sas…" Naruto began but stopped himself. They stared at each other. Neither able to look away. Slowly their heads got closer to each other. Naruto was fully blushing now but he couldn't stop looking at Sasuke's eyes. Sasuke couldn't comprehend what was happening but he knew for sure that he didn't want it to stop. Their heads leaned closer and closer until their heads were only inches apart. Naruto and Sasuke were inwardly freaking out but they're bodies kept getting closer. Their heads hesitated for a second when they were less than a centimeter apart. They were so close that they could feel each other's breath. Sasuke who had been locking into Naruto's eyes could now only focus on the blonds' lips. Sasuke leaned the rest of the way making their lips meet. Not really knowing what was going on Naruto kissed him back. Just when the kiss began to deepen, the kiss abruptly stopped. Both of them suddenly realized just what they were doing and had stopped. Naruto scrambled out from under Sasuke redder than a tomato could ever be. Sasuke casually stopped up and wiped off his clothes. Trying to conceal his blush.

"W…h…h…a…t was that?" Naruto stammered.

"I don't know" Sasuke whispered and then looked up. Sasuke looked at Naruto to find the boy passing back and forth his fox ears twitching and his tail swishing back and forth.

"Naruto, your ears and tail…" Sasuke said. Naruto looked at himself.

"Oh," he said. He closed his eyes and suddenly, poof, his ears and tail were gone.

"You should be more careful. The village may have accepted you but outsiders have no idea" Sasuke stated.

"I know…it's just…when we…I mean…you…um…" Naruto stuttered turning a brighter shade of red. There was a long awkward silence when suddenly a loud voice could be heard.

"SASUKE!!" it yelled.

'Sakura' Sasuke and Naruto simultaneously thought with a sigh. Suddenly out of the trees above Sakura jumped down next to Sasuke. She immediately latched on to Sasuke's arm.

"Hey Sakura" Naruto said. Naruto had long ago given up on Sakura. Now as he saw Sakura glued to Sasuke's arm, he felt a strange urge to rip Sakura's hand off for touching Sasuke.

"What do you want Sakura?" Sasuke bluntly asked.

"Tsunade wants to see you…and so did I" Sakura said twirling her hair trying to look seductive.

"Now?" he asked.

"Yes," Sakura replied.

"All right, come on Naruto." At his name Naruto looked up.

"Huh?"

"Tsunade's calling, you coming?"

"No I think I'll stay here and train some more."

"Whatever," Sasuke said. He jumped up in a tree and sped away. Sakura was right behind him. Once both were gone Naruto plopped down into an Indian style sit on the Forest floor. The scene that had happened only minutes ago replayed over and over and over in his head.

'Why did he do that?' Naruto thought.

'Because he likes you baka'

'Hey Kyu and that's not true'

'It's Kyuubi not Kyu ya idiot. Kyu sounds like the name for a stupid stuffed animal' Kyuubi said. 'And yes t is. I see the way he looks at you.'

'Ya right, why would Sasuke like me? He's so cool and everyone loves him and me…well not many care. And plus if you haven't noticed I'm a guy not a girl'

'He likes you. That's all that needs to be said. Plus, I know you love him.'

'Shut up! I do not!'

'Right, whatever you say kit'

'Whatever, I'm gonna train now'

Naruto made five Doubunshin doubles then he hinged each of them to look like a different person. They each looked like Sasuke, Kakashi, Iruka, Jiraiya, and Tsunade. They all, including himself, got into different fighting stances. He told them to attack and thus the training began. Naruto dodged each attack successfully and used his 'enemy's' turned backs to his advantage. He quickly did some hand signs and whispered, "Ice knives" Water rose up through the forest floor instantly becoming hardened ice shaped knives. From midair the ice knives came flying down intent on killing the four people they were pointing at. But the bunshins dodged out of the way at the last second before impact. The Tsunade Bunshin however didn't move fast enough and got hit in the shoulder. She removed the ice and crouched into another fighting stance. They all fought for hours. Naruto used Kyuubi's chakra to make the bunshins which made them tougher than normal bunshin which is why when the Tsunade bunshin got pierced through the shoulder with the ice blade it didn't go poof and disappear.

They trained for hours until Naruto had successfully defeated his bunshin. He didn't defeat them without getting hurt. Whatever wounds he had though, were healed by Kyuubi but all the training had drained him of all energy. So he collapsed on the forest floor not caring that it was past midnight just wanting to sleep.

He was abruptly awoken with a shove. He opened his eyes but couldn't see anything. He then realized that he was blindfolded.

"What's going on?!" Naruto yelled.

"Hello Naruto" said a voice.

"Who the hell are you?? What's going on?? Why am I blindfolded?? Why can't I move??"

"Well as to who I am you wouldn't be blindfolded if I wanted you to know that. Though I am surprised that you do not recognize my voice. It's been years but I didn't think you would forget. As to why you can't move it's because while you were sleeping I drugged you. It's as simple as that. It would have caused me so much trouble if you ran away." The mysterious man said.

'Kit something's wrong I can't get rid of the drug. In fact I can't do anything'

"What did you do to me?!" Naruto yelled at the man.

"Didn't I just tell you….But I suppose you meant to ask what did it do to you? Well for one you can't move and two your precious Kyuubi can't do anything to help you."

"Why did you do this? What are you going to do with me?"

"I have watched you several times over these years. I just can't seem to get you out of my head. You even invade my fantasies. Your blond hair, that small body, those cerulean blue eyes. I can't take it anymore. That's why I went through all the trouble to do all this trouble to capture my little angel. I'm going to do you Naruto. We shall make wonderful memories"

"Fuck you! You're not going to touch me!!"

"No my precious little Naruto, I'm going to fuck you and there is nothing you or Kyuubi can do about it," said the man. He lifted up Naruto's shirt with one hand slowly caressing his stomach. Naruto shivered.

'Is he really gonna do what I think he's gonna do?' Naruto thought. The man took Naruto's shirt off completely and just stared at him with desire. Naruto just lay there helpless unable to move staring out into black as the blindfold kept him from seeing who his attacker was.

"Naruto you make me hard just looking at your precious little cute body laying there blindfolded and half naked."

"Wh…why are you doing this?" Naruto asked tears welling up in his eyes as he realized there really wasn't anything he could possibly do to escape the events to come.

"I already told you that. You freakin' keep invading my thoughts. The only remedy to cure this desire is to screw you." The man removed the rest of Naruto's clothing.

"My goodness Naruto," the man's eyes grew wide, "you look even cuter and more fuckable than before, but…there's only one problem, I'm hard and you're not." The man slowly drew and invisible line down Naruto's chest past his belly button and down to his manhood. The mad ran his hand down Naruto's length and brushed a fingertip over the head causing Naruto to shiver.

"Please don't do this," Naruto pleaded. Unable to control his body as his member began to harden with each squeeze the man gave it.

"You like this don't you?" the man said as Naruto tried to stifle a moan.

"Noungh…ahh…please…stop" Naruto rasped out his breath quickening into short gasps. The man took Naruto's entire length into his mouth and began to suck. Naruto moaned loudly not able to hide the pleasure he was receiving.

"Noooo!" Naruto yelled as he came into the man's mouth. He sobbed as the man licked his lips and swallowed.

"Oh dear, we can't have you yelling like that again. You might attract some unwanted attention." The man did some hand signs and said, "Sound barrier."

"Please let me go," Naruto pleaded.

"Ah ah ah Naruto. Seems you forgot that I still haven't fucked you." The man without warning, preparation, or lube spread apart Naruto's legs and shoved his manhood into him.

"Ahhhhh!" Naruto screamed as his body was invaded. Flesh ripped and blood gushed out down Naruto's legs but the man didn't stop. HE began to thrust without even waiting for Naruto to adjust. Each time he thrust in more blood came out and more flesh was torn. Naruto screamed, yelled, begged, pleaded, and sobbed for the man to stop.

"It hurts...It hurts! Stop it please. I'm begging you stop," he pleaded. The man seemed to enjoy Naruto's pain and didn't stop; instead he only thrust faster, harder, and deeper into the blond. When the man finally came inside Naruto, Naruto silently screamed. The man's seed on contact with the torn skin burned worse than fire but all Naruto could do was silently scream. He had long ago lost his voice. The man pulled out of Naruto and put his clothes back on. He put Naruto's clothes back on as well.

"That was fun Naruto. I especially loved it when you screamed. Don't worry the drug will wear out in a few hours. I'd advise you not to tell anyone about this. What would they think of you if they knew you had sex with another guy? And anyway, who would believe you? Kyubbi will heal you or else you'll die erasing all evidence. The village you call home treats you like trash. In their eyes you're the demon Kyuubi itself. No one would even care. They'd only use it as another way to slowly torment you into your grave. See you around." The man quickly removed the blindfold and quickly leapt in a tree, leaving behind a broken and bloody Naruto tears streaming down his face. The last thing Naruto saw before his world turned black was the retreating back of his rapist.

A/N: Ok so tell me what you thought. I know there are some things that weren't explained in this chapter that might leave you a little confused but I promise I'll explain the things later. I know it was a really sad way to start this story but it had to be done. The climax of this story is going to take place years after this. That's why I had to put this in the beginning. I've never written a rape so sorry if it sucked. I hope you liked the chapter. Please Review.