Why my heart weeps…

Why is it my heart weeps

Without you here by my side?

Why do I cry?

With the absence of you?

I try to convince myself we are not meant to be

That you're too good for me

But my heart refuses to believe the lies

I feel pain without you

Yet I feel guilt with you here

Knowing it won't last

And that in the end we will both be hurt

But my heart remains selfish as I refuse to give you up.

Why don't you see

How evil and selfish I can be?

I'm here crying…

Dying

And yet no one sees…

But you…

You see me at my weakest and make me strong.

You see me at my worst and help my soul heal.

I always wanted someone like you

Always craved someone who would see the broken, torn up side of me…

And not flee.

I'm so sorry that you don't see me as the enemy

That way you can protect yourself from me

This is why my heart weeps

Because you see this twisted side of me

And don't flee at the sight of me…

This is why my heart weeps…