Yesterday.

It was like yesterday. She was lying in Rufus' bed. He wrapped his arms around her from behind, his thumb caressing her arms. She could feel his chest hair tickling agains her smooth back. His hot breathe at her ear, his teeth slightly nibbling at her earlobe. He feathered kisses on her neck, his stubble slightly scratching her sensitive skin.

She just wanted to cherish that moment a bit longer, feeling his heart beat against hers. His chest heaved up as he started to say something.

„You...you're going to stay with him, aren't you?", he asked quietly, afraid of the answer he dreaded.

Instead of that answer there was silence.

She hated him for destroying her bubble of joy, which she just felt laying in bed with him. But she had to admit that most of the times, she was her own enemy.

This is the way that we love,

like it's forever

then live the rest of our life,

but not together