What you left behind

Chapter. 12 – I'm in love with your lust

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. The always wonderful Mrs. Meyer owns it.

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Thanks to Galadeon for being my beta

BPOV

Edward gently laid me on his bed. As he hovered above me, he simply looked into my eyes. I felt so much love when his smiling eyes locked onto mine. I placed both of my hands on each side of his head. I couldn't believe I finally had him back. The love of my life was staring down at me.

Edward's head dropped down so he could kiss my lips. I wrapped my legs around his waist and did my best to pull him closer to me. One of his hands slipped under my dress. I could already feel the wetness between my legs grow as he rubbed my outer thigh.

"Oh, god," I moaned as his fingers moved closer to my wetness.

Edward pulled his hand out of my dress which made me let out a whining noise. I didn't like the thought of him being away from me.

"I can't wait anymore. I need you so bad. I would love to tease you some more but I need to be in you right now." His words came out rushed.

I smiled at him. I needed the same thing. I didn't want any teasing or foreplay. Just me and him together.

He got off the bed and started to take off his pants. I got onto my knees so I could be eye level with Edward. I held back a moan that wanted to escape when I saw the sight of his manhood being hard and waiting for me. I tried to take off my own dress but he stopped my hands.

"Can I take it off?" He asked me.

All I could do was nod my head.

Edward's hands slowly pulled the straps of my sun dress down. When they were off my shoulders, the dress fell onto the bed. I heard him take in a deep breath.

"You are so beautiful." He put his hands on my hips, guiding himself closer to me.

"Thank y-you." I couldn't think straight as Edward laid me back down on the bed. I didn't even notice when he pulled my underwear off. I did in fact feel hardness brush up against my wetness.

"Edward, please!" I cried out.

I gasped out loud when he entered into me. He still fit perfectly in me which made me smile. He started off slow and for that moment it felt sublime. Every time he moved his hips, I could feel myself climbing to my peak.

Yes, it had been three years since they kissed or been this close. But it also been three years since I have sex and I was pretty sure it was the same for Edward. All of the amazing feelings that sex came with were flying to me. He started to thrust deeper and faster into me.

"Bella!" Edward moaned into my ear.

His lips taste my neck while I was panted for air. When I finally came, I yelled so loud and pressed my chest into Edward's.

"I love you." I told him, out of my breath.

"That will always be music to my ears." Edward kissed me, sweetly. "I love you, too." He fell to the side of me but kept his arm wrapped around my waist.

"That was so amazing." I put my hand over my chest to feel my heart jumping up and down.

"Yes, that was. Wanna do it again?"

I looked at him, laughing. "Of course."

We both crashed at the fourth time having sex. We didn't want to stop but our bodies were begging for rest. Edward pulled me into his arms as I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his shoulder. He could have said something to me but I passed out the second I closed my eyes. And for the first time since I left Edward, I dreamed about my future with him. I dreamed about us moving into together again and laughing over silly little TV shows and bad movies. Before I could let my mind wondered even more, I woke with the bright sun entering into Edward's bedroom.

I was still in the same position that I fallen asleep in. Edward's and my own arms were draped around each other. I looked up to see his eyes still closed and his mouth slightly open. Edward slept that way as long as I have known him. It was very cute.

I don't know why but I started to cry. I was happy but also sad. I had Edward back but there was so much pain that I put him and myself in. I couldn't stop those feelings of guilt from coming back to me. Edward must have heard me crying or felt my tears on his chest because he lifted my chin with his finger.

"What's going on, Bella? What's wrong?"

I pressed the bed sheet against my chest as I sat up. I quickly wiped away the tears. I didn't want Edward to see me like this. I should be happy not crying.

"It's nothing, Edward." I lied.

"Please tell me what's wrong." Edward sat up next to me. "Are you regretting what-"

I cut him off "Oh, god, no. Edward, I will never regret having you back. It's just...I still feel so guilty for breaking your heart."

Edward tried to say something but I kept talking "I know I shouldn't feel this way because you have forgiven me but...I hurt you. I love you so much, Edward and I never wanted to hurt you."

"Bella, you don't need to feel guilty. Any hurt feelings I had are go now. It's all because you still love me." Edward kissed me "I love you and you love me. That's all we need."

I smiled at him.

"Let's go back to sleep, beautiful."

"Ok." We both laid back down. Edward ran his fingers up and down my bare back.

"Bella?" Edward asked.

"Yeah,"

"Please never leave me again. I can't make it through this without you."

I looked up at him. As long as Edward wanted me, I was here to stay. "Never, Edward. Never again."

EPOV

The reason why I smile was finally back in my life. The reason why I loved this life slept in my bed last night. Bella Swan never stopped loving me. She was mine again like I'm hers. I no longer had to wish for that I could have her back. No more pain and no more longing.

Before I opened my eyes, my hands started to search for Bella. When I couldn't feel her, I opened my eyes. She wasn't in my bed or in the room. I knew she wouldn't have left without saying anything so she must be somewhere in my apartment.

I got up from my bed then pulled on a pair of sweats. I walked out of my room to find Bella in the kitchen. She had her back towards me as she was cooking something on the stove. Her long brown hair was a mess which made her even more sexy. She was wearing one of my t-shirts that went above her knees. I felt my body aching to touch her. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She must have heard me coming because she didn't seem surprise.

I could see a smile run across her features, "Good morning."

I kissed her neck which made her let out a low moan "Good morning, love." I looked down at the pan to see that she was cooking eggs.

"I got up a little bit ago and thought you would probably want to eat something."

"You didn't have to do that but thank you."

I started to kiss and suck on Bella's neck. I couldn't help but to ran my fingers up and down her thighs.

"E-Edward, I c-can't cook when you d-do that." She threw her head back as her eyes closed.

"I can't help it, Bella. You are so goddamn sexy." One of my hands went under my shirt that she was wearing. I smiled in surprise when I realized she wasn't wearing any underwear. My fingers made their way into her and started to rub her clit. Bella gently moaned right by my ear.

"Edward..." The second my name fell from her lips, I went rubbed faster. Her hands held onto my hips. "Oh, god" She cried out.

When Bella came onto my hand, she was out of breath "The eggs are burnt." she breathed out.

I laughed on her skin "I would rather make you moan more then eat."

Bella switched the stove off and turned to face me "Same with me but I would rather hear you moan." We both smiled.

I picked up her body and carried her back into my room. I was about to lay her down but she stopped me.

"I want to be on top." She whispered into my ear.

I showed her my crooked smile as I let her down. I laid my back down on the bed after I took off my sweats. As she got onto me, I could feel myself getting hard. Before I could let myself into her, Bella pulled off my shirt, letting her bare form be seen. I needed to taste her beautiful breasts so I sat up. I let my tongue lick one of her nipples as she moaned my name.

"Edward, no more teasing." Shetold me as she held onto my hair.

"If I don't tease you now when can I tease you?" One of my hands toyed with her other nipple.

"Edward, we have the rest of our lives for that. I need you in me. Now."

I loved hearing her talk about our future together so I gave into what she wanted. I bounced her onto me. She gasped as I moved her body faster. I could hear something ringing but I was on too much of a high to care what it was .

"Oh...it's my cell p-phone." Bella told me.

I flipped her onto her back, still thrusting myself into her "I don't care." She smiled at me.

Every time I moved into her, she cried out of passion. I never wanted to wanted to stop but sadly, we couldn't go forever.

I rolled off Bella, trying to catch my breath "Holy shit."

Bella laughed "Yeah, holy shit." she reached up and picked up my house phone.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm calling my answering machine." She dialed the number. "Alice called me. That girl can talk fast." she told me with a laugh.

"She's always calling at the wrong time." I joked.

Bella put down the phone. "She's freaking out because I haven't called her. And she said sorry for any chance she was stopping our love making by calling."

"No one could stop our love making."

She started to giggle "That is true."

A/N - I hope you guys loved this chapter! :D I would love reviews so if you don't mind...

Also, I hurt my hand at work so it might be a couple days for the next chapter.