Karin: Hey people.
Karin: Hey people. This is my first Narnia story and I would like to clear one thing with you before I begin it: I am a Susan fan and the fact that she was left behind in the last battle and that she no longer believed in Narnia pissed me off; so, I'm writing a Susan fic to satisfy my craving for a fic where she redeems herself in one way or another. I got this idea from the song "Missing" by Evanescence.
Title: Missing
Rating: Teen
Pairings: Those won't be around for a bit, but they will come eventually.
Genres: Angst/Drama/General/Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Dark, angsty
Summary: She doesn't remember who she was or how anyone of these people had known her. All she knew was that her name was Susan. Can she bring herself to claim redemption for something she doesn't remember or is she unredeemable?
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Chronicles of Narnia. If I did, Susan would've gotten more credit and not stopped believing in Narnia.
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Missing
Chapter One
Nowhere
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It was strange, she thought wryly, that she had no recollection of ever ending up here. Usually she had a good memory of things. She was pretty sure she would've remembered ending up in this dead and desolate place some way or another.
Something struck a chord then. Dead. Was someone dead? She didn't know, but she did know that the regret and pain in her chest meant someone died. Or was it someones?
Her eyes tried to adjust, but she couldn't see anything beyond this gray fog. All was silent where she was standing. It was so thick and dead that she thought the slightest sound would give her a heart-attack.
There she goes again. Saying that word and letting the unexplainable pain follow. What did death mean to her? Was she familiar with it? Again, she was left with blanks.
She tried to think of other things besides death. She desperately searched into the deep recesses of her mind to find another subject. Anything to preoccupy herself from that wretched word.
Her thoughts soon turned to how she got here. Her memory was in bits and pieces, but she could recollect some of it. She was depressed, she recalled. However, the reason why she had no idea. She remembered that she was walking somewhere. She remembered reaching her destination, too. It was a train station because she heard the train coming in a far away sound from her memory. She walked forward… and then… she didn't know. She ended up here she guessed.
Here. Nowhere.
Nowhere. Yes, that would be the best way to describe as to where she was. Nowhere. But how she got to this nowhere she didn't know nor could she remember.
After standing there, in that foggy mist feeling isolated from everything, she had started walking. Her steps were hesitant as if she didn't want a sound of hers to disturb the silence of nowhere.
She may not have known how she got here, or why she was here in the first place, but she knew that there was somewhere else she had to be.
And it definitely wasn't nowhere.
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Karin: Okay, that's all. What did you think? Sorry that it's short and that you don't understand what's up but things will become clearer as you read I promise. Right now though, we're experiencing Susan's thoughts as she tries to recall what had happened to her and where she actually ended up.
P.S- Can someone please tell me the names of the other children who went to Narnia. All I know is Susan, Lucy, Peter, Edmund, and Jill. I forgot all the rest.