Took Your Time Loving Me

Authors Note

So I love twilight but I love Bella and Edward so I decided to write a story about Kim and Jared I feel like Kim always came across as simple or something like she just liked Jared and that was who she was and I think that she's just as complicated as Bella and I reckon there's a story here so I'm going to have a go oh and I own nothing at all I know you feel bad for me.

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Please review I really love feedback and if you don't I won't end up finishing the story so please.

Chapter One

Speaking without Thinking

I stood outside my favourite class English there were two reasons for this one the perfect Jared sat next to me and two I liked English in all honesty it was my best subject. Nathan was talking to me working his blonde hair, Nathan had come to this school a year ago and with his Surfy look he was easily liked and all the girls loved him since he was such a nice change form the dark look all the boys had. I'm not really sure how Nathan and I became friends I think it was when I mentioned I use to surf when I lived in Australia after class he came up and was all impressed. Ever since then Nathan has always made an effort to talk to me especially outside English. I'd like to flatter myself and say it was because I was so charming, but hanging around before English was because he had Science the same time and he hated Science.

"So what are your plans for the weekend" Nathan asks smiling at me

"Nothing much to be honest I guess I'll talk to my brother" I admit. I guess it's sort of sad that on Saturdays my highlight is hearing from my brother he calls once a week from Australia to talk and I love these phone calls he always makes me laugh and tells me about all the girls that are in love with him and I laugh a long with him.

"That's cool, you miss him hey"

"Yeah where close" I tell Nathan he smiles again at me that heartbreaking smile that all the girls in my year want to see him do and I include my self in that he does have a great smile it's not as good as Jared's smile but it is a great smile.

The bell rings and Nathan lets out a loud groan

"Where Dramatic today aren't we" I say in my best serious tone

"Hey, I take Drama for a reason" Nathan says smiling again, Katie walks into class and looks at me enviously. in face all the girls that walk into class give me that same look, but honestly they could talk to Nathan to his pretty friendly.

"So it's all for your education then" I joke

"Exactly" He replies

"Well I have to go have fun though" I tease

"Like that will happen" Nathan complains as he walks off slowly, I watch him go for a second before I go into class. Jared is already there of course talking to his Best friends Jake and Embry there all laughing, Jared has yet to know I'm a live and that's ok with me I mean I am so in love with him, his nice, funny and smart but I have no idea what I'd say to him if he asks me out or even talked to me so I settle for just starring at him from afar. I look in my book and stare at the Kim + Jared written everywhere it's pretty sad but I find my self doodling it all the time I quickly change the page incase someone important sees like oh I don't know Jared next to me beautiful perfect Jared.

I have to admit Jared has changed a lot in the last month he was away for awhile and when he came back he was taller more toned and if possible even more perfect all the girls notice him. But same goes for all the guys he hangs out with they all look the same in away, they didn't use to but these days it's hard to see the difference, though I still think Jared is the best looking out of all of them.

Of course since this change he has yet to look in my direction since Nathan always makes me come in late and his already talking to his friends by the time I get in so I just don't make his radar but like i said it's a good thing in the end.

Miss Morris walks in she's the most boring women known to man and angry not the best combination and to be honest if Jared wasn't in this class. I would properly begin to hate my favourite subject she's half way through some boring lecture about god knows what I'm not evening listening I don't know anyone who is when she begins to scream I jump a little at the change in her tone.

"Jared, Jacob, Embry I suggest you get to work now and less you want a week of missing Lunch" She yells

Straight away each of the boys start looking for there stuff Jared can not seem to find a pen his looking everywhere.

"Hey do you need a pen" I ask him

Jared turns to face me in surprise and then his eyes lock with mine and he just keeps on starring at me I can't even describe the way he looked but I couldn't look away either.

"Your Beautiful" He whispered to me he seemed dazed and stunned do I have that effect on Jared.

"Jared is there anything you would like to share with the class" Miss Morris yells

"Kim's Beautiful" Jared replies still dazed the whole class turns to face us even his friends are surprised by this out burst I look down at my books not knowing what else to do.

"Jared I think you need to go talk to the principle about when is the right and wrong time to say things" Miss Morris yells

Jared doesn't seem to mind at all as he collects his things he just keeps starring at me not wanting to look away finally after enough yelling he leaves but he looks pained to leave what the hell just happened.

...

After that all my classes people kept whispering about me and then looking away did they think I was deaf or something.

I was the girl that Jared called beautiful I was glad Sam was away today, she was my best friend but she would have gone insane once she found out and I was still trying to understand it. Everyone was still whispering about me as I stood in the canteen line I thought I was on show or something and I was naturally shy so this was just awkward. This place was so small everyone one new what happened and everyone wanted to know why and I was just as curious. I notcied the empty table Sam and I always sat at just her and me laughing and talking we had other friends and all we weren't loners together or anything we just seemed to have more fun the two of us normally when she was away I sat with Hannah and her group they were all nice and we were all friends but today I couldn't handle the questions that I had no answer for. I had a book in my hand it could keep me occupied for the rest of lunch even if it did make me look werid it would hopefully keep away the unwanted stares and questions.

I grabbed my stuff as quickly as I could and made a bee line for the empty table I couldn't help but notice Jared and his friends were still here all of them sitting like nothing had happened maybe it was some kind of joke it was hard to tell. They were lucky they were so huge and imtimating no one was game to stare at them to long or whisper so they could hear. This had to be some kind of sick joke I was so close to coming up and yelling at them but I didn't know what to say to them at all besides I was to shy to make a scene. I death stared them I knew they wouldn't notice but it felt good kind of like hitting a mattress when your made you know no damage done it would have worked well except Paul noticed and nudged Jared, Jared looked up in surprise and then he looked sort of shocked and sad I wasn't sure why though. I quickly rushed to the table feeling shy again I opened my book and tried to act engrossed in it as I possibley I could, I heard footsteps coming towards me oh great maybe Jared wants to make some kind of big deal about this I get it was a joke no need for explanations maybe if I kept starring at my book he'd walk away no such like I heard someone sit down on the other side of the table i new I had no choose but to look up. I couldn't help but smile when I realised it was just Nathan, Nathan was smiling at me again that perfect smile looking worried almost.

"What's up" I asked cheerfully still on a high that it wasn't Jared

"Well you are now the most talked about girl in school I have to be seen with you" Nathan joked still smiling when did he honestly not smile.

"Oh I of course I understand, but really as the most talked about girl in school I can't be seen with you" I joked back Nathan laughed he had a pretty good laugh he was always so easy going and likeable it was a wonder he was still single.

"So seriously is it true" Nathan asked

"Well depends what did you hear"

"That Jared declared that you were beautiful in class"

"It's true" I say blushing

"Oh are you two like" Nathan asks raising his eyebrows

"Oh My God no it was so random I honestly don't even know why I can't really believe it now" I say really quickly

Nathan looks relived "It's kind of odd then" Nathan says

"Yeah I suppose" I admit "and brave" I can't help but whisper the bell rings and both Nathan and I share the next class so he waits as I fiddle around waiting for the most people to leave once I'm already i finally realise that Jared is leaning on the wall right next to the exit door there's no avoiding it so I suck in my breath and try and act cool. Nathan notcies too and seems sort of pissed off about it where almost past him.

"Kim" Jared says quietly he seems nervous

Well I would be to after that stupid joke he properly is acting to see if I belived him and have a laugh about it so I walk faster ignoring him as much as possible.

"Kim" He calls this time louder I keep walking "Kim" he yells

"Just leave her a lone" I hear Nathan say and I burst into class glad to have something else to do I really wanted to turn around before but I'm sure it was just some stupid joke.