A/N: So sorry it took so long to put this up. My laptop crashed so I couldn't get to the internet and It was a long time till I could get to a computer and then I forgot I even didn't finish it so I had to write it, and then type it. Then I went with my dad for 2 weeks and couldn't get on the computer. But hopefully you'll forgive my lateness and if you haven't or if you want to again REVIEW. The songs are Watch Me Bleed and Star Crossed Lovers by Scary kids Scaring kids,

Naruto's P.O.V.

The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment.
As you're walking away
your foot steps get louder.
All you needed was time
now time will destroy us.

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

What ecstasy. Pulling the razor blade over my arms scratching the already scarred skin of my forearm.

Relief swelled as I closed my eyes riding out the pain until I couldn't feel it at all. In my head I laugh, people made a big deal about the pain, but they're just pussys, reserving to get their fixes from sex, or drugs, or alcohol, or cigarettes, you know, stuff less damaging.(pause for laughter at my sarcasm)

I look down at my arms and for a second terror rushes through me. Like I'm at the top of a huge roller coaster and I'm so high I can see everything and am about to head straight down to the ground and everything in my being is telling me I'm going to die yet I am completely safe.

I watch the blood pool from the deep cut and fall to the thighs of my crossed legs . After a few drops land I grab a paper towel and whipped the blood away and put it to my arm again. 12 new cuts already covered my arm my last one deepening an already bloody cut. Ouch.

I could barely feel my forearm.

15 minutes and 2 cuts later the bleeding stopped. Dry blood was on my legs, hands, and covered the little skin between cuts. I sighed, gotta go clean up my arms. I think and sat back. I glanced up at the sky guessing the time to be 12:55. Damn too late. I glanced around my campsite. A bag that I had filled before I left the apartment had clothes in it. A fire burned in the center. A bucket of water a few feet away.

I lay back, using the bag as a pillow and thought about what happened In the last few hours. Waking from the nightmare, turning on the radio softly to hide my footsteps, packing and running as fast and as long as my legs would take me until I was here surrounded by woods with the distant sounds of the river where I got my water. I was only a few miles from the town but that was as far as I could get. I need to sleep to be ready for tomorrow.

I pulled my sleeves back down and got up put out the flames with the water lay back down and quickly dose off.

Xxx—xxX

Finally Sasuke's P.O.V.

Star crossed lovers; we do what we want to.
Some learn the hard way,
We all learn through consequence.
I say if the futures been drawn out then nobodys living.
I won't give you up, love, so fate can have its way.
Its way.

If the stars say that you couldn't love me,
Are you telling me that you would listen?
If the words make their way from your mouth,
Don't ask my permission,
All is forgiven.

Xxx—xxX

That stupid blond dobe. I open myself up to him, tell him secrets no one knows and how does he repay me… runs away.

Impulsive baka. Why would he go?

I woke to the radio playing a song that drew me awake.

"It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out"

Reminded me of my love I saved last night. I look down to watch my Naruto, but he's not there. I shot up. I look around the apartment. No Naruto. Thinking he was hungry I look at his favorite ramen shop. No Naruto. Maybe he was training. No. Sakura's. No. Kakashi's. No. Iruka's. No. Tsuneda's. No. No. No. No. No.

Naruto's gone.

I sit on a bench, lace my fingers together and place them in front of my mouth and look to the ground.

Realizing where I was I looked up. I am at the place I was when I glanced up and saw Naruto. I look back to that window but I don't see Naruto. A sudden urge swelled and I find myself sitting on Naruto's bed again. I pick up the kunai the Naruto used to cut himself with. I cross my legs and stare at it. I trace my fingers over it again and again.

The dobe really is stupid, I think to myself, does he think this will stop his pain? Why the hell did he run away, what possessed him to hide when I showed him love?

I tilt the weapon so the sunlight that shines through the window made it flash. Kakashi and Iruka were out searching for the blond and I am here. Alone again.

What does he feel when he drags this across his wrists? I place the sharpness to my own. I wonder what made his crave to do it. I know what made me claw my chest until every pore was gushing out a red river of blood. But what did my blond feel when he did this? I put full force to the kunai and pulled it across cutting flesh and tearing my arm guard. I flinched. It did feel good. I look at my stained arm guard. I wonder if it would feel good a second time.

I place the kunai again. The door to the apartment crashed open with a BANG. I hide my arm as Kakashi yelled "we found him!"

I jumped up with my arm still behind my back. Kakashi walked up to me with what I could only guess was a smile under his mask.

"He was sleeping in a clearing a few miles outside of town. He is fine just tired. Iruka is bringing him up now." He said to me then disappeared in a puff of smoke.

I stood there frozen for a moment. I couldn't believe Naruto was back. Joy flooded me but a pang of pain shot through my arm and a small amount of panic trickled in and made me move fast.

I washed off the line of blood that flowed from the cut and bandaged up it. Just as I finished when the door opened again and in walked Iruka with a sleeping Naruto in his arms.

"Here put him on his bed." I whispered lifting the sheets so Iruka could put my blond in his bed and covered him.

"He's fine should wake up soon. Come find me if you need anything." He whispered back and walked back out the door.

I stood in the archway that separated his room from the rest of the apartment and watched him while he slept.

I wondered what I would do when the blond awoke. I thought about my wrist and wondered what Naruto would say if he saw it.

How dare he run away and leave me like that what the hell was he thinking.

I took off the sleeping boy and glared at the floor.

A few minutes passed and my thoughts got a little darker. Was I just a one night stand to him. I thought, was I just some fling to get a high off of?

My scowl deepened.

A movement on the bed turned my attention back to the blond who was slowly waking up. He sat up eyes locking on mine; he sucked in a breath and backed up into the head board.

I knew it was a reaction to my glare but I didn't try to remove it from my face.

I stepped to the foot of the bed and asked the first thing that came to mind. "Why do you run when I show you nothing but love?"

I climbed on to the food of the bad and sat on my knees. Naruto just sat there and looked at me through huge sapphire eyes. I could tell he was afraid to say anything. "Naruto why did you run?" I walk toward him on my hands and knees. His eyes begin to water and I know it was because there was still anger in my face and voice.

He was sitting as close to the headboard as he could and he drew in his legs and hugged them to his chest.

I relaxed my face and put as much kindness into my voice as I could but it still sounded a little cold.

"Why Naruto? Tell me why."

As I came close enough I put my hand under his knees and pulled him toward me quickly. Caught off guard he laid there and didn't move. I climbed up so my body was parallel to his leaning on my elbow with my face a few inches away from his.

I ran my fingers through his hair and he looked up at me with watery eyes. Seeing the blond under me, looking up at me with his beautiful eyes, and memories of last night made my member harden, but I pushed my lust aside and, still brushing my fingers through his hair I asked again. "Why?"

He blushed and for the first time since he woke up broke eye contact and looked at my chest and then closed his eyes. Tears leaked out from under the closed lids. I took the hand that wasn't going through the blond locks and brushed the tears away. I leaned down and pressed my lips to his.

"Promise me you won't do it again" I whispered against his lips. He whimpered. "I promise, Sasuke."

"Ok, then we will talk about it in the morning." I said and began a night of passion.

THE END

A/N: Finally finished it. The ending sucked but I tried. Can't guarantee when the next story will be but I'll try to write more. Please review if you haven't.