Summery: It's been four years since Sesshomaru has defeated Naraku, and everyone but the brothers have been slughtered in the battle. The traumatized hanyou hormonal heart has been racing and his dear brother has something up his sleeve. SessxInu, Mpreg, rape

Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, Hentai, Incest, Mpreg

Declaimer: I do not own any characterInuYasha© is the property of Rumiko Takahashi. I make no profit from this story.

The Favorite

Flash back & the Confusion to fallow

Always I was denied, and looked down upon. I was the stupid one. I was the disgrace to the family. Looked down upon by them, by all of them. I was not the favorite in his eyes. Cast away from what was half mine. Yet years have past and he has not forgiven. It was not my fault; I did not ask to be born of this, this kind. If only you knew what your words had brought me. It's been years since of seen anyone, since the final battle…everyone's dead. I kept thinking…it's not my fault right? No it wasn't my fault, but it was I couldn't help them. My worst nightmare coming true, the beast having his way with me as he slaughtered my friends. Even my brother watched helplessly. Sadly the beast didn't have a hold of him, he stood sheer bliss. He finally acted once blood blanketed the entire field. The beast used no self defense… he had accomplished what he had craved. I however was still pinned to the tree as his life filled corpse slipped out of me. My brother left me there for dead. I was so weak. So drained. I found myself struggling to get out from the haze. But the darkness captured me.

I awoke to the sun blaring down upon me, my body still painted red. My blood? His blood? Everyone else's blood? It didn't matter I had the strength then. I ripped myself from the tree and fell a good three feet. I gazed at him for quite some time, before realizing I had been touching his features. His skin had been soft, and there was still color there in his cheeks. His lips were still red and his eyes still held his soul. If it wasn't for all the years of pent up hate, it might have worked. For now I bare the mark in my shoulder. My forever lasting tattoo. "My mate…" I had whispered I gathered my clothes and walked away to the stream near by. It had taken me several hours but I got washed up cleaned my wounds and was working my way bay to the grounds. I dug there five holes, two rather small the tree others were adult sizes. Slowly I laid the bodies in the correct holes. Over each grave of the four of my friends I placed small rocks forming the first letter in their name and any important object of theirs. Right were he had died I made his grave and slowly I laid him in it, taking his mask and pinning it to the tree were I blood still mixed.

With a sigh I turned to the last body, and slowly walked over picking her up tenderly as if she were merely asleep. I brushed her hair to the side and out of her face as I walked to the well. I jumped through with the last jewel shard I had and walked to her house. It was midnight there, and I still knocked on the door. Her mom answered and I could say nothing as she began to cry. I stayed for a few hours trying to explain what happened, but they didn't understand. I stood with her still in my arms and slowly walked to her room laying her in her own bed and tucking her in. I kissed her forehead and promised to return. I told her I loved her and to take care of herself. I went through her room and found a small locket with our picture in it and tied it around my neck since she had long taken the beads away. I left her room walked to the kitchen and grabbed five things of ramen, before leaving for good.

I now looked outside of the small cave I lived in, it was misty. The perfect time to hunt for a small meal. I left quickly in search for a few rabbits catching about tree and after the four, which was giving my quite a workout. I finally got him though and just in my favorite place, the burial grounds. I sighed and walked past each one of he graves saying a small pray. I then walked to his and sunk down in front of it praying for his spirits to let go of my soul and remove the mating mark. The bond that kept me from wanting to be with anyone else. With no sign of change nor the aching burn every time I was close to here fading I sighed and got up to leave. Turning on my heels I run back to the cave tears poring down my face, my heart racing. "It's been four dreadful years, why can't I get over him? Why can't I just forget?" I dropped the rabbits and crawled into my bed which was only a bunch of wood and dirt with a few sheets over it. Laying there for who knows how long till my fair started going out , only then I got up to throw a few more logs on and start to cook just one forth of the meal I had caught. The rest of the night rolled by as if minutes were hours, and I had long ago finished my meal. Just sitting there gazing into the flames, watching them dance ever so slowly, until one gust of wind brought in a familiar smell. The scent I despised of my ruthless brother. I stayed quiet and still my breathing shallow as I tried to put myself to sleep, hopefully if he was even bothering to look for me he would just leave if I was asleep. Just maybe. I found myself in that dreamy place of wake and asleep. Questioning myself of why my brother would be so far away from his castle in the first place. I guess it didn't matter anymore as I found myself being torn from the sheets and getting screamed at. "You lazy good for nothing hanyou get up." He held me by my foot and I crossed my arms glaring at him.

"What is itSesshomaru?"

"You will be coming with me in the next few days. No questions, am I clear Inuyasha?"

"I am not going anywhere with you Sesshomaru, and you can't make me."

He gave off a small growl of impatiens and dropped me back onto the bed. "Why do you want me to go with you anyway?" I watched him as he crossed his arms and rub the bridge of his nose, a slow sigh escaping his lips. "Well?"

"Inuyasha, mating season is coming, the fact is you already bare the mark of a mate who is dead. However you have lived alone for four years correct so far?"

I could only nod with a slight scowl on my lips but one brow raised as he then continued.

"You have been seen by many demons including myself a few times, and I believe you have no longer any care for yourself. However you are still half my responsibility and can no longer let you make me look bad."

He's only doing this for himself. Figures. HE never cared it's always about making himself look good, so he's the favorite to every demon and powerful youkai.

"Sesshomaru do you every try to talk like normal people do?" I smiled to myself trying to push his buttons. "And can't you see that I don't want your help? That I have been fine here by myself?"

"Inuyasha you don't have a choice in this anymore."

I grumbled under my breath inaudible words, and crossed my arms. "No you can't make me either." With that I laid in my bed and closed my eyes with my hands behind my head.

"Oh you shall see just what I can and can't make you do Inuyasha." Sesshomaru stated as he left my home. Leaving me with unanswered questions and puzzling thoughts.

"If mating season was coming up why exactly did he care about that? It's not like I can do anything about it now, and nor could he?"

My mind raced through stupid paths, while I tried to figure out which would be the best to take. This leading me into a dreamless slumber as if each path were just another sheep I had been counting.

A/N: My first fanfic, I happen to be rather bored and tired not gonna lie. Just tell me what you think and I might continue writing this story. Thanks.