Thank you

Alex steps silently into Bobby's bathroom. She slowly unbuttons her blouse, strips it off and lays it on a stool. She undoes her bra and lays it on top of her blouse. Finally, she takes off her summer skirt, skimming it over her bottom. Naked, she gets into Bobby's gigantic shower.

The shower is not the sort you normally find in apartments like this. But then Bobby is not exactly a normal size. You step over the threshold into a small, square tiled room. There are nozzles everywhere. The water not only comes from above, but from the sides too. Alex positions herself under the hot jets of water and, resting her head tiredly on the cool tile, lets them massage her shoulders and her back as the water washes over her.

-xXx-

Bobby carefully opens the door to his bathroom. The room is completely full with steam but Bobby can just see Alex, as she stands under the shower. Her back is turned toward him, just as it was earlier. She is so small and petite. She is so beautiful. She looks so fragile.

How could I take her so suddenly like that, only to satisfy my own needs?, he agonises. Now she stands before him, wet and naked. She didn't leave me. She's still here, he thinks, so thankful. He quickly sheds his T-shirt and his boxers.

Alex enjoys feel of the hard jets of water on her skin for several long minutes. Suddenly Bobby is standing behind her. He embraces her affectionately. She leans against him and shuts her eyes. They stand like his, in this exact position, for some times, as the water splashes over and around them.

Alex is relieved and happy. Finally Bobby is holding her within the circle of his strong arms. Now she can lean against him. Now, at this moment, she understands how important this is to her.

"I am so very sorry, Alex. Did I hurt you?" Bobby asks whispering. He leans down to reach her ear and she can feel how he almost touches her with his lips.

Alex turns slowly around to Bobby. He too is naked and water drops sparkle on his muscular chest. He looks so handsome but also so vulnerable.

Alex shakes her head. "No, you didn't hurt me…" She says, dropping her gaze so that he can't see her face.

But Bobby sees in her face what he already knows deep down. "But it was not nice for you…" He says, subdued.

"It was not like I have imagined our first time together." Alex admits.

"I used you without thinking about what it would do to you. I am so sorry. I feel so guilty. I will make it good again. Today, tomorrow and for the rest of our lives…if you want this, that is?" Bobby stammers eager for her to say yes. Please don't leave me Alex. I can't lose you now too, he thinks.

He pulls Alex a little closer and kisses her mouth with every drop of affection in him. It becomes a unique kiss, full of sensuousness, trust, affection, love and passion. He hopes she can feel what he's trying to convey.

Struggling for breath, they reluctantly unwrap themselves from each other.

"Thank you" Bobby says quietly.

She folds her arms around the nape of Bobby's neck and looks deeply into his eyes. "I know how it is, when you only feel pain, infinite loneliness and desolation. You would give everything for a simple moment of calm. You need to feel something else so much. You want to break out and you want distraction. You want act as if nothing happened, as if everything is okay…." She says sadly. "I'm glad you could find that with me."

Alex starts to cry and snuggles against Bobby's chest. He pulls her closer to him and strokes his big hands softly over the length of her back. These comforting touches slowly become tender caresses. They explore each other's body carefully. Bobby lifts Alex up until her legs twine round his hips and he can press his lips on hers once more.

Warily, he leans Alex against the wall of the shower, hoping she will accept this. Her perfect body presses against his own. Bobby is very surprised. They fit so perfectly to each other.

The cold wall at her back, Bobby's hot body between her thighs and against her breast and belly makes Alex tremble deep down. He holds her safe, his hands cupping her butt. She feels protected and with every new kiss her desire to Bobby rises more and more. She wants to be closed to him; she wants to be together with him. She wants him so much…completely… totally…forever.

Bobby gropes for the controls and turns off the shower. He carries Alex back to his bed, still wrapped round him, wet as she is. Carefully, he lays his partner down on his cotton sheets and climbs in beside her.

-xXx-

He caresses her all over for a long, long while. Time stands still for Alex. She feels Bobby everywhere. Now she is sure that he means it, that she is his everything, this could go on endlessly as far as she is concerned. Alex whimpers unrestrainedly, as his tongue glides into her. She twitches and is left breathless as she comes hard, while Bobby's head rests between her legs.

Nevertheless, Bobby has to convince himself that he didn't injure Alex. His mouth wanders from her mouth, over her neck, her breasts, her belly to her abdomen, checking she is okay.

He wants to spoil her. Make it good again after what he has just done to her. He has to show her how much he desires her. He is so grateful that she gives herself so willingly and passionately to him.

Bobby wishes so much for Alex to cum for him… and she does. Trembling she reaches her climax. Her whimpering as he caresses her breasts becomes sighs as he sucks at her clit. As he explores her inside with his tongue he can hear her gasping deeply.

The water between her legs is slowly replaced with her own nectar. She radiates a unique smell and she tastes so incredibly good.

After Alex orgasms, Bobby kisses slowly upwards. This time he spends more time on her belly and her breasts. Alex's skin is as white as milk. Both her strawberry coloured nipples stretch themselves eagerly towards his mouth, as he hovers his head over them again. With relish and full devotion he sucks on one, while his fingers carefully knead the other one.

With this Bobby releases renewed waves of blessed sensations throughout Alex's body.

His lips and her skin is a unique combination. His desire for her becomes immense, driven by the ministrations of his lips and tongue.

Alex's body is a little bit cool and she's still not really dry yet from the shower. A light shiver creeps over her soft skin.

"Are you cold?" Bobby asks anxiously.

"A bit, but my inside feels like a red hot flow of lava." Alex groans. "Come to me…now…please!"

Bobby raises himself up a bit and kneels in front of Alex. His member stretches towards her, rubbing against her. Alex sits up slightly and gropes for the condoms in Bobby's bedside table drawer. Alex slips the protection very carefully and affectionately over him. Her sensuous touch makes him even harder. Bobby asks himself if he ever was so hard in his life before.

Bobby presses her carefully back into the sheets. He dips very slowly into Alex. He glides deeper and deeper into her until she takes him completely. They become one.

Meanwhile, their eyes are glued to each others the whole time, never letting go, as they lose themselves in each other.

It is so wonderful, so unbelievable. Both never believed it was possible to experience such a thing. They know exactly what the other wants and they give it to each other.

-xXx-

Afterwards, in the quiet wake of their beloved act, they lie side by side together, cocooned under the blankets. The night steals over the bedroom and only the soft city lights illuminate their little, solitary world. Bobby's head rests on Alex's shoulder. He is so happy, but still tears build in his eyes and he starts to cry again. Alex strokes him tenderly and soothes him with soft words, until he falls asleep.

She tells that it will take a lot of time, until he feels better again. But she will be always there for him, always. If he needs her, she will be on his side.

The end

For Silke, with loving memories.

I miss you every day more and more. I need you so much. I do not know,…you already know.

With eternal love

Antje

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