AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yes I know I have been away for a LOOONG time, but I just couldn't get the creativity to flow. Stupid Boy is going to be put on hiatus until i get some fresh ideas flowwing for that. If anyone has ANY ideas at all PLEASE message me. I need all the help i can get here! This is my first attempt in a while, so yeah, review!
DISCLAIMER: If it was mine, I'm doing a bad job of keeping up with it :)
Danny plopped down on his couch, the echo of the door slamming shut repearing in his mind like a broken tape. All it had taken were those two words "I cheated" to earn him a slap in the face and to drive his girlfriend out the door.
Danny let his head fall into his hands in remorse. He had just lost the best thing that he had ever had. He knew it, he bet she knew it, hell, half the department told him that everyday.
He shook his head and slammed his hand on the coffee table. He felt the immediate sting and realized that it was his bad hand. The one that had been broken when he had given her a snow day. God, if it would of been her...he could not bring himself to think of that.
Danny looked down to see and empty notebook and a thought hit him. "I have to fix this." He said outloud, mostly to comfort himself. He tore a blank sheet of paper out and tried to begin a note. 'I don't want this to end' was the thought in his head.
He just couldn't translate it to paper.
I am just a blank sheet of paper
This fool's about to write you a letter
To tell you that he's sorry for the way he did you wrong
To ask for your forgiveness for leaving you alone
He's been looking down at me seems like forever
Takes the top on and off his pen
It's like he can't decide just what he wants to say
If he just tells the truth, then I'll be on my way
But he just stares at me, I just stare it him
He don't know where to start, to say he doesn't want it to end
And now, it's one hour later
And I am still a blank sheet of paper
Danny awoke a couple hours later the same way. There was nothing written, but many thoughts in his head.
"Maybe I just need a break. I'm thinking too hard." Danny went to the kitchen and grabbed a beer. He openned it and took a long gulp. So many memories came flooding back. The roof, the bugs, her going undercover, being stood up, going to Montana, the kiss...those memories combined with the alcohol slowly brough Danny to realization. What they had, was more then a friendship and relationship. It was MUCH more then the two combined.
He tried to take another drink, but just couldn't bring himself to do it. It wasn't helping. With a burst of emotion, Danny threw the bottle at the wall. He felt tears but wasn't going to let them fall.
No woman had brought him to tears before.
Sunlight is shining through the curtains
He's almost asleep pen in hand
There's a tear in his eye that refuses to fall
If it'd just land on me, that would say it all
But he just stares at me, I just stare it him
He don't know where to start, to say he doesn't want it to end
And now, it's four hours later
And I am still a blank sheet of paper
That's how Flack found him the next day. Leaning against the fridge, blank sheet of paper in his hand, and beer bottle glass close to the wall.
"She's not going to forgive me is she Don?" was his greeting
Flack wasn't sure how to respond. "I don't know Dan."
Danny pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed. It was the end. He had broken Lindsay's heart, and ended up breaking his own in the process.
He looked down. Eight hours, one beer and two broken hears later, and all he had to show for it was a blank sheet of paper.
And he just stares at me, I just stare at him
He don't know where to start, to say he wants it back again
And now, one broken heart later
I am still a blank sheet of paper
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