Title: In My Own Arms

Warning: This is a story where Kyuubi and Naruto are twins, and contain incest. Don't like it don't read. Sorry but I like it so I wrote it. Duh

Chapter 1: Kyuubi and Nauto

It's both nice and it sucks to have a twin. You never feel alone and in our case we both know what the other is feeling, if they are hurt or if they are in need of help. It sucks because I'm not only the younger twin, by five fucking minutes, I'm also the weaker twin, the shorter twin, the dumber twin and everyone keeps saying shit like 'Why can't you be more like Kyuubi?' I'm about as much like him in looks as we can get.

We were both born with blond hair and three whisker like marks on each cheek, my eyes have always been blue and his were as well when he was born, then they changed to a amber color with hues of deep crimson red. Everyone thinks he has contacts, because it's a strange trait to have, but in truth he does not have any help with his eyes. In truth Kyuubi is the reincarnation of a demon who was known as the Nine Tailed Fox. He has to deal with all the thoughts about killing those around him and since he had a few slip ups my brother is now on heavy drugs, given the power in which he has he has no problem keeping a normal acted even while on the meds.

Our family has always been cursed with freaks as children, no really. Demons have been finding our bodies as good hosts for as long as our line goes back. Father and grandfather believe it is because we all have demon blood in our veins. Now days demons are unheard of and if we told anyone we'd be sent to the crazy house. Father has a friend who believes us, but that may have to do with the fact his son also has a demon within him. Then again, the boys father had put the demon inside the child so... He can't complain.

The Uchiha's also believe us and this is why our three families are so close. The Uchiha's still have traits that have been in their blood since demons destroyed villages and Kyubbi was in fact in a demon forum of his own. The Uchiha's have strange eyes as well and use the same cover that Kyuubi does, only their eyes are normally onyx and only hold the red spirals when they activate their blood traits.

So... One of my best friends and my twin have demons inside them, my other two friends can use special blood traits and one can cause you to go into another time frame and relieve or go through intent toucher... and me? I have nothing. Nana. Zip. I'm a normal high school kid surrounded by the impossible. I hate it. For once I'd like to be special to.

I look over at my brothers sleeping forum. He's been up the last two days and just now fell asleep. He dyed his hair a bright orange and got a few piercings, his bottom lip, his eyebrow and a few in each ear. I got none because dad and mom said no. Why should Kyuubi get to have everything?

I laid on my own bed and tried to think of anything other then my older brother. My fathers head pooped into the room. He smiled at me. I returned the act and he stepped inside. "He's out huh?"

"As soon as his head hit the pillow." I whisper back and look back at my brother.

Even though I want to be him, to be special like him... I know I could never hate him for being treated better then me. I know he has more to put up with and has had a hard life. I love him to much to make him feel bad about anything, and my parents.

Thats why I hide behind fake smiles and laughs.

For my family I die inside and make sure my twin can't feel it.

I love him too much.

Way too much.

One should not think the thoughts I've had about my brother. Father walks out and I look at the ceiling. I close my eyes and drift off into the land of dreams, but soon take a swift dive for the land of nightmares and fine myself being woken by my anki. "Naruto... Naruto, please wake up." His voice is cold but holds consirne for me. I open my blue eyes to stare into his own. "You were having a bad dream." He sighs and moves me over to lay by my side. His arms holding me tight for a moment before one slinks up to run the slim finger through my golden locks. "What happened Baby brother?" He whispers, I can hear the tiredness in his voice and silently curse my self for waking him up. He needs his rest.

"Don't worry about it." I smile and look at him. "It wasn't real. You need your sleep." I add more sternly.

"Can I sleep here?" He questions and places his chin on my shoulder. "We always sleep better beside one another." He adds and I nod. He's right, we both sleep in peace, though we haven't done as such in a few years, since we reached sixth grade, now in tenth. I close my eyes feeling his warm breath on my neck.

What would he think if he knew the feeling I had for him?

Well, they should never be known.

The next day was a day off school. Kyuubi and I awoke late in the morning still in the same bed and tangled in each others limbs. We moved and stood getting dressed then heading to the kitchen for some food. We had plans to meet with Gaara, Sasuke and Itachi at the park. Temari and Kankuro were both away visiting their mother. Once we were finished eating we raced down the street, kyuubi winning like always.

"Too slow baby bro!" He yelled behind himself and I growled cursing him openly.

"Shut the fuck up Kyuubi!" he laughed and slowed some to let me catch up, his hand ruffling my golden hair. "Stop it!" I hissed fixing it back as we walked the next two blocks to the small park.

We took a seat in the lush grass and waited for the two brothers and Gaara to arrive. I watched the clouds until I noticed Kyuubi was watching me, I turned to him and he smile. Kyuubi is a trickster and often is found with smirks and grins on his face... But this was a true smile, one that was for me only.

He moved laying his head on my stomach and looking at me. I blushed as people walking by gave us dirty looks. I wanted to yell it wasn't anything dirty, but bite my tongue. "Naruto, do you love me?"

"What the hell kind of question is that?!" I yelled and snorted. "You want something don't you?"

"That hurts...Yeah you got me I do." He laughed and I sighed.

"What?" I asked knowing I wouldn't like the answer.

"Gaara... Do you think, maybe you could ask him if he likes me?" I blinked. My Gaara?

"What? Why?"

"Because, I think he's cute and I think he is very fuckable-"

I screamed covering my ears. I had a very bad image in my head. A sexy image of Kyuubi fucking my friend, I felt the blood run from my nose and hurried to wipe it away. My twin just laughed at my reaction.

"So, will you?" He asked and I sighed. I knew I'd have to see the day when he'd be with someone, that didn't mean it hurt any less knowing. Gaara and Kyuubi... I loved them both. I wanted them to be happy.

The thing is, when you care about someone and I mean deeply care about them more so then the word Love fits, you know you can't live unless they are happy. You don't care how much it kills you, you just have to let them do what makes them happy. So as much as it tore my heart in two and made me want to cry right there I sighed and nodded my head. "If thats what you really want, then I'll do it."

Kyuubi stared at me a moment, he could feel my depression and didn't know why I was feeling as such.He blinked at me and then began to speak, he never got the chance as our friends walked over. He gave me a glance as if to say we'd talk about it later and I gave him a smile, a fake smile as I pushed all those feelings deep inside me so he'd no longer have to feel them.

"Hey!" I shouted and began my act of fake happiness. My loneness is going to be the death of me, but I don't care, so long as the one's I love are happy I don't care if I ever am.

"Hello." Itachi greeted as Sasuke gave a nod and Gaara just sat beside be on the opposite side of Kyuubi. We began our talk about what to do for the day and how much trouble we could get into. Gaara listened giving a few replies but left us to decide on what we could do.

"Roller blading?" Kyuubi asked and Itachi shook his head. As graceful as the older Uchiha was on foot he could never stay long on skates before he busted his ass, which pissed him off and ended with someone bleeding.

"The mall?" Sasuke sighed, he hated the mall... Everyone but I did as well. They all have fan clubs and the fan girls were usually at the mall on days like this.

"No." Kyuubi said quickly, last time I had to drag him out of the girls bathroom since a large number had dragged him in there hoping to get laid.

"Ramen?" I suggested with a blush. I love ramen, no one really seems to care about it as much as me though.

"We just ate." Kyuubi laughs at me and I grin.

"It's to cold to swim." Sasuke mussed, indeed it was the spring had only came a few weeks ago and while it was 70 out it had only just began to warm any water that we could get into. "We could train."

"No." I sighed, as much as I hated to get beat the reason I said no was I would never get to talk to Gaara that way.

"Video games or a movie?" Kyuubi sighed. It was to nice out to be locked inside all day.

"Bike ridding?" Sasuke asked with a shrug.

"Rock climbing?" Itachi smiled. True we hadn't been in a long time, but it was rather out of the way and costly.

"The museum is free to day." Gaara announced after a moments thought.

"We could go then grab lunch at the ramen shop." Kyuubi smirked at me.

"Lets get going then." Sasuke stood and we followed.

Gaara stood beside me and I took the chance while the others were away to speak to him about Kyuubi. "Gaara, how do you feel about Kyuubi?"

Gaara looked at me a moment and tilted his head to the side the way he always did when he did not get what I was talking about. "We've been friends almost our whole lives. What do you mean how do I feel about him?"

"Do you like him, as maybe a boyfriend?" I licked my lips feeling odd about asking such things.

Gaara thought a moment then gave me a stern look. "I don't know what you're getting at Naruto, just say it. I hate when you do this you know."

I sighed, I knew he hated when I tried to beat around the bush. "Kyuubi has a crush on you, he wants to ask you out but didn't want to feel like a fool if you said no. Or hurt your friendship in any way."

Gaara nodded showing he understood then looked back at the painting. I knew he was not ignoring me, he was just thinking it over. I gave him time and space leaving to go stare at a few of the other works of art.

Sasuke surprised me and I jumped, screaming like a girl. He laughed and I growled. "Jack ass." I huffed turning my red face away from him.

"Lighten up Naruto." He said in his monotone voice, the Uchiha voice I might add, as well as the Gaara and most the time the Kyuubi voice. It annoyed me to no end that I was the only one who could show emotion in our group, as both Temari and Kankuro used the voice 98 percent of the time as well. Bastards, the lot of them. "What did you say to Gaara?"

"Why?" I asked confused.

Sasuke shrugged and spoke lightly. "He just walked up to Kyuubi and said 'Alright' and Kyuubi grinned and said it back. Whats up?"

"Oh, they're kind of dating now I guess." I shrugged and he smiled.

"I always thought you and Gaara would be going out... Guess thats why I never thought to ask you."

"Ask me what teme?" I frowned, what was he saying?

"Dobe." He shook his head and walked off.

What The Fuck.

I sighed and left them all there to go outside and get some needed air. After a few moments arms enclosed around my body and I noticed the tan skin that only Kyuubi and I shared, all our other friends were pale as hell. I don't know why it's not like they aren't out in the sun the same as us. He rested his chin on my shoulder and began to talk.

"Thank you, for talking to Gaara for me." His voice was even giving away nothing, I nodded and he continued. "Itachi asked me a question a few moments ago, I thought I'd see if they were true. I felt your angst this morning and it seems to fit in with what he said."

"What did he say?" I asked, I don't think anyone knows about my love for Kyuubi besides me, so I wasn't really nervous.

"That you liked Gaara as well." Kyuubi tightened his grip on me and I smiled, laughing my best fake laugh.

"I love Gaara, but not in that way. I want him to be happy the same as I want you to be happy. I think you two are a good match."

"Then why the feelings earlier?"

"I was just thinking, what if you two didn't work out and could no longer be friends, then I'd be split in two. As soon as Gaara came over though I knew I was being stupid. Of course you two will be fine and if you break up I know we will all still be friends." I can act very good when I want to, it scares me to know this.

Kyuubi smacked the back of my head. "Sasuke is right, you are a dobe." He laughs and takes my hand. "Lets go back inside. The others are waiting."

I follow him inside talking about things that popped out of my mouth, but never really focusing on what I was saying. I just didn't want anyone to worry about me, as much as they all had to worry about I couldn't add myself to the mix.

Sasuke and Itachi hung back with me as Gaara and Kyuubi wondered off by themselves to talk. Itachi is mostly silent, he isn't stuck up he just thinks about things that are more deep then I do and Sasuke is a real jerk, but we know each other and the meanings of our insults are friendly.

"Dobe."

"Teme."

We had been doing this for five minutes before Itachi had, had enough. "Stop." He commanded and we turned to look at him, his eyes threating us to disobey him, which we did not do. "I can no longer handle this flirting."

"FLIRTING?" I yelled and was about to tell the older Uchiha off, and the people telling me to be quiet with 'Shhh's' and stares, but Sasuke's voice cut me off.

"Yeah, flirting." He shrugged and walked off, Itachi following him and me standing in the middle of the room like an idiot. What was going on? Were we all gay and going to end up hooking up? This was insane. Sasuke was my friend, Gaara was my friend the only one I love in a romantic way is my brother. I blushed and followed the two Uchiha's staying a few steps behind Itachi.

I had a headache, my stomach was messed up, and I was tired of walking around. But Naruto would never say any of that so I sucked it up and focused more on my act. Letting no one see anything was wrong with me.

I was running, from something, I had no idea what. It was big and scary and I was small, I knew I'd never get away from it and I could never hide from it... But I'd be damned if I didn't try, my body was not like my human body, it was larger and had fur, it wasn't easy to find a place to hide, but I managed to squeeze into a cave and hoped the thing after me wouldn't be able to fit inside, it was out front of the cave, claws coming inside to swipe me out of hiding, I moved further back and whined as a claw cut my leg.

The creature stopped and stuck his nose in the cave, I closed my eyes seeing my future in the fangs of the beast.

I shook up in the bed and was trying to force the terror out of my mind and breath correctly at the same time. It wasn't working for me really. I sighed and looked at my brothers empty bed. He was with Gaara tonight. They'd been dating close to a month and recently he had been staying over at the boys house, since Gaara had his own room and Kyuubi shared one with me. They were having sex, I could feel my brothers pleasure and it hurt me. I never let him no though. Gaara and Kyuubi seemed happy and thats all that really mattered.

I looked out the window at the star filled sky and soon climbed out to sit on the roof of our home. I felt odd after the dream. My stomach was still tight and I still hadn't caught my breath. I was still scared as well. What had been after me? Why? Dreams tell a lot about what you are feeling if you know how to read them, I'm not so good at it but I took time to think it over and tried to calm myself down.

I was afraid of the thing that chased me, it was bigger and stronger then me, we both seemed to be demons and since I was a retreating demon it would make since for the other to not follow me and consider the fight over. Instead he followed. Why would a demon do so?

I thought about my life outside of the dream and came up with a theory for the dream. I was running from my brother and the feelings I had for him, he was chasing to find out what I was hiding. In truth Kyuubi had been asking me what was going on a lot as of late and I knew he was trying to find out.

-Naruto?- Kyuubi's alamed voice filled my head. No doubt he had felt my feelings and was trying to see if he needed to come home or if I would be fine until tomorrow.

I focused on him and spoke out loud to him. "I'm fine, bad dream is all."

Since he was farther away it took longer for us to communicate, this always worried me and the fact that it took so much focus and energy wore me out quickly.

-I'm coming home.- Came his reply.

I shook my head. "Don't. I'll be fine. Have fun."

I was growing weak and panting hard now. I know Kyuubi can handle more of this then me. Because he is better at everything compared to me.

-I'll be home in the morning then, yell if you need me sooner. I love you Naruto, be ok till then.-

I didn't have the strength to reply and laid down on the roof, breathing deep and forcing my emotions deep inside. I couldn't stop myself as I began to roll off the roof, and crashed onto the ground with a thud. I blacked out before I could feel any of the pain I was in, and did not dream in the blackness of my mind.

When I woke I groaned and moved, pain shoot up my shoulder and my side. I winced biting my inner cheek so not to scream. The sun was slowly rising and the grass was wet with dew the smell of the sweet grass filled my lungs as my head was laying in the soft itchy plant. I moved once more, after gathering the strength and sat up. Nothing seemed to out of place and I managed to climb back inside my window to lay in my own bed.

I'd never fall back asleep now, so I started my day by taking a hot shower to relax my abused body then dressed and went down to eat something. Once done I headed out the door, no place in mind to go really... I just wanted out of the house and this seemed like the best way.