Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I Own Nothing.

Warnings: Slash, Mpreg, Alcohol Abuse, Angsty, I suppose...Oh Yes, Cursing Is Involved As Well... No Flamer's Please. If You Don't Like It?? Dont Read It!!

Author's Note: This Is My First Story So I Would Greatly Appreciate Constructive Criticism!! NO FLAMES!!

Chapter 1:

Malfoy banged on the door with one of his fists. "Open the door!"

"No!" came a frightened voice from inside.

"Damn it, Potter! Just open up the fucking door!!" Malfoy yelled getting angrier with every thrust of his fist.

"No! You're drunk!" Harry replied choking back tears.

"No I'm not… Baby, please just let me in… It's so cold out here… I need you in my arms… Please baby…" Draco voiced in the nicest way he could, though he was grinding his teeth the whole time.

"I don't want to…" Harry said apprehensively.

"You can't do this to me! This is my fucking house! I'm the one who pays for it! Now let me inside these fucking doors, NOW!" he couldn't hold in his anger any longer, no matter how much he clenched his teeth.

Just then, the doors swung open and Draco stumbled inside, proving that once again he was drunk. Harry stood there, swollen belly and a crying child on his left hip, looking dumb struck.

"Look at you, standing there looking like a fool… Go get me the bottle of Fire Whiskey, now." Draco slurred, no longer worried about keeping in his drunken state. Harry just continued to stand there, trying to calm down the screaming red head he agreed to look after for the weekend.

"What do you not understand about the word 'now,' Potter?!" Draco hissed.

"Look at you… You're scaring the baby… You promised me you wouldn't do this anymore…" Harry whispered, trying hard to not let the hurt tears escape his eyes.

"Well, looks like things change, don't they?" Draco said while stumbling through the room to the couch.

"I can't do this anymore…" Harry murmured to himself, though Draco heard every word.

"You can't do what anymore? You better not fucking leave me Harry; I will make sure your life is a living hell if you do."

"It already is." Harry sighed as he began walking upstairs to put his best friends' baby in the crib him and Draco bought for their own little miracle. He hummed a relaxing lullaby until she was fast asleep.

He went back downstairs to find that Draco had gotten the Fire Whiskey himself. Half the bottle was already gone. Draco felt someone staring at him so he turned from the couch to see his lover looking appalled.

"What the hell you starin' at?" Malfoy sneered.

"You promised me you wouldn't do this anymore…" Harry repeated for the second time that night.

Draco just turned around to look in front of him, at the half gone bottle in his pale hands. He took another gulp.

"You promised me! Don't you remember last time you came home like this? You beat me Draco; you beat me until I could barely breathe! You promised me you would stop drinking the next morning, after I told you about the baby! Why can't you just keep your promises? I thought you loved me! I thought you wanted to be with me, so we could raise our family! Why are you throwing all that down the drain?"

Draco took two more swigs, getting Harry more pissed than he already was. Harry found the closest object he could find, which happened to be a picture of him and Draco at a picnic on the beach, and threw it at Draco. Instead of hitting Draco's head, as it was meant to, it hit the hand that the bottle was in, smashing it into a wet mess on the floor. Draco's eyes instantly turned hard and cold as he stalked over to Harry. Draco pushed him into the wall so he wouldn't be able to move anywhere.

"I don't give a shit what I promised! That was then, this is now! Now stop nagging me about my decisions! I'm a grown ass man! I will do whatever the hell I want!"

Draco raised his hand and slapped Harry hard across his face. Harry fell to the ground, cupping his cheek, looking up at Draco, terrified. Draco began to pull his leg back, acting like he was about to kick Harry, making Harry flinch and put a protective arm over his growing stomach. This made Draco laugh evilly.

"You will do as I say, when I say" Draco said as he was grabbing Harry's car keys and walking out the door. Harry stayed there; staring at the door crying until darkness over took him.

AN: So, How'd I Do For Being First Timer? Reviews Would Be Very Much Appreciated!! D