Tears Behind a Smile

The tears that I hide behind this smile of mine

Is from a love, that left me behind

Why did he leave me?

Was it that I was just too clumsy?

Or was it that I was just to weak?

I don't know

But the answers I just I couldn't seek

All I can ask is "why"

But he says nothing...leaving me to cry

I loved him with all my heart

He told me…we would never part

But was it just a lie

If he really loved me

Would he leave m here to cry?

Did he…did he love me?

All he gave back to me as a reply

"I did before…but now no more"

With that he left from my sight

For now I lost the love of my life

Or was he?

Could it be that it was fate that him and me weren't meant to be?

Then maybe he's out there somewhere

But still I love that man who walked out

And all I can do it shout

Shout out his name, but all I receive is pain

I cry and I cry but that won't bring him back

I once saw that light…but now it's turned to black

I'm on hurting on the inside

Pain in which I hide

All this pain, all these tears

I've had hidden all in awhile

These are my tears…

Tears In which I hide…behind my smile