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This chapter kinda answers the question in the last chapter, if you need to know who Mat is go back to chapter 6 (the one with Maddie's P.O.V)

I like plot twists, I might have more. It all depends on how lazy I am and how many reviews I get!

Chapter 10: Underneath it all

Mat's P.O.V

I hate myself right now. I wish I was never born. Why do I seem to cause this wherever I go. My dad is in jail, my mom went crazy. Half my life, I have been stared at.

I know everyone knows what my father did, they think I am like that. I am not, but no one believes me. I have been moved from foster parent to foster parent. None of them really cared for me. I guess I should be used to that. My dad, before the incident, would drink and beat me… I am so sorry for what he did to that kid.

It was my fault, if I hadn't disobeyed daddy and went into the basement, I wouldn't have seen them. Daddy wouldn't have gotten mad, and he wouldn't have gotten drunk and take the small one into another room. I would not have had to hear his screams as my dad mutilated him, I would never have had to look into his brothers eyes as my bad brought out his twisted, beaten, dead body.

If I hadn't done that, Matt would still be here. When Child services came I changed my name in guilty memory of that kid.

If I hadn't gone down there, Zack and Cody would have never had this happen to them. I asked for it I guess, I stole his brothers name. I wanted him to kill me, it would be what I've wanted ever since looking into his eyes.

Mason has changed from the defensive older brother I remember he was. When my dad brought out Matt's body, his spirit was broken, never to be repaired.

He turned into a bully, he acted like my father, he targeted Zack the same way my father targeted him. Now he has both of them, if he wants divine revenge, why not just take my life? I was the reason that this happened, it wasn't Zack or Cody's problem.

Now I have to fill the police in on every detail in order to keep this from happening again. I hope they find the twins before it is too late, then, maybe I can have done some good in this world.

Yes, Mason went through the same thing that he is doing to Zack and Cody. His brother was killed, which is why he almost killed Zack for abandoning Cody. If you are wondering how mason could do this to them after going through the heart-wrenching process of loosing his brother, you'll have to read on and as always PLEASE REVIEW!