Alright, I'm writing this…I have no idea why…I guess it's a reprieve…escaping life and such…anyways, I am not that good at pointing characterization down…..so sorry about that….
Also, this is movieverse, of course, cause I read the books a long time ago….
This is slash! Caspian/Peter!
This story is inspired by songs….every chapter….is mostly written with most of it inspired by a song….shrug….I love music….
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Title: Seizing Dreams
Summary: He misses her. He misses Narnia. They try to move on, not realizing they are missing each other. Will they be given another chance or are they destined for tragedy?

Here without you- 3 doors down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Prologue-Here without you
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A clamorous bang ran through the sky. The pit patter of the heaven's tears could be heard through out the castle. The sky remained a dark gray, mourning the loss of the kings and queens.
It seemed even after so long, they still held a special place in the hearts of everyone. Narnia itself, cried.

He sighed, looking down at all the parchments in front of him. They weren't new to him; after all, he had been studying for this, but even so. It was different to study and being faced with the real thing. It wasn't the same, things were never the same.

He blew some hair away from his hair, in mild annoyance, pausing in mid sentence. He placed the quill down and frowned, noticing just how much reading he had left. Things were still being organized. After all, it isn't easy to bring peace and stability to a kingdom, which had been full of lies and treachery.
He pushed back against the desk and stood up, walking over to the window.
He watched the soldiers making their rounds. However, not only soldiers, but dwarfs and some centaurs as well.
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t hadn't been too long ago, that he believed them all to be just legends. Thus, it still surprised him sometimes, seeing them around. There was tension, between the Narnians and the Telemarians, but it was something he knew would take time to change.

He leaned his head on the glass pane, watching the rain slid down the glass. His eyes slowly looked up to the grayed clouds.

He took a deep breath, because no matter how long it had been, he could still remember her, and the feel of her lips against his.

It had been a year, a year since he'd seen her walk away from him. He could still recall her slate color eyes, how they saddened and glistened with tears. He could recall clearly, how her hair fell behind her, flowing like a velvet curtain. She was beautiful, and she would always remain that way, he was sure.

He knew that many, today, would go to that tree and pay their respects. After all, it seemed the right thing to do in their anniversary of the departure. He couldn't bear to go, to see the place where he saw her last.
Maybe, that was the reason why he couldn't think straight. He knew there were so many things to do and he knew that he had to focus.

He couldn't, not when she haunted him so. He wondered if she was missing him, as much as he was missing her.
He wished, she would return. He wished every thing could be peaceful. He wished he knew what to do.
He wasn't sure what to do, how to feel.

Only the memory of her, kept him stable. Thunder rang once again, lighting his face. The candle suddenly went out, leaving him with the gloomy light from outside.

He closed his eyes, listening to the rain and joining in the mourning.
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He looked down at the finished parchments and left them there, knowing that they would be looked over by the others, to make sure they were done correctly. So far, he hadn't done a bad job, but he still had so much to learn and to better.
He yawned and made his way out of the office, candle held in his right hand. He turned the candle off and placed it on a near by table. He walked out and nodded to the soldiers guarding the entrance. He didn't mind the rain, he actually relished in it. It hid his tears.

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Finally, he stopped in front of the tree. It had grown and bloomed beautifully. It was spectacular, but they didn't get a lot of sun lately. Only a few days here and there, could the beauty of the tree really be seen.
He knew he was the king and he should move on and stop his depression. He couldn't, not when his heart called out for her. He walked up the stairs and touched the tree, leaning his whole body against it.
Tears slid down his cheeks, silently. It wouldn't be good for his people to see him breaking down.
"Susan." He muttered, just standing there. He took a step back, knowing he needed to go back inside.

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The rest of the evening passed slowly. Everything was so dark; he couldn't even tell when the night started. There were no stars and no moon. It was so dark, it hurt him.
Narnia needed light, and so did he.
He was dry and warm, now. He sighed and walked over to his bed. Tomorrow would be another day, wouldn't it?
He fell into a deep slumber.
He dreamt of baby blue eyes, rose colored cheeks, and caramel colored hair.

To be Continued

Well, there it is…the first part…I have more written….I just hope this turns out alright...why am I even doing this when I have other things to write? No idea, but review and tell me what you think, please? It will help me and encourage me to get this up faster! Luv ya!