Title: "Believe"

Chapter 2 – "An Act of Love"

Author: Uke

Rating: M

Pairing: Shou x Judai (Syrus x Jaden)

Genre: Romance, slash, lemon, and humor.

A/N: Well I got this chapter up in much shorter time than I had expected!! XD; Spring Break ended for me today but I got sick so my mommy let me stay home. x3;; So I figured I should be productive and finish this while I have the chance. Anyway, I hope all of you like it so far!! I'm trying hard to write a seme!Shou fic where I keep people in character as much as possible. And once again this is a request for DarkItachi22. :D And before I continue on with the story I just want to stress one thing; if you don't like the way I write, if you don't like this story (couple, concept, characterization WHATEVER) I cannot stress this enough; PLEASE DO NOT READ!! Why are you going to waste your time reading something that's just going to get you angry or annoyed? That's no fun at all. There are plenty of GX fanfictions here on , I'm sure you could find one that you enjoy more. Thank you!! :DD

Warnings: This story contains hardcore YAOI (BOY x BOY in SEXUAL situations)!! This story also contains a LEMON!! And for those of you who don't know that means a story that involves a DETAILED sex scene with SHOU on top!! If any of these things or all of them offends you in any way I ask you now, PLEASE DO NOT READ!! I don't want to be responsible for anything that you regret reading afterwards. Also, please DO NOT flame. All of you have been warned, so reading this story is in no way my fault.

"I...J-Judai...I want to..." He took a deep breath, "I...I...I want to be on top!! J-just this once..."

Judai's eyes widened and he blushed slightly, unable to believe that he heard these words come out of a boy who was normally so innocent and shy. Unable to get over his shock all he could do was stare at the boy. "S-Shou-chan..."

Shou's blush deepened and he felt himself becoming shyer and shyer by the second. Right now saying that the bluenette was embarrassed was a complete understatement. Shou had never felt this insecure and blushed this much over something that he had said in his whole life.

Just then, Judai began laughing. Shou blinked as he slowly began staring up at the boy, "A-aniki...?" But Judai didn't respond. The boy began laughing loudly, just causing Shou to feel more insecure about what he said.

"I-I'm sorry!!" The brunette suddenly said, wiping tears of laughter from my eyes. "I'm not really laughing at you, I'm just laughing at this whole situation!" Shou couldn't get himself to answer, and just looked at him questioningly. Judai managed to calm himself down and take a deep breath.

"That was just...a shock, y'know? I wasn't expecting you to say THAT of all things!! Shy and timid little Shou-chan...asking to be on top during sex, it's classic!!" Shou felt his embarrassment growing worse with Judai's words and he pouted, biting his lower lip. "I-if you really didn't think that I couldn't do it, you could've just said so!! You didn't have to laugh!!" He whined, obviously feeling uncomfortable with everything right now.

Judai blinked and then shook his head, smiling softly at his boyfriend. "I never said that I didn't think that you couldn't do it. I just said that it was a shock!" He leaned over to gently kiss the boy on the forehead. "You get really shy about these things, Shou. You blush just at the mention of sex, and you barely talk about it with you being on the bottom...so hearing you say that you want to be on top...that's just different! Heh, I'm proud of you, Shou!!"

Shou smiled slightly, proof that Judai's words were comforting him a bit. "S-so..." He stuttered, "Y-you really think I could do it...? Y-you really think that I...c-could seme to you, Aniki?" Judai placed his hands on his hips, grinning. "To tell you the truth, I really can't say. I mean, I believe in you. I think you could do ANYTHING if you put your mind to it!! But..." He gently poked Shou's cheek, "I can't really say for sure unless I see you do it yourself."

Shou clenched his fists and took a deep breath. Judai had the confidence in him, and now it was all up to him. He wanted to prove himself...he wanted to do this. The thought of him being on top...it was always pushed to the back of his mind; he was just never able to get himself to say it out loud. But he was able to ask Judai so now it was time for step two, the actual act of doing it.

Small hands were suddenly placed on Judai's chest. "I-I'm going...I'm going to try." He said, trying to hide the obvious shyness and nervousness in his voice, "I don't know if I can really do it...b-but...I want to try my best. I want to prove myself." Judai smiled supportively and wrapped his arms around Shou's back in a light hug, "I believe in you..." He said, before placing a light kiss upon Shou's forehead again.

Shou smiled, slight determination forming in his eyes and he nodded. He was going to do this. He was going to put all of his insecurities and shyness aside and do what he wanted to do for a long time. He was going to prove to himself, and everyone else that he could be a "man" in his own way.

Leaning up, Shou gently pressed his lips against Judai's. Judai kissed him back, but in no way made any moves to try and take over the kiss or gain dominance. He himself wanted Shou to take the lead as well and he didn't want to do anything that could possibly take this opportunity away from the smaller boy. Shou's hands were still resting on Judai's chest, and he used slight strength to push Judai down to the bed so he would be on top of him. Judai let him and placed his hands on Shou's hips.

Shou's hands moved from Judai's chest and held Judai's face as they kissed, and slowly, Shou's tongue began sliding its way between Judai's lips and into his mouth. It shyly explored the wet caverns of the brunette's mouth before meeting Judai's and slowly moving against it. Shou's shyness had not left, and Judai was aware of that, but he was already proud of Shou for what he was doing so far.

Shou's hips then pressed down against Judai's, causing Judai to pull away from the kiss and let out a slight gasp. Shou knew what he had done and it caused him to blush a dark shade of crimson at the thought, but he did his best to ignore it. He pressed his hips down again, gasping as well because of being in the same state as the other boy. Slowly, his hips began grinding against Judai's, using one of his hands to spread Judai's legs apart slightly so the smaller boy could get in between them.

Judai moved his hands from Shou's waist and gently rested them on his shoulders, moaning softly at the friction that both of their bodies were making. "Nngh...y-you're doing good...Shou..." Hearing Judai moan and compliment him was enough to make Shou's heart practically jump out of his chest, but it gave him some confidence as well. So far so good. So far he was doing it.

Shou kissed Judai lightly on the lips again before moving to his neck. He licked at the soft skin that was there before biting down lightly on the flesh and sucking, all to leave a mark on his boyfriend. His hand trailed down to the hem of Judai's shirt and he began lifting it, revealing Judai's bare chest. All the while his hips continued to grind into Judai's, causing more gasps and light moans to escape the boy underneath him.

Shou kissed the mark he had made before lifting Judai's shirt even more and pulling it off, over Judai's head. He decided to remove his shirt as well and already felt more insecurities forming as he did so. Judai wasn't muscular at all and was very lean, but his chest was well toned. It made Shou feel like his body looked weak and skinny compared to the brunette's.

Judai could see right into Shou's eyes and knew what he was thinking. "Shou..." He brushed a strand of hair out of his face while whispering. "Don't worry about a thing...its okay." Shou looked down at him and blushed, but then slowly began to smile. He was unable to speak so instead he just nodded.

Shou's lips began kissing down Judai's neck and moved down to his chest, where his pink tongue began lapping at the new-found skin. His lips moved to Judai's nipples where he began licking over one of them and sucking on it lightly, as his fingers toyed with the other. This caused Judai to moan a little louder as his hands began clinging to the sheets of the dorm room bed.

Shou felt Judai's nipple harden in his mouth and he pulled away to glance down at the boy underneath him. Judai's face was slightly flushed, and the desire was glistening in his eyes. Just seeing Judai like this and knowing that he was the one, for once, who was causing him all of this pleasure was enough to get the bluenette excited as well. "J-Judai..." Shou suddenly whispered, leaning in to Judai's ear, "I'll make it feel better..." He then bit down lightly on the brunette's earlobe, nibbling on it lightly just to hear another moan come from Judai, a sound that he was just beginning to love so much.

Shou moved down to between Judai's legs, where the signs of the boy's arousal were showing right through his pants. Shou smiled lightly and kissed over the member through Judai's uniform pants, and then lightly moved his hand over it. Judai gasped, and moaned loudly, his head instinctively being thrown back against the pillows. "S-SHOU!" Judai cried out, moving his hips up to Shou's hand to cause more pressure.

Shou began blushing again. From being uke to Judai for so long, he knew exactly what Judai was feeling right now. The want, the desire, the need to be touched by his lover...Shou felt that feeling so many times and right now he was truly proud of himself for making Judai feel that as well. His hands set to work to remove Judai's pants and boxers, allowing Judai's member to rise freely. At that very moment, Shou's hand grabbed onto Judai's erection, moving his hand up and down in a slow pace.

Judai gasped and moaned loudly, staring up at Shou as tears of desire began forming in his chocolate brown eyes. Shou's name was cried out again, a sound that caused Shou's heart to give another jump. New urges that Shou had never felt before were coming to him. Urges to make Judai scream, urges to make him say his name even more, urges to have Judai spill his seed onto Shou's hand, just so Shou could know that he was the one who made him feel that way. Shou had never felt like this before...but he was beginning to enjoy these feelings a lot.

His head moved down to Judai's shaft and began licking at the tip, tasting the pre-cum that was forming there. Judai's hands clung at the sheets underneath him, "S-Shou...p-please, PLEASE, aah...!" Shou didn't respond but rather, swirled his tongue around the tip before putting his mouth on it and sucking on it lightly.

He had given Judai a blowjob before, but this time it was different. This time he was more at control and he was pleasuring Judai before Judai could pleasure him. Hearing Judai moan in this way made Shou hungry for more and not wanting to wait any longer, he pushed his head all the way down, taking Judai's whole manhood into his mouth.

Judai cried out loudly when Shou did, and Shou started moving his head up and down his shaft, slowly at first, and then slowly began picking up pace. His tongue lapped at all of the sensitive spots that he had knew so well and moved against spots that he was just beginning to discover. He then began teasing Judai slightly, moving up to lick at the sensitive and weeping tip and making it as if he was going to release the boy's erection from his mouth, only to push back down to suck on it furiously doing whatever he could to hear more of Judai's cries. Shou was doing a very good job, and was proving to be a very quick learner; Judai had taught him everything he had known. Shou was doing all of this from memory of all the times that Judai had pleasured him and was doing a damn good job at it as well.

Judai gasped and felt his release coming closer, "S-SHOU!!" He began sobbing, "AAH, NNGH...I-I'M GOING TO-!!" Shou heard Judai's words and knew how close he was, he moved his head faster and ran his tongue skillfully along all of the sensitive spots. He wanted to make Judai cum...he wanted to taste his lover...

But just then Judai's hands lightly grabbed onto the soft locks of baby blue hair that was on Shou's head. Not to hurt Shou, of course, but just to get his attention. It took all of Judai's control to do this, especially when he was so close to his climax. "N-no...S-Shou-chan...n-no more...st-stop...aaah!!" Hearing Judai's words confused the bluenette, but he quickly pulled his head up, removing Judai's erection from his mouth.

He didn't really want to stop doing what he was doing to the boy, but there was no way he could keep going when Judai asked him to stop like that. He knew that if the tables were turned, which on a normal circumstance they were, Judai would have immediately stopped if Shou had asked him to as well.

Shou licked his lips, and looked down at the brunette with slight concern, "What's wrong, Aniki...?" He asked softly. "Why did you...w-want me to stop? Did I do something wrong...?" Judai panted lightly, trying to get a hold of himself before he could talk. He then looked up to Shou, smiling lightly as he continued to pant. He quickly shook his head, "N-no...of course you didn't!" He said, "You were doing a really good job...a great job..."

Shou blushed at the compliment but ignored it. "Then...why?" Judai sighed, "B-because...this is your first time ever being on top. I know you too well...i-if I let you let me cum now...even if you want me to, you'll probably get shy again when it really sinks in that you were the one who did it." He laughed slightly and held Shou's face, "I want to take all the excuses away from you...I...I want you to go all the way."

Shou's eyes widened at Judai's final sentence. All the way...he was going to...he was really going to seme to Judai! He giggled and nodded, "Y-you're right...I didn't think of it that way...b-but now that you mention it I probably would..." He blushed deeply and looked away shyly, "A-Aniki...I...I-I'm getting scared already..." He suddenly whispered, "I...r-really want to do this with you, b-but..."

Quickly, Judai leaned up and kissed Shou softly on the lips to try and calm him down. Laying his head back down onto the pillow he held onto Shou's shoulders lightly, smiling up at him with one of his brightest smiles. "Don't be afraid..." He said, "You can do this. I trust in you, you just have to trust in yourself." Shou looked down at him, an unsure expression still plastered on his face, "B-but..." He started to say, but Judai placed a finger over Shou's lips to stop him. "No buts. Just do it." He smiled again, "I believe in you."

Shou's eyes widened. For some reason those four simple words had never had so much meaning before in his life. The way Judai was talking...with such ease, such confidence. He really felt that Shou could do this! Shou was the only one who was unsure, he was the only one who had doubts. Judai said it himself, he completely believed in Shou!!

Suddenly both Ryo and Manjyome's words came back to him. Both of them said that if Shou didn't start acting like a "man", people would never take him seriously. No one was stopping Shou from acting that way. No one was preventing Shou to act tough or stronger. No...the only person that was stopping him was himself. He didn't believe in himself. He couldn't take himself seriously. And if he couldn't, how could he expect anyone else to?

Shou smiled, feeling more confident than he had ever felt in his whole life. "I...can do this." He whispered to Judai, "I believe in myself..." Judai smiled and nodded, "Good...I'm happy for you, Shou-chan." Shou suddenly then leaned down and hugged Judai tightly, not saying a word. Judai blinked, feeling confused from the sudden hug, but quickly hugged him back. Shou lightly nuzzled Judai's neck, as if to say "thank you" to the boy without saying any words at all. Judai took this moment to kiss Shou on the cheek, smiling lovingly at his petite boyfriend.

Shou then moved back up, his hands moving to remove the rest of his own clothes. He then lightly spread Judai's legs again, positioning himself at Judai's entrance. He was blushing again and felt extremely shy, but he didn't want to stop. Insecurities were starting up again but this time, instead of listening to them, he completely ignored them. He was going to do this. He was going to believe in himself the same way Judai believed in him.

"J-Judai..." Shou said softly, "T-this might hurt a little bit...because...t-this is your first time on the bottom, and all." Shou winced recalling his own memory of his first time. But Judai placed his hands on Shou's shoulders again, smiling without a hint of worry anywhere on his face. "I'll be okay." Judai said confidently, "I trust you."

Slowly and carefully, Shou began to enter the other teen, gasping as he did so. This was too much!! Judai was so tight...it was so hot inside of him. That alone, made Shou's erection throb for release. But Shou ignored it, not wanting to thrust into Judai even slightly, desperately not wanting to cause the brunette even slight discomfort.

Judai's eyes closed tightly and his face scrunched in pain. Though Shou was smaller than Judai was, (though Shou was perfectly proportioned to his body), immediate penetration always hurt the first time. Shou immediately became worried. He knew about how much it hurt his first time, and knowing that he was giving Judai that same pain made him feel awful. "A-Aniki...a-are you okay? S-should I stop!?" Shou quickly said, not knowing what he should do. Judai took a few steady breaths and opened his eyes, smiling up at the boy weakly. "N-no..." He said, his breath still sounding heavy. "I-I'm okay...I'll be fine...I j-just need to...get used to it, that's all..." Shou still looked down at him, unsure, beginning to contemplate pulling out of him right now. But Judai lightly kissed the boy on the forehead again and shook his head, "Don't you dare think of stopping, Shou-chan. Keep going...I'll be fine."

Shou was still worried, but didn't want to disappoint Judai. He nodded, "O-okay..." He said quietly, "B-but if hurts you too much, let me know and I'll stop...I don't want to hurt you..." Judai nodded and took another deep breath to calm himself down, "I know you don't...it'll be okay..."

Accepting Judai's answer, Shou began moving forward to push himself into Judai even deeper. He moaned slightly at the feeling of the tight hotness surrounding his whole member. Judai gasped as well and clung to Shou's shoulders lightly, trying to do something to subside the pain. Shou began panting, having another new urge forming in his mind; the urge to thrust into Judai at full speed. But he wouldn't dare to, not now, not until Judai was completely ready.

Shou didn't move at all, and instead grabbed onto Judai's erection, moving his hand lightly up and down it to do something to distract Judai from the pain. Judai moaned when Shou did so and after a few minutes, the brunette pushed his hips forward against Shou's, to try and push the smaller boy into him even deeper. Shou gasped and looked down at Judai who quickly smiled and nodded, "I-I'm okay..." He breathed out, "F-faster...please..."

Shou nodded and smiled, using his free hand to hold onto Judai's tightly, intertwining their fingers. He then began moving back, almost all the way so that just the tip was still inside of Judai, and then pushed back forward, hitting into him again. He continued the pattern over and over again, slowly at first just so he could make sure that Judai was okay. But within a few more minutes, Shou's thrusts became harder, and faster, moving his hand up and down Judai's erection at the very same pace.

Judai was enjoying every minute of this, feeling all these feelings that were completely new to him as well. "S-SHOU!! A-AAH..." Judai moaned out, unable to create full sentences any longer. His legs wrapped lightly around Shou's waist to pull the bluenette closer, and Shou in turn, began to thrust even harder and faster into Judai's body. Shou began moving his thrusts more towards the left, inside of Judai, and without even realizing it, he hit the small bundle of nerves that caused Judai to practically scream out in ecstasy.

Shou blushed when he heard Judai's cry and immediately knew what he had hit. He started aiming his thrusts towards that very same spot, making sure to hit it dead-on and hard each and every time.

Judai's screams grew louder and soon enough his hand began clawing lightly at Shou's back so not to hurt him, as his other held onto Shou's hand tightly. "S-SHOU...I-I'M REALLY...A-AHH I'M CLOSE!!" Judai moaned out as Shou continued thrusting into him. Shou moaned loudly too, nodding in agreement as his eyes began to close, "M-me too...I c-can't...AAH!! J-JUDAI!!"

Judai screamed out Shou's name as he came, releasing his seed onto Shou's hand and torso. His muscles tightened around Shou's member and this proved to be way too much for the smaller boy because within seconds, Shou screamed out too, hitting his orgasm, and all of it filling Judai's body.

Shou gave Judai's body one last thrust before collapsing on top of him, lying his head on Judai's chest and panting hard. Judai was panting hard too and neither boy was able to say anything.

Judai was the first to snap back into reality and he slowly wrapped his arms around Shou's waist, to hold him even closer to his chest. "S-Shou-chan..." He whispered as he smiled lovingly at the boy, "You did it..." "Mm..." Was Shou's response as his eyes slowly opened. He blushed deeply as he stared at Judai and smiled cutely, "I-I did...d-didn't I...? I can't believe it..."

Judai laughed slightly, "I knew you'd be able to! I knew it all along...I'm just...so proud of you, Shou." Shou smiled shyly and nodded, nuzzling Judai's chest as he closed his eyes again. "T-thank you...for letting me try, Aniki...I...love you..." He whispered. Judai smiled and leaned up a bit to pull the covers over them both. He hugged Shou protectively and tightly as he closed his eyes as well. "I love you too, Shou..."

A/N: YAYE YAYE YAYE!! I did it!! What do all of you think? I tried my hardest and this is the first actual lemon I ever posted here. x3;; I hope all of you enjoyed it and please R&R!!