I JUST got done watching the episode where L dies….OMG!! I cried, I CAN'T BELIEVE they KILLED HIM!! That is SOOO WONRG!!I just had to write something about it though…so heres what I've got…It'll probably suck A LOT, so please be kind in the words you write me :P… I mean I'm in an emotional state right now…HOW COULD THEY FLIPPIN KILL HIM!! He was the BEST part!!

Disclaimer: I own NONE of it….because if I did…L WOULD'VE LIVED!! HMPH!!

Last Words

I had known you were Kira, from the very start I knew. Though, over time I had tried to convince myself otherwise, I really did, but deep down it was always there.

The Facts.

They were always there and facts never lie. I knew they hadn't, but I had tried to throw away those facts. Telling myself that you couldn't possibly be Kira. You were too…

…Innocent.

But those had been my feelings getting in the way of my better judgment. My feelings for you had gotten in the way of the investigation. The feelings that I had harbored for so long.

But now I know, for certain …You Are Kira!!

I guess it's a little too late now though huh? Seeing as in a matter of seconds I'll be dead. From a heart attack no less. No imagination for me I see. I guess this means you think of me as worthless as all those criminals you killed.

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I'm not scared if that's what you're wondering, I'm not angry either, nor confused or surprised. I knew this was coming. I knew your face would be the last I ever saw.

And what do you know, it will be.

You're smiling at me just as I wanted you to do as I died, but it's not the smile I wanted. I wanted the smile of Light, the boy I had undeniably fallen for. Instead you lean over me with smile of Kira. The Murderer.

Kira.

The being that had turned you against all humanity, against me.

Why Light?? Why did you give into it?? You could have fought it. I know you, you were strong enough to fight it.

But none of that matters to me anymore, because I'm dying. I'm dying and none of that matters. None of it. Nothing. The facts don't matter, the investigation doesn't matter, the people around us don't matter. The only thing that matters to me now is…

…you.

You Light, you are the only thing that matters to me now.

I wish I could tell you how much I cared about you, how much I Lo…

No, that would never do. It would only prove to do nothing. But only because it would mean nothing to you. Or at least to Kira it wouldn't, it might have meant something to you Light, but I guess we will never know.

DAMN YOU KIRA!! Just one more time, won't you give me that? Won't you let me see his sweet face one more time? No of course not, because you want…No, more like need, the last laugh, the last word. Just like me. But I won't let you have it. You were able to get me, but you will not get the last word.

So, just maybe, as I die I will see something from Light and not Kira, so I'll do it. I'll say the one thing that I've wanted to say since the first moment I felt it. I'll say the one thing that will allow me to have the last laugh, the last word. The last site of your face. So as I take my last breath I'll use it, and I will mean it from the bottom of my weirdly-twisted heart.

'Light Yagami…

"I Love You."

Okay, go ahead and tell me how much it sucked….or you could tell me HOW MUCH THE FACT THAT HE"S DEAD SUCKS!! UGH!! cries on invisible shoulder This is SO not they end…because in my mind...HE LIVES!!