Hey guys, this is my fist fanfic so don't expect anything spectacular, but I'll try to update as much as I can.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of the characters (unfortunately.) They all belong to the magnificent Stephenie Meyer.

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BPOV

My eyes opened to find my gorgeous fiancée next to me, his eyes fluttered open and he smiled at my apparent bewilderment. I suddenly realized we were in our meadow, and I had fallen asleep in Edward's cool arms, his skin shimmering in the midday sun.

"Good afternoon," he chuckled, and grinned a smile that momentarily stunned me.

"I fell asleep," I mused, stating the obvious.

"Yes love, you did," he was abruptly across the meadow and back to me in four seconds. Sitting back down next to me, he handed me what he had acquired, a beautiful, white, fragrant flower.

"A gardenia, my favorite," I smiled. He never forgot anything; he learned this about me about two years ago in a two day interrogation, about when I had first come to Forks. "Thank you," I smiled at him, if someone had told me that I would be happily engaged to him at eighteen, I'd have had them institutionalized. Yet here I was, lying next to the closest thing to an angel I'd ever find. I looked into his dark amber eyes, now with a ribbon of black around the edges.

"Hunting tonight?" I asked, knowing he'd want to stay so I wouldn't be lonely or in pain.

I always felt pain when he left.

"Soon," he said, anguish in his eyes.

"Your eyes are almost all black now," I reminded him.

"Tonight then," he agreed. "I'll be back tomorrow morning," he kissed my hair.

"Okay," I sighed, tomorrow, I could endure one night.

He sat up and said "Charlie will be expecting you soon, we should leave."

I sighed, Charlie.

Since his initial reaction to the news of our engagement, (yelling, threats to kill Edward, and pure rage) Charlie had exhibited a response not even Alice could have predicted. Charlie had then, as far as I could tell (Edward would know better, but I'm not sure I wanted to know) accepted it and began acting utterly apathetic, unresponsive, and altogether melancholy. I guess I knew why he acted this way. He knew he had limited time with me. A few months ago, he had asked for prior warning to any absence I planned to take. He had a feeling I was going to leave him earlier and now he knew he was right. He was losing his only child forever-he didn't know it was forever but it was-. In a few weeks I am going to be married, a vampire, and out of his life forever. I smiled, realizing which scared me most, and how off my fears were.

Edward sensed my discontent and hugged me. It always made me feel better.

"It will turn out alright," he promised, and then kissed my cheek.

"I know I just wish he didn't have to go through so much pain because of me." He squeezed me tighter, then effortlessly slung my onto his back, and we disappeared into the forest.