Well, this is my firts kkm fic. It´s very diferent from the fist version I made, but I think this one is better. I suck at writing, but I hope you lke it. And if I have mistakes i writing, it´s because I don´t know a lot of english, but i couldn´t do this in spanish ¬¬

I don´t own kkm!! T.T

Chapter 1: If you don´t love me, it´s not worth living

--Flashback—

Wolfram was lying on his bed, facing the window, still crying. It was already dark, but he couldn´t sleep.

-I can´t stand this anymore- he said sobbing- Yuri, I love you too much, but if you can´t correspond my feelings, there´s no sense in living…

The blonde stood up and walked to the closet, taking out a dagger that he kept in there in case of a sudden attack. He threw it on the bed and closed the door and the window.

He sat on the bed, sighing. He looked at the dagger, shining like silver with the moonlight. The dagger reflected his face. He looked awfully pale, and his eyes were red from crying. Sadness was written al over his face.

Wolfram took the dagger in his hands. Now there was no way to come back.

He stabbed himself in the chest. Blood began to flow from the wound, and his pink nightgown and the sheets soon turned crimson red. With a big effort, Wolfram took out the dagger and dropped it on the floor. His vision was blurring. He rested his head on the pillows, and slowly closed his eyes. He was feeling weaker and weaker as blood abandoned his body, and before falling into complete darkness, he pronounced the name of his beloved one…

-Yuri…

--End of the flashback—

Yuri was desperate. When Conrad and he went to Wolfram´s room, the found him all covered with blood and pale, he didn´t seem to be breathing… Now Gisela was taking care of the wound, but that didn´t make him feel less worried. Wolfram was his friend, and he cared about him, although he didn´t show it a lot. He was so lost in his thoughts that didn't notice that Gisela was standing in front of him.

-Your Majesty? Are you listening to me?

-Eh? Gisela!! How long have you been standing there?

-For half an hour, Your Majesty. I was trying to tell you that his Excellency is now stable. He lost a lot of blood, and has a damaged lung, but with enough rest he´ll survive.

-Ah that´s a good thing to hear

-If you don´t mind, I´ll go tell the others about this

-It´s fine Gisela; the others were worried about him too

-Well then, I´m leaving

-Wait! Um… can I see him?

-You can, but try not to disturb him. He´s sleeping and needs all the rest that´s possible to recover. I´ll check him again later.

-Ok

Yuri opened the door, and closed it behind him. He approached the bed, where Wolfram was sleeping peacefully. The blonde looked very cute when sleeping. Actually, he looked like a fallen angel. Yuri slapped himself by this thought.

-What the hell am I thinking?

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That´s the first chapter!! Please, leave reviews. Only to know how I´m doing with this.